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a “Mecca” for drug use and <strong>chemsex</strong>, facilitated by a<br />
commercial gay scene where both sex and drugs are<br />
easily available. The very high number of gay men living<br />
in these areas was, of course, also seen as a contributing<br />
factor.<br />
“ Can you tell me a little bit about how you think<br />
gay men in general use drugs nowadays? What’s<br />
happening in London?<br />
Well, South London, it’s a bit of a mess I think [...] Yeah,<br />
Kennington, Vauxhall, that area. Yeah, when I moved<br />
there you’d go on Grindr and any time of night, middle<br />
of the week, there would be people having sex parties<br />
and drugs and <strong>chemsex</strong> and stuff. Sex parties have<br />
been in other parts of London but at that time of night<br />
there’d be no one around, or people would be looking<br />
for safe, one-on-one sex. But, yeah, there’s a real<br />
change in those areas I guess because of the proximity<br />
to Vauxhall. ”<br />
[Aged 38, last tested HIV negative]<br />
The reasons why men felt drug use was so common<br />
among the gay community were diverse and resonate<br />
with personal rationales explored further in the following<br />
chapter. Most participants talked about drugs and<br />
<strong>chemsex</strong> not only being easily accessible but also<br />
highly visible. Social and sexual networking apps had<br />
made it easier to identify drugs for purchase and made<br />
it clear when <strong>chemsex</strong> parties were occurring in one’s<br />
geographical location.<br />
“ It’s because of [*app name]; it’s because of [* website<br />
name]. It’s because the amount of people using them<br />
is so high. And it’s like an infection – like it has been for<br />
the last year only small pockets of gay society doing<br />
drugs, and having sex with drugs. But because more<br />
and more people can get exposed to that now. Like<br />
before, in the 90s, if people were doing it, who is going<br />
to know about it? [...] But strangers can be introduced<br />
to it now through things like these apps very easily. It’s<br />
become desensitised. ”<br />
[Aged 21, last tested HIV negative]<br />
Several men expressed their belief that such apps were<br />
contributing to a demise in the commercial clubbing<br />
scene. Apps meant they were no longer reliant on<br />
physical spaces to meet other men for sex, or to source<br />
drugs, but could do so from their own home.<br />
“ It started to become, “We’re paying twenty quid to<br />
get into a place. Why not have drugs at home with a<br />
sex party?” You know, this is the alternative; and we’ve<br />
got apps that can help facilitate that need and make it<br />
happen. ”<br />
[Aged 31, last tested HIV negative]<br />
Some men felt that increased visibility and accessibility of<br />
drugs had facilitated a sense that drug use and <strong>chemsex</strong><br />
is ‘fashionable’ and acceptable. A few went as far as to<br />
suggest that drug use is perceived as an intrinsic part of<br />
gay lifestyle; it’s something you’re supposed to do as a<br />
gay man, particularly one living in London.<br />
ROB’S STORY<br />
Rob is 36 and works as a personal trainer. He is<br />
originally from Norfolk but has lived in London for<br />
15 years. He has tried most drugs, except heroin, and<br />
finds slamming crystal incredibly intense. He uses<br />
clean injecting. He visits saunas during the week and<br />
at weekends can spend 12–18 hours going from one<br />
sex party to another. In a quiet week he will have sex<br />
with 6-8 men but it’s more like 20 or 30 on a busy<br />
week. He tested HIV positive 3 years ago and although<br />
he will bareback with men he thinks are HIV positive,<br />
he doesn’t always ask his sexual partners, but instead<br />
relies on subtle cues or signal from sexual partners.<br />
He tends to assume that many of the men he meets at<br />
parties are also HIV positive or they wouldn’t be<br />
having bareback sex with guys they don’t really know.<br />
In the last 12 months he’s had shigella and crabs, as<br />
well as recurrent genital herpes. Sometimes he finds<br />
it hard to get an erection and crystal doesn’t help,<br />
but he uses Cialis or Viagra and it doesn’t matter so<br />
much when he is being fucked or fisted. He feels that<br />
taking drugs has allowed him to engage in harder<br />
sex and group sex. He has had two semi-psychotic<br />
episodes where he had had to go to the hospital to<br />
get something to bring him down because he hadn’t<br />
slept for days and was panicking. Rob hasn’t had sex<br />
without drugs for quite a few years now, but doesn’t<br />
feel addicted.<br />
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