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"Have you ever considered where it will end?" his mother said. "No," he answered; "things work out of themselves." "They do, in a way one doesn't like, as a rule," said his mother. "And then one has to put up with them," he said. "You'll find you're not as good at 'putting up' as you imagine," she said. He went on working rapidly at his design. "Do you ever ask HER opinion?" she said at length. "What of?" "Of you, and the whole thing." "I don't care what her opinion of me is. She's fearfully in love with me, but it's not very deep." "But quite as deep as your feeling for her." He looked up at his mother curiously. "Yes," he said. "You know, mother, I think there must be something the matter with me, that I CAN'T love. When she's there, as a rule, I DO love her. Sometimes, when I see her just as THE WOMAN, I love her, mother; but then, when she talks and criticises, I often don't listen to her." "Yet she's as much sense as Miriam." "Perhaps; and I love her better than Miriam. But WHY don't they hold me?" The last question was almost a lamentation. His mother turned away her face, sat looking across the room, very quiet, grave, with something of renunciation. "But you wouldn't want to marry Clara?" she said. "No; at first perhaps I would. But why--why don't I want to marry her or anybody? I feel sometimes as if I wronged my women, mother." "How wronged them, my son?" "I don't know." He went on painting rather despairingly; he had touched the quick of the trouble. "And as for wanting to marry," said his mother, "there's plenty of time yet." "But no, mother. I even love Clara, and I did Miriam; but to GIVE myself to them in marriage I couldn't. I couldn't belong to them. They seem to want ME, and I can't ever give it them."
"You haven't met the right woman." "And I never shall meet the right woman while you live," he said. She was very quiet. Now she began to feel again tired, as if she were done. "We'll see, my son," she answered.
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onnet and her cloak. She smiled whe
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of the cut pastures. The sky overhe
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said Morel. He was extraordinarily
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experience of what being a man mean
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He came and bowed above her. A warm
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He had signed the pledge, and wore
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"Eighty pound, if you're so keen on
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"Did he?" "Yes, he did." The other
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one Sunday morning, to the chatter
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The pity was, she was too much his
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"I'm not sure I wouldn't rather be
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of face that seems to lack eyelashe
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as having some occult, malevolent p
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"Comin' home in his what?" he snarl
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olt behind her with a bang. Then he
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Her quietened heart beginning to be
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CHAPTER II THE BIRTH OF PAUL, AND A
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"Yi--there's one big 'un," he repli
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"Eh!" said Mrs. Anthony. "You can f
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And he went on striking. He was tir
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"What is it?" she asked, feeling si
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"Go now," she said. "I will, my las
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"Goodness!" cried Mrs. Morel. "Mr.
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Whereupon Mrs. Morel, trying to soo
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Suddenly, looking at him, the heavy
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anything it'll make my blood boil,"
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he went across to her, swayed, caug
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"I can do it myself," she replied.
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Immediately he had finished tea he
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"So you filch sixpence out of my pu
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"Why, where should you have gone? Y
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He had a fine constitution, so that
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and tenderness between the separati
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"'Appen 'e is, but that doesn't giv
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But that evening Morel came in from
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And, glaring at the boy, he ran for
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She was very proud of her son. He w
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"And why didn't you tell me?" "Beca
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His mother implored him to take mor
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'I told mother about you this morni
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the face of the hidden doll. Annie
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"Why, what have I done to the child
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So they were happy in the morning--
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of anxiety and expectation in the r
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"Oh, nothing--about famous women."
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This Morel loved to do. "Well, ther
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"Nothing," he replied. But he ate n
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"This childt's axin' for thee; how
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have died rather. "Good gracious!"
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No window was open. Sometimes in wi
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Paul went to the counter. "Seventee
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put it before him. Suddenly he turn
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So the boy remained alone. Mrs. Mor
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Paul was waiting for her. He loved
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Paul looked in the oven; tapped the
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out of this way and went into the f
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home again. Morel hated to go back.
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Christmas Eve. Mrs. Morel surveyed
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cheerily, and immediately began to
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He had brought them endless present
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"I don't know for sure, but it's 'i
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"A comb, a knife and fork and spoon
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with wonderful healing flesh, and s
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So she talked to her son, almost as
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measuring people against himself, a
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Therefore he was soon visiting and
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tight inside him. He would have suf
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of the dragon. They emerged into a
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"Where did you learn to write?" sai
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school now." "He would live in Best
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she's taking that man HIS pudding,
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every second as the flowers was goi
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"She should have her own money if s
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He had the season-ticket, which had
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Paul was led round to a very dark c
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eappeared coatless, turning up a sm
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"You'd better watch me," he said to
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the "Mr." Then all at once Mr. Jord
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"I never said it WAS your fault. Wi
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with so much that she expected her
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When he came in at eight in the mor
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At the end of the song Fanny would
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up two long hills, down two short h
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and driving them nearly mad, while
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"Oh no, we had dinner in the train.
