Story - Hartwig Distler

23.03.2009
Schema-Theory
A thing which is still very difficult to me is the understanding of the world. This should become a bit more clearly by the following example. At
the beginning the knowledge is split into several sub-categories. In our example this would be the cloth. Then we go a step farther, we go for
shoes. No I can make a difference between different types of shoes, in that special case, shoes for my self. Now I can make a difference
between different types of shoes. Now again a step further, we go for sport shoes. The next step is the color of the shoes. We still could make
further steps. But this is sufficient for now for my example. As you can see, our knowledge is hierarchically organized. So now I am looking for
a special type of shoes, sport shoes which are colored in black and blue. If I am looking for such shoes and I find them everything is “ok”. But
as soon as I can’t find them, it is hard for me to go one step further and to search for a higher category, i.e. to search for sport shoes or even
general shoes. Here I lack the more general association which does such kind of links. But here as well the important thing is that I have
recognized this and now I can start working on this.
25.03.2009
Writing at the PC
One year ago I started to write very intensively at the PC. I did a lot of courses on the PC. That all happened in the first half year of 2008. By
the time I improved very much. Of course the speed was still very slow, but overall I thought that it was “ok”. At my best times I had a speed of
45 hits per minute. And now I got thee surprise. Today I placed myself at the PC and did one of the exercises for learning writing on the PC.
And now I had from the scratch 140 hits per minute. At these moments I recognize what I have achieved in a year. This is just super!!!!
26.03.2009
Automated Processes
It seems like I lost a lot of automated processes in my brain. I am not sure whether these are really automated processes or just well learned
processes. If I e.g. have to cook coffee it now becomes every time coupled with a lot of mental work. When I had to cook coffee before I
became ill, it all went automated and I had enough time to do something else at the same time. Now after becoming ill, I really have to
concentrate on something and I can only do one thing at the same time. I have to go through every single step and not trying to get disturbed