Sons and Lovers - Daimon Club

There was in it some truth that, in spite of her bitterness,
she could not help registering. She knew she felt in a sort of
bondage to him, which she hated because she could not control it.
She hated her love for him from the moment it grew too strong
for her. And, deep down, she had hated him because she loved
him and he dominated her. She had resisted his domination.
She had fought to keep herself free of him in the last issue.
And she was free of him, even more than he of her.
"And," he continued, "we shall always be more or less
each other's work. You have done a lot for me, I for you.
Now let us start and live by ourselves."
"What do you want to do?" she asked.
"Nothing--only to be free," he answered.
She, however, knew in her heart that Clara's influence was
over him to liberate him. But she said nothing.
"And what have I to tell my mother?" she asked.
"I told my mother," he answered, "that I was breaking off--clean
and altogether."
"I shall not tell them at home," she said.
Frowning, "You please yourself," he said.
He knew he had landed her in a nasty hole, and was leaving
her in the lurch. It angered him.
"Tell them you wouldn't and won't marry me, and have broken off,"
he said. "It's true enough."
She bit her finger moodily. She thought over their whole affair.
She had known it would come to this; she had seen it all along.
It chimed with her bitter expectation.
"Always--it has always been so!" she cried. "It has been
one long battle between us--you fighting away from me."
It came from her unawares, like a flash of lightning.
The man's heart stood still. Was this how she saw it?
"But we've had SOME perfect hours, SOME perfect times,