"Action cannot remove ignorancefor they are not opposed.Self-Knowledge removes itas light removes darkness."(3)Ignorance means (1) not knowing that I am a complete, limitless,blissful being and (2) thinking of oneself as incomplete, limited, andinadequate. Ignorance causes me to chase objects or perform actions Ibelieve will complete me. Even spiritual activities won’t complete mebecause they are also motivated by ignorance.No matter what I do, I can’t get something I already have. One day aman asked God for a head on this shoulders. God thought about it and said,“In spite of the fact that I’m omnipotent I’m afraid you’ll have to ask forsomething else. I can give you another fatter head, an additional brainlesshead on top of the present one, or ten tiny pointed heads facing in differentdirections. But I’m afraid I can’t give what you already have.”Doing or non-doing won't wipe out ignorance because the Self is notan attainable object. Action, no matter how enthusiastic and wellintentioned,will not produce something one already has. Nothing can bedone because the "object" is you. Only knowledge will reveal it.SELF NOT KNOWN THROUGH (MOST) MEDIAThough the Self cannot be accurately described, It can be knownbecause It is us. Always present and accounted for, the Self is the mostintimate and essential component of every experience. However, we don’tknow It the way we know an idea, emotion, or sense object, aspects of outerreality known through media. Sounds, for example, require ears.Information, stimuli, pass through the ears, enter the hearing center in themind, and are interpreted by the mind according to past experience.Whatever knowledge we have is dependent on the means through which itcomes.But the Self cannot be objectified so it cannot be known throughmedia. Anyone can read scripture and claim Self knowledge but theirknowledge of the Self would be inferential, conditioned by how the intellect8
interpreted certain words. If the knowledge of the Self isn't mediate,intellectual knowledge what kind is it?EXPERIENCE VERSUS KNOWLEDGESome claim enlightenment can't be experienced, others that it can. Ifenlightenment is described as an experience, a transaction between subjectand object, it is a peculiar kind of experience. Ordinary experience is astraightforward interaction between a human being and the world. If themind, consciousness with a small "c," the subject, is a gross and limitedtransformation of Pure Consciousness, how will it fully know or experiencePure Consciousness, the Self in its unlimited form? 11 Just as the senses can'texperience the mind, nor the material world the senses, so the mind/egoentity can't “experience” the Self.According to spiritual science everything is Consciousness, even thematerial world, an effect of which Consciousness is the cause. But asConsciousness involves itself with itself as matter, its "light" apparently getsabsorbed into the object and, on the physical level at least, stops shining. Forexample, even though light reflecting off my body falls equally on a mirrorand the black wall on which it hangs, I will only see myself in the mirror. Italso gets absorbed into a mind clouded with emotion and thought, making itunexperiencable for all intents and purposes. It can, however, be“experienced” in a pure mind.The non-experience school claims the Self is the “light” illumining allexperiences. Humans, they say, are two-tiered: existing on one level as asubject interacting with objects, which necessarily means experience, and onanother as Consciousness, the "Light" that illumines the subject'sexperiences. So in scriptural literature you will find definitions of the Self astranscendent, beyond, uninvolved, and unattached to anything, living in itsown hermetically sealed world, the shining world of knowledge, unaware ofanything other than itself or, as the witness to outer events.Many in the spiritual world, unaware of this fact, incorrectly believethe ego will experience enlightenment like it experiences everything else. Soto save them the grief of trying to "get" a mind-blowing cosmicenlightenment experience, the knowledge people point out that enlightenmentis not that type of experience. Mind-blowing blissful cosmic experiences,which come by the grace of God, not individual effort, are simply mind-11 Consciousness capitalized refers to the Self. Without capitals it refers to the mind.9
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