342 INDEX Long Island, New York, 21 Los Angeles, California, 24, 79, 108; Police Department, 108 Lowen, Ron, 83 Lucky (Otero family dog), 39, 176 Lundin, Ray, 253, 254, 260–262, 270, 271 M Madonna, 217 Manhattan, Kansas, 229, 254 Manson, Charles, 3, 14, 302 Master Detective, 88 Media, 80, 81, 83, 84, 95, 102, 333 Mental torture, 29 Methodist Church, 154 Meyers, Thomas, 53, 58 Michigan, 232, 270 Mickey Mouse Club (television show), 136 Military service, 104–105 Milwaukee, Wisconsin, 1; Police Department, 1, 24; Public Library, 2 Montana, 47 Montana State University, 312 Morrilton, Arkansas, 46 Morton, Bob, 263–266, 268 “Motel parties,” 218, 312, 322 Mo<strong>the</strong>r Goose, 86 Mouseketeers, 136 Mummies, 134, 137, 142 Murder kit, 38 “Murder Mack,” 71 N New Mexico, 149 New York City, 19, 24, 79 Norris, Roy, 71 North Edgemoor site (Otero family killings), 34, 38, 175 North Hillside Street murder site (Dolores Davis), 220 O Obsession (Douglas), 8, 126, 289 Official Police Detective, 88 “Oh Anna, Why Didn’t You Appear?” (<strong>BTK</strong> poem), 87–88 “Oh Death to Nancy” (<strong>BTK</strong> poem), 83 Okinawa, 158 Omni Center, 242 Onion Field, The (Wambaugh), 108 Optometry, 241 Organizational nature, 74, 171, 192 Ormston, Bobby, 188–191 Otero, Carmen June, 34, 41 Otero, Charlie, 34, 35, 39, 248, 249 Otero, Danny, 34, 35 Otero family murders, 17, 18, 24, 28, 36, 38, 45, 52, 57, 58, 102, 103, 106, 108, 174, 279; <strong>BTK</strong> letter to police on, 55–57; Rader journal account <strong>of</strong>, 175–183; thirtieth anniversary retrospective, 231 Otero, Joey (<strong>BTK</strong> victim), 17, 35–37, 40, 56, 176–183 Otero, Joseph (<strong>BTK</strong> victim), 17, 34, 39–41, 44, 55, 58, 64, 176–183 Otero, Josephine (<strong>BTK</strong> victim), 17, 22, 37, 38, 40–44, 56, 58, 99, 176–183, 193 Otero, Julie (<strong>BTK</strong> victim), 17, 34, 35, 37, 39–41, 55, 56, 58, 176–183 Otis, Kelly, 260, 261 P Panama Canal Zone, 39, 44 Panty Hose Strangler (Florida), 81 Park City, Kansas, 114, 121, 122, 163, 164, 250, 320; Municipal Building, 252, 259 Pennel, Steven, 291 PGM-1 non secretor classification, 77 Philadelphia, Pennsylvania, 291 Philmont Scout Ranch (New Mexico), 149 Phobarital, 15–16 Photography, 159 Pittsburgh, Kansas, 131 Polygraphs, 108, 109 Pornography, 102, 218 Power, need for, 307. See also Control, need for Pr<strong>of</strong>iling, 2, 5, 25, 26, 64, 162 Projects, 210, 309; criteria for, 194; Devil’s delight, 215; Project 2 Black, 226; Project Coleman, 227; Project Cookie (Marine Hedge), 202; Project Dogside, 213; Project Fox Tail, 194, 247; Project Little Mex, 147; Project Mex, 226; Project Mountain No. 1, 156; Project Nails, 226; Project Prairie, 210; Project Twin Peaks, 226 Prostitutes, 158–161, 174 Puerto Rico, 39, 44
