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a “Mecca” for drug use and <strong>chemsex</strong>, facilitated by a<br />

commercial gay scene where both sex and drugs are<br />

easily available. The very high number of gay men living<br />

in these areas was, of course, also seen as a contributing<br />

factor.<br />

“ Can you tell me a little bit about how you think<br />

gay men in general use drugs nowadays? What’s<br />

happening in London?<br />

Well, South London, it’s a bit of a mess I think [...] Yeah,<br />

Kennington, Vauxhall, that area. Yeah, when I moved<br />

there you’d go on Grindr and any time of night, middle<br />

of the week, there would be people having sex parties<br />

and drugs and <strong>chemsex</strong> and stuff. Sex parties have<br />

been in other parts of London but at that time of night<br />

there’d be no one around, or people would be looking<br />

for safe, one-on-one sex. But, yeah, there’s a real<br />

change in those areas I guess because of the proximity<br />

to Vauxhall. ”<br />

[Aged 38, last tested HIV negative]<br />

The reasons why men felt drug use was so common<br />

among the gay community were diverse and resonate<br />

with personal rationales explored further in the following<br />

chapter. Most participants talked about drugs and<br />

<strong>chemsex</strong> not only being easily accessible but also<br />

highly visible. Social and sexual networking apps had<br />

made it easier to identify drugs for purchase and made<br />

it clear when <strong>chemsex</strong> parties were occurring in one’s<br />

geographical location.<br />

“ It’s because of [*app name]; it’s because of [* website<br />

name]. It’s because the amount of people using them<br />

is so high. And it’s like an infection – like it has been for<br />

the last year only small pockets of gay society doing<br />

drugs, and having sex with drugs. But because more<br />

and more people can get exposed to that now. Like<br />

before, in the 90s, if people were doing it, who is going<br />

to know about it? [...] But strangers can be introduced<br />

to it now through things like these apps very easily. It’s<br />

become desensitised. ”<br />

[Aged 21, last tested HIV negative]<br />

Several men expressed their belief that such apps were<br />

contributing to a demise in the commercial clubbing<br />

scene. Apps meant they were no longer reliant on<br />

physical spaces to meet other men for sex, or to source<br />

drugs, but could do so from their own home.<br />

“ It started to become, “We’re paying twenty quid to<br />

get into a place. Why not have drugs at home with a<br />

sex party?” You know, this is the alternative; and we’ve<br />

got apps that can help facilitate that need and make it<br />

happen. ”<br />

[Aged 31, last tested HIV negative]<br />

Some men felt that increased visibility and accessibility of<br />

drugs had facilitated a sense that drug use and <strong>chemsex</strong><br />

is ‘fashionable’ and acceptable. A few went as far as to<br />

suggest that drug use is perceived as an intrinsic part of<br />

gay lifestyle; it’s something you’re supposed to do as a<br />

gay man, particularly one living in London.<br />

ROB’S STORY<br />

Rob is 36 and works as a personal trainer. He is<br />

originally from Norfolk but has lived in London for<br />

15 years. He has tried most drugs, except heroin, and<br />

finds slamming crystal incredibly intense. He uses<br />

clean injecting. He visits saunas during the week and<br />

at weekends can spend 12–18 hours going from one<br />

sex party to another. In a quiet week he will have sex<br />

with 6-8 men but it’s more like 20 or 30 on a busy<br />

week. He tested HIV positive 3 years ago and although<br />

he will bareback with men he thinks are HIV positive,<br />

he doesn’t always ask his sexual partners, but instead<br />

relies on subtle cues or signal from sexual partners.<br />

He tends to assume that many of the men he meets at<br />

parties are also HIV positive or they wouldn’t be<br />

having bareback sex with guys they don’t really know.<br />

In the last 12 months he’s had shigella and crabs, as<br />

well as recurrent genital herpes. Sometimes he finds<br />

it hard to get an erection and crystal doesn’t help,<br />

but he uses Cialis or Viagra and it doesn’t matter so<br />

much when he is being fucked or fisted. He feels that<br />

taking drugs has allowed him to engage in harder<br />

sex and group sex. He has had two semi-psychotic<br />

episodes where he had had to go to the hospital to<br />

get something to bring him down because he hadn’t<br />

slept for days and was panicking. Rob hasn’t had sex<br />

without drugs for quite a few years now, but doesn’t<br />

feel addicted.<br />

The Chemsex Study | 4. THE CONTEXT OF CHEMSEX 39

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