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"It isn't, really!" "You are cold,"
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to everybody's discomfort, and took
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"Was she REALLY getting up when she
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"Won't you go to bed, then?" he ask
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Paul hurried off to the station jub
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"Too young for me, though, I'm afra
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"It's a wild road, mother," said Pa
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"Oh no! We're only too thankful to
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Maurice took his hand full of corn
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"See, it doesn't hurt," he said, an
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Hawthorn was dropping from the hedg
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And in the evening, after supper, h
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"Oh, well, I've gone too far to bre
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for her--a bit of a theatrical show
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So she took cheer. Matters were not
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her nightdress, a comb and brush, s
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"Tha wants Walter Morel? Go in thee
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On Saturday night, as Paul was turn
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her brass candlestick glittering. T
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sat looking blankly in front of her
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of her for love. "For some things,"
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to have as easy a time as he could,
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She helped him off with his coat. H
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"HAVE they, mother?" she cried. "I
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went running because of a few burnt
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He crouched down and carefully put
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"No," he answered. "Where?" "In the
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"I've had a long turn," he said. "B
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"Why DO you?" he asked. "I don't kn
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"Don't!" repeated the child, a frow
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"Ha! Is it? Men have everything." "
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eyes blazed at him. "You don't give
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For many hours she sat still, sligh
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thrilled her, something holy. He wa
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His soul, warm and exposed from con
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Then the next time he saw Miriam he
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Paul looked down the garden for his
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"You should see the Flying Scotsman
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"What is it?" she asked. "The sprin
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loved him for that. Her soul expand
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"Supposing you could have THAT farm
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upon the tree-tops of the oak-wood
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her head and pondered. How could it
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It caused a violent conflict in him
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with the girl, and Mrs. Morel was t
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"I canna see what they want drownin
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"All right," he answered. And when
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against it. His blood was concentra
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abbiting in the woods, like a poach
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"If I'm not SICK!" she cried sudden
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Morel put down his knife and leaned
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"Both first?" "Yes." "H'm!" There w
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He looked at her companion. "I've t
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The boy glanced away. But the smith
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Miriam bowed a little lower. "Yes,"
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"I'm so damned spiritual with YOU a
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"That's all right!" he said. She wa
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"Yes." He knew she was cross with h
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He never went past the pits at nigh
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hours when he knew Miriam was expec
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Orion was for them chief in signifi
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"Oh, my sirs!" he said. "Wheer's my
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drawing herself up to imitate her h
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"Well, I shouldn't be surprised any
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"Not yet," he smiled. "Then, why di
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"Don't what, I should like to know?
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"Send it to Liberty's. I did it for
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"Then you wanted a job," said Beatr
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she exclaimed. She tilted his head
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a tale about his work making him fo
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with Leonard and Annie. She would m
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Her dark eyes were naked with their
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Miriam looked in the bookcase, saw
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Mrs. Morel shifted in her chair, an
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stroking with a rhythmic, jerked mo
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"No, mother--I really DON'T love he
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"Show me!" He would at that moment
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He pressed his face upon the pillow
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just awake from his Sunday nap, was
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"But I love to touch them," she rep
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He sat down against his will, resti
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digging up little clods of earth as
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"But I don't understand," she said
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And she was good to him. She did hi
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Miriam was indignant at anybody's f
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"And you won't think about it, and
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So he went as often, but he was usu
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There was between them now always a
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"Yes," he said; "I am glad." She sa
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Miriam dared not propose anything f
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all the songs his friend could teac
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Clara and her for a walk. They set
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It went up the bank in little leaps
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Clara did not answer, but strode on
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"I don't believe they do." "I don't
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He gathered up the flowers he had s
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"Ah!" she exclaimed. "So she is!" H
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They sat together in the cathedral.
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of angry way." Mrs. Morel considere
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and was splendid in uniform. Annie
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"I shall be with you just the same.
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would he go? The army had not reall
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She was afraid that her hair, speci
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life lay outside their mother's hou
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And again he laughed, in a way that
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as two souls. So I feel it. "Ought
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afraid something had happened. They
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The miner sat heavily in his chair.
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dress shirts. But he had an elegant
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a thing not very difficult, she kne
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"But I want you to be happy," she s
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lay on her left, whilst in front of
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"Ay, well, and I can remember when
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were coming very wide open. Wasn't
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He soon made occasion to call again
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"Then why ask me about it?" "Becaus
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"There is so little likelihood of m
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And he went away to the other girls
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"Yes, you want to know, don't you?"
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"You have stayed to dinner!" he exc
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She shivered. She loathed the town.
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"It's my birthday, and they've boug
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Suddenly they came to a halt on top
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"Did you leave him out of count all
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"What, pray?" "Making him feel as i
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to sacrifice himself in a marriage
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He went on determinedly. He realise
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"I think so," she answered.
