Story - Hartwig Distler

28.01.2008
Reading and Writing, Part 1
At the beginning ever reading and writing was very difficult. In the meantime I am already much further. Reading and writing is depending a bit
on the daily form, but as compared with 2 1/2 before it became much better.
If I read something, then it is still somewhat coming to a hold, however it became much, much better. At the moment I am at a stage at which
reading is quite ok, but I cannot understand what I am reading. Thus reading some extent goes is ok, but all my concentration is occupied by
reading, I do not understand what I am reading. In order to get to the understanding, I need some time after reading in order to put things
together fully.
Sometimes I notice also, how I read somewhat completely different to what I am actually reading. Only at certain words it gets noticeable to
me then, that I read something completely different. That is somewhat amusing, but since I that these will be managed at sometime I don't
worry about it.
With some articles reading goes in the meantime nearly "automatically", with other articles it is still very, very slow and stocking. If I read a
certain style already some times, it is fast improving. If I how every didn't read that style it is going very slow and stocking.
I guess that I am working in a simple "statistical machine". I just must read something often enough to learn the reading.
29.01.2008
Reading and Writing, Part 2
At the beginning of my illness I could neither read nor write. There you recognize how difficult it is to setup a communication with someone
else. At one time one has no more means and ways to make itself understandable. I wanted, but I didn't have any "tools". How do I
communicate without reading and writing?
Reading and writing is not something that you can learn in a day or two. It takes very long and you have to learn to be patient. After 2 1/2 years
is the character spell again to a certain extent there, but it still does not run "automatically". Still a certain effort stands behind it. But it is
already much, much better.
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