INDEX 343 Q Quantico, Virginia, 2, 3, 15, 17, 23, 32, 93, 263; National Cemetery, 15, 16, 61–62 R Rader, Brian Howard (bro<strong>the</strong>r to D.L.R.), 190, 197, 202, 229, 232, 259, 270 Rader, Dennis Lynn, 6–9, 28, 114; admits being <strong>BTK</strong>, 269; arrest <strong>of</strong>, 260–263; CD <strong>of</strong>, 124, 129, 140, 219; childhood <strong>of</strong>, 130–134; as Compliance Officer, 6, 254–257; first memory <strong>of</strong>, 130; hypervigilance <strong>of</strong>, 141–142; level <strong>of</strong> intelligence <strong>of</strong>, 99, 122; love <strong>of</strong> being scared, 145; love <strong>of</strong> driving, 147–148; marriage <strong>of</strong>, 163–164; military service <strong>of</strong>, 104–105; self-contempt <strong>of</strong>, 304; teenage years <strong>of</strong>, 140–151 Rader, Doro<strong>the</strong>a (mo<strong>the</strong>r to D.L.R.), 131, 133, 141, 292 Rader, Kerri Lynn (daughter to D.L.R.), 190, 191, 218, 229, 232, 254, 255, 270, 292, 305, 320 Rader, Paul (bro<strong>the</strong>r to D.L.R.), 144, 249, 291–292 Rader, Paula Dietz (wife <strong>of</strong> D.L.R.), 121, 163–166, 170, 171, 174, 190, 197, 218, 249, 269, 270, 292, 301, 313, 314, 319, 320, 323, 324 Rader, William (fa<strong>the</strong>r to D.L.R.), 131–133 Ramsey, JonBenet, 300 Rape, 29, 42 Ray, James Earl, 14 Ressler, Bob, 14, 18–21 Richardson, Mark, 5 Riverview Grade School, 133 Robinson, John, 309 Rocky Mountains, 149 Rodney and <strong>the</strong> Host (television show), 144–145 Rope, use <strong>of</strong>, 4, 28, 42, 67, 88, 104, 134, 149, 308, 321, 322 Roundtree, Richard, 94, 95 S Sadism, sexual, 29, 31, 100, 102, 103 Salina, Kansas, 154, 156, 158 San Antonio, Texas, 158 San Diego, California, 6, 92 San Francisco, California, 14, 117 San Luis Obispo, California, 71 San Quentin State Prison (California), 71, 79, 295 Sangre de Cristo Range (Rocky Mountains), 149 Schueler, Sidney, 254 Seattle, Washington, 15 Sebring, Ernest, 53 Sebring, Gary, 53 Secret Witness Program (Wichita newspapers), 43 Sedgwick County, 114, 119, 245; Jail, 272, 276, 280; Regional Forensic Science Center, 239; Sheriff’s Department, 245 Seminal fluid, 36, 38, 41, 43, 77, 82, 83, 91, 93, 114 Service personality, 101 Sexual exploitation, 102 Sexual Homicide: Patterns and Motives (Douglas), 14–15 Shaft (film), 94, 95 Sheppard Air Force Base (Wichita Falls, Texas), 158 Silence <strong>of</strong> <strong>the</strong> Lamb (Harris), 291 Sirhan, Sirhan, 14 Sixth Sense, The (film), 184 “Slick ads,” 159, 160, 215 Smith, French, 334 Smith, Perry, 315 Son <strong>of</strong> Sam killer, 3, 14, 25, 81, 85, 96, 140, 291, 302, 308; interview with, 19–21 See also Berkowitz, David South Chicago, Illinois, 286 South Hydraulic Street murder site (Shirley Vian), 63 South Pershing Street murder site (Nancy Fox), 75, 197 Speck, Richard, 3, 14, 24, 285–287 Spelling, difficulty with, 54, 81, 167, 332 Spy fantasy, 146, 154, 200 St. Francis Hospital, 77 Stalking, 30, 156, 166, 167, 194, 210, 226 Startling Detective, 88 Stateville Correctional Institute (Joliet, Illinois), 285–286 Stewart, Charlie, 39, 40 Stone, Randy, 251 Strangulation, 41, 55, 56, 63, 76, 77 Suffocation, 4, 35, 36, 41, 48, 56, 103; selfimposed, 213
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