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Forest Path - Amaravati Buddhist Monastery

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88 forest path<br />

TK:<br />

TP:<br />

For me I want to be a samaõa, just let them see the samaõa.<br />

Please explain that.<br />

TK: When you see someone have a peaceful mind, his body look<br />

very peaceful, doing everything very peaceful, for me I think it’s<br />

enough for them to see someone peaceful… enough and can talk<br />

with them, with him in the peaceful way. I think it’s enough. But I<br />

don’t know yet how to be the peaceful one.<br />

TP: Tan Kongkrit is there anything you want to say in closing.<br />

Any words you want to add?<br />

TK: So many thing…(laughing) when I come here in the early<br />

day I was very strange, when I want to go somewhere I always think<br />

too much like I want to do it, I want to train myself better, harder but<br />

in my mind sometime I know I cannot do it. Then when I stay here in<br />

the early day I alway paranioy, I think many people look at me and<br />

think: ‘what are you doing?’ Actually, nobody but my mind like to<br />

say that.<br />

TP: Like when I first came I know that I would look to you many<br />

times to see how to do things right, very graceful, very naturally, we<br />

never got a chance to talk and you never had a chance to explain in<br />

words, but I would watch and it’s very helpful,<br />

TK: That’s my idea, when I learn something from someone I<br />

don’t just want to listen. Because talking it’s easy to make it beautiful<br />

or I can train myself to do it in a beautiful way then someone show<br />

us how to do it is more difficult. When I stay here for a long time<br />

with everybody, I think nobody change but my mind change a lot;<br />

farang in my mind is not farang in the old day at all. It’s nobody<br />

change — they are still farang — I think, but my mind. I stay here,<br />

now and I compare with the early days. I think, ‘Korat is better’; ‘that<br />

better’; ‘this better’. Then, after two years… almost two years and a<br />

half, when I went to visit Korat again, I think that ‘Korat is not so<br />

good’. I think that the wat in Korat have lots of problems. Korat is<br />

very relax, everybody can do his way.<br />

Funny thing about mistake about language; a lot of joke for me at<br />

Pah Nanachat. For example, one day Mae Jorm, an old woman she<br />

died and her coffin is in the sàlà and Tan Ajan said on the tea time

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