<strong>The</strong> <strong>Dolorous</strong> <strong>Passion</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>Our</strong> <strong>Lord</strong> <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>Christ</strong>.Anne Catherine Emmerich165THE Blessed Virgin was ever united to her Divine Son by interior spiritual communications; shewas, therefore, fully aware <strong>of</strong> all that happened to him—she suffered with him, and joined in hiscontinual prayer for his murderers. But her maternal feelings prompted her to supplicate AlmightyGod most ardently not to suffer the crime to be completed, and to save her Son from such dreadfultorments. She eagerly desired to return to him; and when John, who had left the tribunal at themoment the frightful cry, ‘He is guilty <strong>of</strong> death,’ was raised, came to the house <strong>of</strong> Lazarus to seeafter her, and to relate the particulars <strong>of</strong> the dreadful scene he had just witnessed, she, as alsoMagdalen and some <strong>of</strong> the other holy women, begged to be taken to the place where <strong>Jesus</strong> wassuffering John, who had only left our Saviour in order to console her whom he loved best next tohis Divine Master, instantly acceded to their request, and conducted them through the streets, whichwere lighted up by the moon alone, and crowded with persons hastening to their homes. <strong>The</strong> holywomen were closely veiled; but the sobs which they could not restrain made many who passed byobserve them, and their feelings were harrowed by the abusive epithets they overheard bestowedupon <strong>Jesus</strong> by those who were conversing on the subject <strong>of</strong> his arrest. <strong>The</strong> Blessed Virgin, whoever beheld in spirit the opprobrious treatment her dear Son was receiving, continued ‘to lay up allthese things in her heart;’ like him she suffered in silence; but more than once she became totallyunconscious. Some disciples <strong>of</strong> <strong>Jesus</strong>, who were returning from the hall <strong>of</strong> Caiphas, saw her faintingin the arms <strong>of</strong> the holy women, and, touched with pity, stopped to look at her compassionately, andsaluted her in these words: ‘Hail! unhappy Mother—hail, Mother <strong>of</strong> the Most Holy One <strong>of</strong> Israel,the most afflicted <strong>of</strong> all mothers!’ Mary raised her head, thanked them gratefully, and continuedher sad journey.When in the vicinity <strong>of</strong> Caiphas’s house, their grief was renewed by the sight <strong>of</strong> a group <strong>of</strong> menwho were busily occupied under a tent, making the cross ready for our <strong>Lord</strong>’s crucifixion. <strong>The</strong>enemies <strong>of</strong> <strong>Jesus</strong> had given orders that the cross should be prepared directly after his arrest, thatthey might without delay execute the sentence which they hoped to persuade Pilate to pass on him.<strong>The</strong> Romans had already prepared the crosses <strong>of</strong> the two thieves, and the workmen who weremaking that <strong>of</strong> <strong>Jesus</strong> were much annoyed at being obliged to labour at it during the night; they didnot attempt to conceal their anger at this, and uttered the most frightful oaths and curses, whichpierced the heart <strong>of</strong> the tender Mother <strong>of</strong> <strong>Jesus</strong> through and through; but she prayed for these blindcreatures who thus unknowingly blasphemed the Saviour who was about to die for their salvation,and prepared the cross for his cruel execution.166‘Mary, John, and the holy women traversed the outer court attached to Caiphas’s house. <strong>The</strong>ystopped under the archway <strong>of</strong> a door which opened into the inner court. Mary’s heart was with herDivine Son, and she desired most ardently to see this door opened, that she might again have achance <strong>of</strong> beholding him, for she knew that it alone separated her from the prison where he wasconfined. <strong>The</strong> door was at length opened, and Peter rushed out, his face covered with his mantle,wringing his hands, and weeping bitterly. By the light <strong>of</strong> the torches he soon recognised John andthe Blessed Virgin, but the sight <strong>of</strong> them only renewed those dreadful feelings <strong>of</strong> remorse whichthe look <strong>of</strong> <strong>Jesus</strong> had awakened in his breast, Mary approached him instantly, and said, ‘Simon,tell me, I entreat you, what is become <strong>of</strong> <strong>Jesus</strong>, my Son!’ <strong>The</strong>se words pierced his very heart; hecould not even look at her, but turned away, and again wrung his hands. Mary drew close to him,and said in a voice trembling with emotion: ‘Simon, son <strong>of</strong> John, why dost thou not answer94