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"Kiss me," she whispered. He shut h
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in the darkness under the hanging t
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that looked very soft, turned up to
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only to him then a woman. She was a
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"Let us stay here awhile," he said.
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marsh-marigolds and many big blue f
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And he could not do it often, and t
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So he gave the account of himself.
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of flowers. They flagged all loose,
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Miriam met him at the lane-end. She
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There was in it some truth that, in
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had flattered him, and despised him
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She was sure of herself. Only, this
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It was nine o'clock when he got hom
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to his mother. "Mother," he said, "
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He stood in front of her, his eyes
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She followed him. He took her hand
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"You will meet me at the Fountain a
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His mouth the same was just going t
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"And I am thirty," she said. "I kno
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laughing with excitement. Her shoes
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Directly they passed out of sight b
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She sat down, panting, on the tusso
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sure I feel harmless--so--if it mak
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"Yes; I've been down Clifton Grove
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"Yes!--yes!--if you'd anything abou
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"Were you late home?" she asked. At
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that's why she stayed with him. Aft
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"I may call in as I go to chapel,"
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Page 498 and 499: front room, with its old piano, its
Page 500 and 501: her in her talk. There was a lot of
Page 502 and 503: they became aware of Miriam. There
Page 505 and 506: of speaking so about Miriam. After
Page 507 and 508: "I tell you it's only words that go
Page 509 and 510: a match." He secretly hoped it was
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Page 514 and 515: In a maze, he wandered out for a dr
Page 516 and 517: It was a little dish of chip potato
Page 518 and 519: on the hearthrug, holding her fork.
Page 520 and 521: stool to stand on." "That's the wor
Page 522 and 523: "Fifteen two, fifteen four, fifteen
Page 524 and 525: folded his suit, and sat on the bed
Page 526 and 527: At length, unable to stand so any m
Page 528 and 529: "It won't make it no earlier. Here,
Page 530 and 531: "You'll do as you like," said Mrs.
Page 532 and 533: "Why, what about th' theatre?" aske
Page 534 and 535: the man's forehead, he thought he l
Page 536 and 537: "I might give you a turn or two," s
Page 538 and 539: "About Baxter." "There's nothing to
Page 540 and 541: "'The man in righteousness arrayed,
Page 542 and 543: just now." Dawes knew from his tone
Page 544 and 545: Mr. Jordan started, marched up to t
Page 548 and 549: The feeling that things were going
Page 550 and 551: she asked. "Go somewhere in a prett
Page 552 and 553: and wondering, like Adam and Eve wh
Page 554 and 555: "And what is love?" she asked. "Has
Page 556 and 557: They had a warm hollow in the sandh
Page 558 and 559: "What is she, after all?" he said t
Page 560 and 561: short holiday?" "I don't know. Love
Page 562 and 563: were separate. Where he wanted to g
Page 564 and 565: "You begin to value Baxter now you'
Page 566 and 567: with chagrin. "It's something; and
Page 568 and 569: "Good-evening!" Morel answered, not
Page 570 and 571: Dawes's struggles suddenly renewed
Page 572 and 573: He felt he could not bear it. His m
Page 574 and 575: their teeth, the young men swung th
Page 577 and 578: "Pains?" "Yes; but not more than I'
Page 579 and 580: "Mrs. Morel never told Dr. Jameson
Page 581 and 582: "Of course," said Mrs. Morel. Paul
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Page 585 and 586: "Well, I'll write plain." It was no
Page 587 and 588: "No; it would be silly. And take ca
Page 589 and 590: "Has he?" she answered wearily. The
Page 591 and 592: "but it's nice to be in my own home
Page 593 and 594: in a naked extremity of hate, and i
Page 595 and 596: He lay staring across at the wall o
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more information. She went about sh
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him tired. He was not sorry when he
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It all seemed unreal, he could not
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as if paralysed, unable to go any f
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"There are different ways of dying.
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"It's not been much of a week-end,"
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only that place to come to. He was
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she kissed him and kissed him. He s
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"Go and sit with her while we have
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"What are you doing?" said Annie. "
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"Ay," said the mother--"try." They
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He nodded. They sat down again help
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He drew up the blind and got dresse
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There was a good deal to do, letter
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They would not let anybody come to
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Down below she saw a dark corner of
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But Dawes, with rather shaky hand,
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"And I don't see," said Paul, "why
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The three stood at a loss. She kept
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"Why don't I?" She looked again out
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to her; he dared not give it her. S
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to him. He let go the curtain, turn
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He was most himself when he was alo
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Then, quite mechanically and more d
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"I mustn't," he said; and, turning
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ing you back." "Very well," she rep
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"I say--that sounds all right for y
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"And you have broken off with Clara
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She was aware of his dark-clothed,
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"I'll come along with you," he answ
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