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“ I was always anti-drugs, yeah, very much. Basically I<br />
used to fancy this guy very, very much. And when he<br />
came to my place and he said, “Oh, would you have<br />
some?” Because I fancy him I thought okay, so let’s<br />
have some to share together […] So the first time<br />
which was, we snorted some mephedrone. We smoked<br />
some meth. And we had a bit of G, you know, it’s<br />
the kind of normal concoction of gay sex with them<br />
drugs. ”<br />
[Aged 31, last tested HIV negative]<br />
It is important to keep these accounts of sudden and<br />
unexpected induction into drug use in perspective. While<br />
they are dramatic they were not the norm. The norm<br />
for these men was a progression from other drugs (like<br />
ecstacy or cocaine) that were typically used for clubbing<br />
and dancing, and as a precursor to sex with new partners<br />
met whilst clubbing, towards drugs specifically taken to<br />
facilitate more satisfying sex, with other men taking the<br />
same or similar drugs.<br />
JORGE’S STORY<br />
Jorge is 27 and moved to London from Colombia two<br />
years ago. He works as a barman in Soho. He started<br />
using mephedrone when he went to “chill outs” with<br />
friends after a night out. They sometimes would<br />
end up at a sauna as well and he would be offered<br />
mepehdrone or GHB by other men. It’s usually around<br />
and plentiful; he never really buys it himself but is<br />
offered it by a lot of older guys. He doesn’t want to<br />
take crystal meth – it seems like a really dirty drug<br />
to him, especially if you inject it. He gets frustrated<br />
with men on apps asking him for drugs or wanting<br />
<strong>chemsex</strong> all the time as he doesn’t need to use drugs<br />
to enjoy sex and worries what the different drugs do<br />
to his body. He had really wanted to meet a boyfriend<br />
but it is difficult with the men on the apps who just<br />
seem to want quick sex. He is concerned about HIV<br />
and almost always has safe sex. Very occasionally<br />
he gets carried away with the moment and has not<br />
checked that they are wearing a condom. Once he<br />
took too much GHB with a guy he met on an app<br />
and fell into a G sleep. When he woke up the guy<br />
was fucking him without a condom. Jorge was really<br />
freaked out, especially when a friend later told him<br />
he thought this guy was HIV positive. Fortunately the<br />
friend knew about PEP and went with him to access<br />
it straight away. The whole experience has been a bit<br />
of a wake-up call and he has been a little reluctant to<br />
take GHB again during sex. He’d prefer to have fewer<br />
drugs and to fall in love.<br />
4.3 MEANS OF DRUG DELIVERY INCLUDING INJECTING<br />
The key drugs used for <strong>chemsex</strong> can all be used in a<br />
variety of ways: crystal meth comes as coarse crystals<br />
that can be crushed and snorted or smoked, or mixed<br />
and injected; mephedrone is usually a powder and can<br />
be mixed with a drink, but is usually snorted or injected;<br />
and GHB/GBL is usually in liquid form to be mixed with<br />
a drink but can be powdered. Less popular means of<br />
administration include a “Booty bump” (mixing the<br />
powder with water and injecting it into the rectum with<br />
a needle-less syringe cartridge) or pushing powder or<br />
tablet into the rectum with a finger, penis or sex toy. It is<br />
absorbed quickly when rectally administered and may be<br />
less painful than snorting and avoids the tell-tale signs<br />
of nasal drug use such as a running nose. However, the<br />
crystals may damage the lining of the rectum or cause<br />
fissures, which may facilitate HIV transmission.<br />
In the same way as the participants portrayed heroin<br />
and crack as “bad drugs”, which are substantially worse<br />
than any they were taking, so injecting (or slamming)<br />
was reviled and feared by many of the participants<br />
in the <strong>study</strong>. Two thirds of all participants had never<br />
injected and, among these, many were incredulous when<br />
they observed injecting occurring around them. These<br />
participants often conceived of injecting as ‘crossing a<br />
line’ from sex and drugs for recreation into addictive<br />
behaviour.<br />
“ But not for you, injecting? So you haven’t done it<br />
yourself?<br />
Never, there’s just certain boundaries I have and that<br />
would be one of them. I don’t see the point. I think it’s<br />
incredibly dangerous. My friend, his new boyfriend,<br />
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