"What are you telling me?""They want you out <strong>of</strong> the way. You know, dead. You wouldn't bethe first one.""So, what, they'll shoot me? Or run me over?""No, they'll have you called for reserves and posted as a liaison<strong>of</strong>ficer to the South Lebanese army. How long do you think you'll livein South Lebanon?""They know me there as Mossad," I said with a bitter smile."Probably a few hours. Sure would be a neat way to do away withme. There is only one flaw in that ~lan.""Really?" Ephraim said."Yes, according to regulations, I can't be called up for reservesbefore I cool <strong>of</strong>f for one year. Then I can only be posted in what isregarded a safe environment.""You have friends in the navy, don't you?""Yes.""Why don't you call one <strong>of</strong> them and see if you're being called upor not. Just so you know, the paperwork is already on the way. Ifyou're not out <strong>of</strong> the country in a day or two, you're a dead man."It was starting to sink in. Up to this point, it was as though wewere talking about someone else, a hypothetical situation. But weweren't. We were talking about me and about my demise. I didn't feelscared. I was tense, the muscles in my neck stiffening. I stared out theback window into the black night. In my mind, I could see myself in aditch on the <strong>side</strong> <strong>of</strong> the road leading to Marj Uyun."What can I do?" I was calm. "If the papers are already in preparation,the military won't give me a release. Without that bloody paperand computer confirmation, I can't get out <strong>of</strong> the country. I wouldappreciate if you could take me home now so I could spend what littletime I have left with my family.""Do you really think we'd drive out in such a night and sit in a carand wait, just to tell you what is going to happen without some sort <strong>of</strong>a solution?"I smiled. "I'm listening.""When you get home, you'll tell your wife that you were kickedout <strong>of</strong> the Mossad. You will then tell her that you just met with somefriends who told you that you should get out <strong>of</strong> the country fast.""What do I do for money?""Sell that clunker <strong>of</strong> a car.""What can I get for that?""Just to get out <strong>of</strong> the country, you'll need about five grand.""The car isn't worth more than two.""I'ut a sign on it and sell ~t for six. Trust me, you'll sell it. Then geta ticket on Tower Air to London. You will arrive at Gatwick A~rport.Stay at the Skyway Hotel. I'll contact you there.""Why are you doing this? What's in it for you? What do you wantfrom me?""You have my <strong>of</strong>fer. I recommend you take it. I'll tell you the rest\\hen we meet in London-that is, if you get there." He got out <strong>of</strong> thecar and walked around to the driver's seat."Do what he asks you to, Victor," said the general in a raspingvoice. "Trust him, it'll be good all around.".'What about the military release?"Not turning his head, Ephraim handed me a small manila envelope."The papers are in order and registered on the computer. They\\.ill expire in seventy-two hours. And if you're not on your way toLondon before that, so will you."
Itime to analyze it. One thing was clear: If I decided to go along withwalked silently back to the parked Lancia and got in. I ignored thetwo men in the front and lit a cigarette. I could feel my templesthumping. I'd been given a lot <strong>of</strong> information, yet there was littleEphraim and his people-and it was obvious to me that there weremore people involved than just Ephraim and the general-I wouldhave to see it through to the end, whatever "it" was. This was the ultimatedecision: If you're right you live, if not you're dead.If what Ephraim had said was true, and I had little doubt it was,then there was a good chance that even his help wasn't going to getme out <strong>of</strong> this mess. He headed a powerful clique in the Mossad, buthis power was apparently limited. Otherwise there wouldn't have beenany need for me to run away. Of course, there was always a chancethat this London trip was a setup to get me to run so the Mossadcould nail me. The possibilities seemed endless.The car came silently to a stop about a block from my building.Staring ahead, the driver said, "Last station." He didn't want to beseen near my house, should it now be under surveillance.I stepped out into the cold night, put my hands in my pockets, andwalked slowly home. What was I supposed to tell Bella now? Honey,they kicked me out and now they want to kill me, so I'll be leaving forEngland.I stopped by the intercom, my in<strong>side</strong>s churning. What was I supposedto say to someone I loved and at the same time had kept out <strong>of</strong>everything until now? My excuse was always that I wanted to protecther; what bullshit-I knew that it had been easier not telling her, untilnow.I found myself standing there, looking for a new story, rather thanthe truth. I was beginning to think that there was no truth left in me.hlaybe it would be better just to go up there and say nothing, do nothing,and wait for the call from the army that would solve everything. Iwould answer my country's call. put on my uniform, and go wherethey sent me. By the weekend, it would all be over. A military funeral,.;rh all the honors. It was even possible that the prime minister wouldup for that; after all, I mas a colonel. He would have it exactlythe \vay he wanted it; he could talk, and no one ~vould answer.Why go through the hassle <strong>of</strong> trying to stay alive? What was theThis might just be the best thing that had ever happened to me;I \vould do something right, permanently.But I was not the type to lie down and play dead. If there was achance I could make it, I was going to go for it, no matter how slimrhat chance was. So there I was, my cigarette almost at its end, andstill with no idea what I would tell Bella.I prayed she wouldn't give up on me. I threw the cigarette buttinto a small puddle and headed upstairs. I knocked on the door, andBella, after peeping through the spy hole, opened. She left the doorajar and walked into the living room. She was in a s<strong>of</strong>t white robe, herdark hair shining. Her fresh clean smell made me feel even more like as\vamp monster.There was no smile on her beautiful face; it seemed as thoughthere hadn't been a smile on it for quite some time.She sat on the s<strong>of</strong>a, pulling up her legs and folding her arms acrossher chest. I was uneasy, yet at the same time I knew this was my place;I belonged. Everything that was dear to me was in this cozy apartment.I remembered the first time I had laid eyes on her. I was sixteen,and she was walking toward me on the <strong>side</strong>lvalk with a good friend <strong>of</strong>mine. She wore a dark blue meater with a white stripe across thechest and a white ribbon in her black wavy hair. Before she said a singleword, I was in love. Remorse for the agony I had caused her wasgnawing at me. I knew she could see through me."So what was rhat all about?" she asked, her voice carrying anironic tone, as if to say, Why don't you tell me an<strong>other</strong> story?I sat across from her; my mind was already made up. "Theykicked me out." I felt the lump in my throat as I said the words. "I'mno longer with the Office."She stared at me, not knowing how to take it, her legs lowered asshe leaned forward. "If they kicked you out, why did they come andtalk to you downstairs?""Someone came to tell me that it would be a good idea if I got out<strong>of</strong> the country."
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