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ego/mind, following it through its daily ups and downs, dispassionatelyobserving the quality, texture, and volume of thought and feeling, not withthe idea of making it “better” or solving its problems, but to understand itsnature. Purification slowly evolves out of awareness, grasping the “whys.”When the meditator understands the ignorance motivating his or her approachto life unspiritual motivations can be easily discarded. Attempting to changeone’s ego through religious or psychological practice without understandingborn of discriminative awareness only results in superficial and temporarychanges.The point of watching the mind is not to watch the mind but tobecome aware of the watcher, an event that takes place almostimperceptibly day by day as one watches. Awareness of the watcher meansthat practice is becoming subtle and raises a new question - who is thewatcher?Is it the ego? The mind? The intellect? The Self? All or none of theabove? Is the ego to be discriminated out of the picture? If so who will doit? If the Self is the discriminator, what will It discriminate, since from It'sposition nothing other than it exists? These and other equally weightydeterminations present themselves to the mind of the discriminator. Needlessto say working through this thicket is a tricky business, yet with perseverancethe truth is revealed.The discriminator should calmly and consciously observe whatever themind has to offer, using the Self/not-self paradigm to clear the thoughtsproducing extroverting and agitating energies. 40 Once it becomes secondnature a positive change in awareness occurs because discrimination causesnon-attachment - not allowing the mind’s problems, which often take years topurify, to sap energy and inspiration.To construct the foundation of one’s life on the not-self’s 41 shiftingsands is to court disillusionment. Taking the emotions as reality causes oneto suffer continual ups and downs. Who hasn't failed miserably trying to liveout a scheme or fantasy concocted by an undiscriminating intellect or takenthe body as one’s primary source of pleasure and inspiration long past theThe inability to grasp the truth in the written word and the paucity of competent teachers has causedmany to condemn the “intellectual” approach to Self realization as useless. However, there are still Vedanticgurukulas in India that employ the old method and regularly produce realized souls.40 While emotions, with the exception of pure love, are “not self,” renunciation of negtative emotion withoutremoving the thought producing it will not purify the mind. Negative emotions are the result of incorrectideas about oneself or the world. When the ideas producing stress and conflict are removed the emotionalcenter becomes loving and peaceful.41 The three bodies.31

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