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‘Of these participants, many perceived an increasing normalisation<br />

of drug use; aided by sexual networking apps which facilitated the<br />

“excess” they saw around them.’<br />

7.6 HARMS RELATED TO THE GAY COMMUNITY<br />

A minority of participants expressed concern about<br />

the harms caused to the wider gay community by<br />

<strong>chemsex</strong>. These included a lack of care for one other<br />

and a perception of increased STI infection, and drug<br />

related injury and death. At a general level, <strong>chemsex</strong> was<br />

sometimes hypothesised as a way to treat, escape or<br />

alleviate symptoms of isolation, shame, or homophobia.<br />

Others saw it as a consequence of increasing freedom<br />

from discrimination for gay men, or as a rebellious<br />

reaction to normalisation of being gay. A few felt<br />

<strong>chemsex</strong> was perhaps a form of self-harm.<br />

“ Why is it that we don’t seem to, as gay men, value our<br />

lives that much? Why are we upping the dose, why are<br />

we just necking so many drugs, just escape to make us<br />

feel like porn stars who, ironically, can’t get hard-ons.<br />

There must be something in it. I could have died<br />

several times over the last year and yet I still continue.<br />

It’s not good. ”<br />

[Aged 40, last tested HIV negative]<br />

Some of the participants were also critical of a perception<br />

that <strong>chemsex</strong> was an integral part of a glamorous or<br />

desirable gay lifestyle. Of these participants, many<br />

perceived an increasing normalisation of drug use; aided<br />

by sexual networking apps which facilitated the “excess”<br />

they saw around them.<br />

7.7 SUMMARY<br />

• While drugs were <strong>report</strong>ed to facilitate a high level of sexual pleasure, they were also associated<br />

with a range of physical, mental, social and relational harms for the majority of men we interviewed.<br />

• Overdosing was an issue of significant concern for a large number of men, particularly in relation<br />

to GHB/GBL.<br />

• Several men had been hospitalised as a result of overdosing, while others had experienced panic<br />

attacks, convulsions and loss of consciousness.<br />

• Three men <strong>report</strong>ed being the victim of sexual assault under the influence of drugs, and several<br />

others <strong>report</strong>ed witnessing or hearing about the sexual assault of friends or acquaintances.<br />

• Paranoia, anxiety or aggression were <strong>report</strong>ed by some men who had been using relatively large<br />

quantities of drugs.<br />

• Chemsex occupied a large amount of time for many men and a large number lamented the lost<br />

opportunities, both for social connection and/or for career progression, because of the time spent<br />

taking or recovering from them.<br />

• Many participants expressed concern about the consequences of <strong>chemsex</strong> for the gay scene in<br />

London in general. Several referred to <strong>chemsex</strong> as a self-harming behaviour and were concerned<br />

that its visibility on sexual networking apps may further normalise it within the community.<br />

The Chemsex Study | 7. NEGATIVE EXPERIENCES AND HARMS ASSOCIATED WITH CHEMSEX 62

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