<strong>The</strong> <strong>Dolorous</strong> <strong>Passion</strong> <strong>of</strong> <strong>Our</strong> <strong>Lord</strong> <strong>Jesus</strong> <strong>Christ</strong>.Anne Catherine Emmerichme?’—‘Mother!’ exclaimed Peter, in a dejected tone, ‘O, Mother, speak not to me—thy Son issuffering more than words can express: speak not to me! <strong>The</strong>y have condemned him to death, andI have denied him. three times.’ John came up to ask a few more questions, but Peter ran out <strong>of</strong> thecourt as if beside himself, and did not stop for a single moment until he reached the cave at MountOlivet—that cave on the stones <strong>of</strong> which the impression <strong>of</strong> the hands <strong>of</strong> our Saviour had beenmiraculously left. I believe it is the cave in which Adam took refuge to weep after his fall.167<strong>The</strong> Blessed Virgin was inexpressibly grieved at hearing <strong>of</strong> the fresh pang inflicted on the lovingheart <strong>of</strong> her Divine Son, the pang <strong>of</strong> hearing himself denied by that disciple who had firstacknowledged him as the Son <strong>of</strong> the Living God; she was unable to support herself, and fell downon the door-stone, upon which the impression <strong>of</strong> her feet and hands remains to the present day. Ihave seen the stones, which are preserved somewhere, but I cannot at this moment remember where.<strong>The</strong> door was not again shut, for the crowd was dispersing, and when the Blessed Virgin came toherself, she begged to be taken to some place as near as possible to her Divine Son. John, therefore,led her and the holy women to the front <strong>of</strong> the prison where <strong>Jesus</strong> was confined. Mary was with<strong>Jesus</strong> in spirit, and <strong>Jesus</strong> was with her; but this loving Mother wished to hear with her own ears thevoice <strong>of</strong> her Divine Son. She listened and heard not only his moans, but also the abusive language<strong>of</strong> those around him. It was impossible for the holy women to remain in the court any longer withoutattracting attention. <strong>The</strong> grief <strong>of</strong> Magdalen was so violent that she was unable to conceal it; andalthough the Blessed Virgin, by a special grace from Almighty God, maintained a calm and dignifiedexterior in the midst <strong>of</strong> her sufferings, yet even she was recognised, and overheard harsh words,such as these: ‘Is not that the Mother <strong>of</strong> the Galilæan? Her Son will most certainly be executed,but not before the festival, unless, indeed, he is the greatest <strong>of</strong> criminals.’<strong>The</strong> Blessed Virgin left the court, and went up to the fireplace in the vestibule, where a certainnumber <strong>of</strong> persons were still standing. When she reached the spot where <strong>Jesus</strong> had said that he wasthe Son <strong>of</strong> God, and the wicked Jews cried out, ‘He is guilty <strong>of</strong> death,’ she again fainted, and Johnand the holy women carried her away, in appearance more like a corpse than a living person. <strong>The</strong>bystanders said not a word; they seemed struck with astonishment, and silence, such as might havebeen produced in hell by the passage <strong>of</strong> a celestial being, reigned in that vestibule.<strong>The</strong> holy women again passed the place where the cross was being prepared; the workmen appearedto find as much difficulty in completing it as the judges had found in pronouncing sentence, andwere obliged to fetch fresh wood every moment, for some bits would not fit, and others split; thiscontinued until the different species <strong>of</strong> wood were placed in the cross according to the intentions<strong>of</strong> Divine Providence. I saw angels who obliged these men to recommence their work, and whowould not let them rest, until all was accomplished in a proper manner; but my remembrance <strong>of</strong>this vision is indistinct.CHAPTER XII.95