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She worked more and slept less all the time.<br />
In time, the work inside<br />
her house wasn't enough to put her spirit at<br />
rest, so she was out on<br />
the street at five every morning to sweep the<br />
sidewalk. Her own and<br />
her neighbors. Then she expanded her field<br />
of action to the four<br />
blocks around her house and so on,<br />
gradually, until, in crescendo, she<br />
was sweeping all of Piedras Negros before<br />
going to school.<br />
Sometimes she still had bits of garbage<br />
clinging to her skin, and the<br />
students laughed at her. In the mirror, Tita<br />
saw that she looked like<br />
her teacher.<br />
"You are lucky, Johnny, to be eating well<br />
from now on, because to tell<br />
the truth Katy is a very bad cook.<br />
Marriage is going to fatten you up.<br />
John could see that Tita was upset.<br />
"Is something the matter, W\to?"<br />
"Yes, but I can't tell you right now, your aunt<br />
would feel bad if we<br />
stopped speaking English."<br />
John answered her, speaking in Spanish.<br />
"No, don't worry, she's completely deaf."<br />
"Then how can she talk with us?"<br />
"She reads lips, but don't worry, she only<br />
reads English.<br />
Besides, when she's eating, she doesn't<br />
know us from Adam, so for<br />
pity's sake tell me what's the matter.<br />
We haven't had a chance to talk and we're<br />
getting married in less than<br />
a week."<br />
"John, I think we'd better call it off."<br />
"But why?"<br />
"Don't make me tell you now.<br />
Tita smiled, trying not to let the aunt see they<br />
were discussing a<br />
rather delicate topic. The aunt smiled too,<br />
obviously perfectly happy,<br />
quite satisfied eating her plate of beans. It<br />
was clear, she really<br />
couldn't read their lips in Spanish. Tita could<br />
talk to John without<br />
any danger.<br />
John stuck to the subject.<br />
"Don't you love me anymore?<br />
"I don't know."<br />
It was hard for Tita to go on speaking when<br />
she saw the look of sorrow<br />
that came over John, which he immediately<br />
tried to control.<br />
"While you were gone, I had relations with a<br />
man I've always loved, and<br />
I lost my virginity. That's the reason, I can't<br />
marry you anymore.<br />
After a long silence, John asked: "Are you<br />
more in love with him or<br />
with me?"<br />
"I can't answer that, I just don't know. When<br />
you aren't here, I think<br />
he is the one I love, but when I see you,<br />
everything changes.<br />
Near you I feel calm, settled, at peace. . . .<br />
But I don't know, I