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Brain Go BOOM!<br />
Author/Survivor: John Cooper<br />
and realizing that he will never return to the person that he once was. He needs to rest to figure<br />
out who the new Johnny is and this requires a fair amount of help, patience and rest to do so.<br />
Below is a poem written by a strong aneurysm survivor, Shannon Fry-Jones. It<br />
accurately captures how many brain aneurysm survivors feel about their old and new self. Thank<br />
you for allowing me to share your poem, Shannon. I appreciate it.<br />
How can I explain to those<br />
who could never understand<br />
the person that I was, is gone<br />
this is who I am.<br />
Previously quick to answer<br />
any questions one put forth<br />
so slow with my answers now<br />
I fear I’m losing my self-worth.<br />
The core inside of me remains<br />
loving, good and kind<br />
but the easy-going rest of me<br />
has been left behind.<br />
The memory of an elephant<br />
Used to be inside my mind<br />
this new me forgets everything<br />
and is always running behind.<br />
They say patience is a virtue<br />
I used to have this trait.<br />
It shines through on occasion<br />
but the new me hates to wait.<br />
My mind was always clear<br />
solving problems without fault<br />
the other self took over<br />
and my brain seems an empty vault.<br />
Anger was slow to rise<br />
in the person I used to be<br />
Anger boils and rages<br />
Inside of this new me.<br />
No one can see the confusion<br />
Behind the same face that they adore<br />
But until there’s wreckage in their brain<br />
the only understanding me before.<br />
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