Story - Hartwig Distler

20.01.2008
Left and Right
It was actually always difficult for me to correctly make a difference between left and right. But with my illness it became even worse. The
difficult thing is not only having to make a difference between left and right. It is just one of the difficulties. It is the number of things I have to
do. And is takes very long to learn such "simple things" as "left" and "right". After two years I still have some difficulties to decide weather left or
right. My daily schedule is in the meantime completely filled. And still I have new ideas. Sometimes it is relatively difficult to reject new ideas
simply because I don't have the time. Simply because I do not have the time, and must therefore cancel many new ideas.
On some days it is very hard to get motivated. To learn things again that I learned many, many years already. Now I have to learn them again.
But fortunately these days are relatively rare with me. There fortunately my neurobiological training comes into the "play" (before I made myself
independent in the simulator technology then). On many places a kind of curiosity arises in me. In the meantime I understood many things
more correctly (better), but it is still difficult to make a mew calibration. But these is something I need to think about myself, to have a good idea
of what is going on .... but everything has a good "site" :-) ...
It is really difficult to make a new calibration every day. Each day so many things happen to me, Each day they have do be newly calibrated.
I am each day always grateful for the fact that I survived. I enjoy each day, which I have the luck to live.