cleared my throat. She took her c<strong>of</strong>fee and started to drink, hiding halfher face behind the cup.I raised the book. "Is this your stuff?"She nodded silently, as though she was waiting for me to say more."Really?""Yes," she answered, putting the cup down and smiling at me."Why?""I just asked."She moved closer, her smile getting wider. "How do you like it?""I think it's great."She leaned back, laughing s<strong>of</strong>tly. "What do you mean?""Just what I said." I told myself that a horny man should not discusspoetry. "I'm really hot," I said."Why don't you take a shower and change? You seem like itwould do you some good.""You mean I stink?" I laughed."No, no, not at all . . .""I would love to." I got up and started for the bath. "I have nothingto change into.""Use the robe on the door. and then you can pick out something<strong>of</strong> my husband's."I froze. "Your what?""Oh, don't worry. He doesn't live here anymore."I let out a sigh <strong>of</strong> relief.There was something erotic about the shower; there was somethingerotic about everything in the small apartment: the simplicity <strong>of</strong>things, the improvisational solutions young people find for domesticneeds, furniture and appliances that had seen better days, yet werefunctional and comfortable. When I came out <strong>of</strong> the shower, the roomwas dark except for a red glow from an electric heater."Get into bed." Her voice came from the corner. "I'll be there in aminute."My pulse was racing as I lay on the bed, hands behind my head,still in the damp robe I had found in the bathroom. It was anticipationthat kept me awake, and I was well rewarded. She came out into thered glow wearing nothing. She walked straight for the bed and sat byme. Leaning her thin, s<strong>of</strong>t-skinned body against my folded leg, she satgently stroking my chest.I was ready to explode. Her elbow touched me, and she could feelI wanted her. She smiled. It was clear she was happy. I sat up in thebed and cupped her small breast in one hand, slowly moving the <strong>other</strong>all over her body, which seemed to quiver to my touch. She pushed mehack onto the bed and gently fondled every part <strong>of</strong> me. Then sheslo\vlv sat herself on me, bringing us together. The memory <strong>of</strong> whattook place after that is hazy. I remember that when Yosy and Haimcame to pick me up, I told them I would stay the night and would seethem tomorrow. I had made my escape from brutal reality and wantedit to last, at least for the night.
Ireached the academj- and ran into the building, my coat over myhead for protection from the rain.Dov, our training instructor. looked angry-not an expression regularlyseen on his rounded face. He stopped me several feet from thec<strong>of</strong>feepot."Where the hell have you been?""Did we have a date?" I asked."1 don't need a date to fuck you." He had a point, and also myattention. "I'm talking about last night?''I paused, looking at the ceiling. "You missed me? I'm touched.""You weren't home when I called.""You called me at home?" I felt a mixture <strong>of</strong> fear and guilt. "Whatdid you tell Aella?""Nothing, I just wanted to talk to you.""What am I supposed to tell her now?""If you'd been there, yon wouldn't have to tell her anything."Dov had broken the basic unwritten rule <strong>of</strong> camaraderie in theMossad: He'd called an <strong>of</strong>ficer's home when there was no urgent reasonto do so, and it seemed he had not even covered for me once herealized I was not there. I was furious. "Fuck you, who made you thesheriff? Trust me, Dov, coul cillh higy younzu [every dog has his day].I'll find a time to look for you too."1 poured myself a cup <strong>of</strong> c<strong>of</strong>fee. "Okay, now you found me. Whatdo you want anyway? I don't have all day." This was getting far morecomplicated than 1 thought."What did you think you were playing at last night, with thecops?" Dov was trying to keep his voice down..'Kothing. They took me for a ride and then brought me back,Ivhv?"-1s that how you deal with hostile pc~lice? After years <strong>of</strong> training,that is all you came up with? 'Are you talking to me?"'"Are you talking to me?""Don't start with me. You're walking the edge and you know it,so don't push me."I put my hand on his shoulder and pulled him to the comer <strong>of</strong> theroom. I leaned over closer to him and spoke in a low voice. "Listen tome, Dov. You're on loan to the ,Mossad from internal security because<strong>of</strong> your expertise in operational security, right?"He nodded."I'm a Mossad <strong>of</strong>ficer. In a few weeks I will be posted, and even ifI'm not, I'm still a colonel [the rank I had received in Mossad]. I outrankyou ten times." He tried to pull awa); but I held on. "You cantell me whatever you want, that's your job. However, if you don'twant me to break your neck, and trust me I will, you'll treat me withrespect. Am I making myself clear?""Get your hands <strong>of</strong>f me." He backed up."You'll get my report shortly, and if you don't like what you read,you can do whatever you bloody want. Now, if you'll forgive me, Ihave a c<strong>of</strong>fee to drink." I walked hack to the main area.There were some loose ends I had to tie up, which was the reasonI had come to the academy in the first place. It had to do with a conferencethat had taken place the previous month at the Country ClubHotel, across from the academy on the highway to Haifa. The conferencehad hosted the representatives <strong>of</strong> the South Korean UnificationChurch <strong>of</strong> Reverend Sun Myung Moon, known as Moonies, and theirmotley group <strong>of</strong> associates. Meetings had taken place with right-wingKnesset members and some military personnel. Also taking part onour <strong>side</strong> were representatives <strong>of</strong> the intelligence community and dignitariessuch as Yehuda Blum, the former Israeli ambassador to the UN.An ex-colonel from the Korean central intelligence agency (KCIA) andseveral retired American generals were there too. One man I reallycouldn't stand was a Frenchman called Pierre Ceylac, who was amember <strong>of</strong> an extreme right-wing French fascist party. The man constantlywanted me to get him things. He thought that liaison meanthaving a servant or something. He had placed a request with theMossad for a computer program that would help him communicateand store data. Ceylac needed to keep the data secure from the Frenchsecret service. I was supposed to get the program that had been modi-
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