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was laid before the old, a magnificent creature clad in soft and shimmering wings, which had long since lost thepower of flight but still contained the power of majesty. The old queen kissed her to sleep with the gentle poisonin her lips, then wrapped her in threads from her belly, and commanded her to become herself, to become a newcity, a new world, to give birth to many queens and many worlds.How do I know this, thought Ender. How can I see these things, like memories in my own mind.As if in answer, he saw the first of all his battles with e bugger fleets. He had seen it before on the simulator;now he saw it as the hive-queen saw it, through many different eyes. The buggers formed their globe of ships,and then the terrible fighters came out of the darkness and the Little Doctor destroyed them in a blaze of light.He felt then what the hive-queen felt, watching through her workers' eyes as death came to them too quickly toavoid, but not too quickly to be anticipated. There was no memory of pain or fear, though. What the hive-queenfelt was sadness, a sense of resignation. She had not thought these words as she saw the humans coming to kill,but it was in words that Ender understood her: They did not forgive us, she thought. We will surely die."How can you live again?" he asked.The queen in her silken cocoon had no words to give back; but when he closed his eyes and tried to remember,instead of memory came new images. Putting the cocoon in a cool place, a dark place, but with water, so shewasn't dry; no, not just water, but water mixed with the sap of a certain tree, and kept tepid so that certainreactions could take place in the cocoon. Then time. Days and weeks, for the pupa inside to change. And then,when the cocoon had changed to a dusty brown color, Ender saw himself splitting open the cocoon, and helpingthe small and fragile queen emerge. He saw himself taking her by the forelimb and helping her walk from herbirthwater to a nesting place, soft with dried leaves on sand. Then I am alive, came the thought in his mind. ThenI am awake. Then I make my ten thousand children."No," said Ender. "I can't."Anguish."Your children are the monsters of our nightmares now. If I awoke you, we would only kill you again."第 336 页 共 340 页http://www.en8848.com.cn/ 原 版 英 语 阅 读 网