“As dawn dispels darkness before the sun appears,the Self rises in the sky of the Heart when right knowledgedispels the darkness within.”(42)“Though an ever-present reality,the Self is not realizeddue to ignorance.Its realization is likethe discovery of a lost object.”(43)THE SEEKER IS THE SOUGHTWhen we begin to walk the spiritual path how are we to know thatwhat we’re seeking is ourselves? In the mistaken belief that circumstanceswill materialize it we often set out to follow an alternative way of life, enterinto a relationship with a spiritual person, or take up mystic and religiouspractices. Yet no matter how relatively peaceful our situation becomes, weinevitably have to admit that the ultimate goal, Enlightenment, remainselusive and distant. For many years the Buddha tried unsuccessfully to findenlightenment in asceticism and other practices, for example. Not until he satdown under a tree and renounced all effort did he discover that he was whathe was seeking.A trick painting shows a black vase on a white background. However,if one relaxes the mind as one views two faces in profile appear as the as theoutlines of the vase.A secretary put a pencil behind her ear when the phone rang. During along conversation she forgot where she put it, instigating a frantic search. Aco-worker, noticing her agitation, pointed out its location.Because the seeker is the sought this subversive verse is pointing outthat the search itself is a big joke."The Self seems conditionedbecause of ignorance. The ego-centric misconceptionis destroyed when the ego realizes80
oneness with the Self."(44)Ego is commonly viewed as an implacable inner enemy, an ugly andintractable foe. Actually egoism, a misunderstanding about who we are, notego, is the problem. An ego is just embodied Consciousness, like a tree, amicrobe, a whale.The day we pop out of the womb conditioning casts its restrictivecover over the uncoverable Self. Myriad do's and don’ts, should's andshouldn’ts, likes and dislikes, habits and tendencies obscure the self-evidentSelf. By the time we understand we’ve been spiritually duped by mom andpop, the government, and society in general, it's usually too late to change.The image of Gulliver, a powerful giant rendered impotent by thousands oflittle people, is a beautiful metaphor of the Infinite in oneself made prisonerby thousands of insignificant thoughts, feelings, illusions, andmisconceptions.On the objective level everything we do is the result of conditioning -the way we think, talk, eat, sleep, walk, etc. Our conditioning hurts becausein our innermost being we know what it is to be spontaneous and free.Feelings of duty, obligation, responsibility, attachment, boredom, anger,frustration, hostility, aggression, alienation, etc., indicate powerfulprogramming and may motivate us to seek escapes through alcohol, drugs,work, entertainment, etc.; but we quickly become prisoners of the escapes.The only way out, as these commentaries suggest, is through thediscovery that the ego and the Self are one.To make sense of this challenge to conventional wisdom we need onlysee that the ego is simply the Self under an apparent delusion. Those whoinsist on eliminating the ego presuppose that it is a real entity. According toVedanta only the Self exists. Any perception of a separate being is ignoranceor egoism. And ignorance can be removed. If the ego were real it could notbe dismissed. And if it were real there would be two realities, the ego and theSelf. This is not possible because reality is by definition non-dual."The ignorance "i" and "mine"are removed by Self-Knowledge,just as right information removeswrong knowledge about directions."(45)81
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