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316 INSIDE THE MIND OF BTK “I’m trying to control it—I am,” he said. “But the scary thing was how quickly the urge could come over me. I could be staring out the window, looking at something, and it would suddenly be on me and it would take me over ...But I’m trying to get the upper hand now, now that I’m in here. You know, the other day the guards were walking me to the shower, and a bunch of the guys in the cells I passed by began chanting, ‘BTK ...BTK ...BTK.’I listened for a couple seconds, then I stopped dead in my tracks and looked right at them and I told them, “I’m not BTK ...I’m Dennis Rader.’ Then I walked on to the shower.” I watched as Rader’s eyes move deftly and subtly from the camera down to the screen, no doubt studying my reaction to what he’d just told me. “Nice story, Dennis,” I told him, because that was just what I believed it to be: a piece of fiction created solely for my benefit. For however much time Rader had left on this planet—and, if you ask me, he was living on borrowed time—he would forever be BTK. Being BTK was all he knew, all he ever did know. The Dennis Rader bit was just another gimmick, another ruse. Like some frustrated former high school quarterback sliding into middle age, he would forever be reliving his conquests until that day he took his last breath—something that couldn’t come soon enough, as far as I was concerned. “You know, I really liked speaking with you,” he said. “It felt good to talk about this stuff. Maybe when all this dies down, you can come back and we can talk face-to-face, without all the cameras.” “Maybe,” I told him. “I’ll see you later, perhaps.” “Good-bye, sir,” he said. The screen went gray, then black, and the image of Dennis Rader disappeared.
Q 25 Afew hours later back in Wichita, Kris Casarona had a smile plastered on her face as she walked into the lobby of my hotel and took a seat in the tiny lounge. “It’s over,” she said. “It’s so over. I can’t believe I just threw away my exclusivity like that. I just got off the phone with one of my friends. They can’t believe I did this. Now I have nothing.” I sat there watching her, sipping my Chardonnay, not saying a word. “You want a drink?” I asked. “Yeah,” she said. “Jack Daniel’s and Coke . . . You know, the code word that Dennis and I use for you is Daniel because you’ve got the same initials as Jack Daniel’s—JD.” “Why in God’s name do you need a code name for me?” I asked. “It was Dennis’s idea,” she said. “But we were both convinced that whenever we spoke to one another, the police were listening to us.” “They probably were,” I told her. “Or they should have been. You know, they want to be able to pin another murder on Dennis. Something after 1994, so they can stick him on death row.” 317
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Q Inside the Mind of BTK The True S
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Q CONTENTS Acknowledgments vii Intr
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Q Acknowledgments I am indebted to
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Q Introduction It began in the autu
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Introduction 3 By 1979, I was in th
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Introduction 5 and autopsy reports,
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Introduction 9 3. Explain why—at
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Q 1 Somewhere inside my head, the m
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 15 what ma
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 17 what re
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 19 It was
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 21 up all
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Q 2 The sun had yet to appear in th
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 27 to Wich
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 29 But he
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 31 Althoug
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Q 3 Iglanced back down at the polic
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 35 of thei
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 37 But now
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 39 Cruiser
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 41 Police
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 43 Within
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Q 4 One down, three to go,” I tol
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 47 The vic
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Q 5 It was getting late. When I loo
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 69 murder
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Q 6 The next morning, I awoke at 5:
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 75 For Wic
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Q 7 How do you trap a shadow? Where
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 107 “In
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My Lifelong Hunt for BTK 109 cially
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A C T T W O The Capture and Arrest
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Page 347 and 348: Q About the Authors John E. Douglas
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Page 351 and 352: INDEX 341 Fletcher, Raymond, 47, 48
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Page 355 and 356: Dennis L. Rader, from boy to family
Page 357 and 358: Joseph Otero, undated photo, murder
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Page 361 and 362: The Park City home where Rader live
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