The next few days saw many experiences, some good, some not sogood. One morning, a week later, he woke up, ate his porridge, and lookedout the entrance to his cave to see a hungry bear looking in. Suddenly anexciting and emotional replay of the encounter with the first bear flashed inhis primitive consciousness and he understood what to expect if he venturedout.Each experience, no matter how trivial, leaves a trace in ourconsciousness, like an elementary particle carving a track in a cloud chamber.The deep memory in which experience is saved, unlike Intellect’s fact andfigure memory, is the Causal Body, the Unconscious, which not only savesthe essence of every experience but all subjective reactions: the feelings,emotions, and thoughts arising in the mind at the time.What a blessing to have his experiences stored out of consciousness!He could get up in the morning, take his porridge, and venture out into thelight of day without having the past intrude, very much like the first day.But as time passed he noticed a change. One day, walking alongwithout a care, he began to feel a little out of sorts - as if he wantedsomething. Trying to picture what he wanted made him uncomfortable andhe was unable to keep his attention on the pristine world around.Suddenly he knew! A picture of first woman appeared in his mind andthe experience of their tryst vividly flooded his consciousness. Because thememory was so pleasurable and first woman no longer available he becameunhappy. He wandered about in this state for several days when, as luckwould have it, he met the second woman of the world. To make a long storyshort, they made love, and first man was happy once more.After repeatedly experiencing love the Causal Body realized it wasrunning out of storage space and edited the extraneous details: the color ofher hair, the cut of her garment, and her name, saving only important details,the grunts and groans and, (of course) the big moment when the worldstopped. As more experience flowed in it merged the experiences of manydifferent women into the essence of woman, compacted myriad episodes intothe essence of love, and created a file marked "high priority." In spite of thefact that the memories were meant to remain “sub” conscious, the womanmemory eventually took on a life of its own, popping into his consciousmind, the Subtle Body, with disturbing regularity. Each repetition cut adeeper scar in the pristine landscape of his subconscious mind until itresembled first mountain after millions of years of wind and weather.Now, sadly, when first man awoke he had an agenda. No longer ableto sit blissfully in front of the cave enjoying the scenery as he’d done in the24
good old days, he longed for a companion. Just as rain tends to flow downthe mountain’s deepest valleys, our hero's consciousness rushed wildly downthe deep sexual groove in the Causal Body, filling his conscious mind withdesire.His routine changed and he became increasingly indifferent to thepractical details of life. Instead of enjoying random walks through the forest,staying home patching cracks in his cave or stocking winter stores, we nowfind first man haunting the first bar in hopes of finding love - day and night.The more he thought about a mate, the more he thought about a mate.His emotional state was being saved and recycled too. Simplyobsessing over the memory of previous love generated great desire. Andwith each longing the channel in the Causal Body got deeper and deeper,flooding the mind with fantasies, tossing it hither and thither like a small boatin a storm, driving him nearly crazy.Furthermore, he started to notice a strange correspondence between hisall-consuming desire and the probability of bumping into a first woman type.Were these not the chance encounters they seemed? In the beginning outerlife seemed to be creating his inner reality, but now his cravings seemedcontrol his destiny. Eventually he reached a point where inner reality becameas vivid and real as the outer.Because a theory cannot be verified with a known means of knowledgedoes not necessarily invalidate it. The history of science, for example, mightbe seen as the documentation of the destruction of hardened beliefs in light ofnew knowledge. Although the words “determined by past actions” could beinterpreted to refer to only actions in the present birth, the verse is actuallyreferring to the momentum from previous births which, like those of the firstman, remain after death as "seeds" or "impressions" in the Unconscious mind.The Unconscious Mind is a dynamic megamemory that subtly programsevery impulse of the ego self, impulses that will eventually create a newphysical body to act out unfulfilled subconscious impressions. According tothe theory, subtle bodies reincarnate because, like the first man, they believethe joy is in the object.Materialists, who see life as a one-time happenstance event, don’t takethe psyche into account because it is thought to be an epiphenomenon, theresult of biochemical processes. When the physical body goes, the psyche, achemical by-product, is apparently meant to just dissolve into thin air.Religion's remarkable idea doesn't pretend to be scientific - at death we meetup with God who either sends us on up to heaven or down to hell dependingin His evaluation of out past deeds - minus the physical body of course. Even25
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