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She worked more and slept less all the time.<br />

In time, the work inside<br />

her house wasn't enough to put her spirit at<br />

rest, so she was out on<br />

the street at five every morning to sweep the<br />

sidewalk. Her own and<br />

her neighbors. Then she expanded her field<br />

of action to the four<br />

blocks around her house and so on,<br />

gradually, until, in crescendo, she<br />

was sweeping all of Piedras Negros before<br />

going to school.<br />

Sometimes she still had bits of garbage<br />

clinging to her skin, and the<br />

students laughed at her. In the mirror, Tita<br />

saw that she looked like<br />

her teacher.<br />

"You are lucky, Johnny, to be eating well<br />

from now on, because to tell<br />

the truth Katy is a very bad cook.<br />

Marriage is going to fatten you up.<br />

John could see that Tita was upset.<br />

"Is something the matter, W\to?"<br />

"Yes, but I can't tell you right now, your aunt<br />

would feel bad if we<br />

stopped speaking English."<br />

John answered her, speaking in Spanish.<br />

"No, don't worry, she's completely deaf."<br />

"Then how can she talk with us?"<br />

"She reads lips, but don't worry, she only<br />

reads English.<br />

Besides, when she's eating, she doesn't<br />

know us from Adam, so for<br />

pity's sake tell me what's the matter.<br />

We haven't had a chance to talk and we're<br />

getting married in less than<br />

a week."<br />

"John, I think we'd better call it off."<br />

"But why?"<br />

"Don't make me tell you now.<br />

Tita smiled, trying not to let the aunt see they<br />

were discussing a<br />

rather delicate topic. The aunt smiled too,<br />

obviously perfectly happy,<br />

quite satisfied eating her plate of beans. It<br />

was clear, she really<br />

couldn't read their lips in Spanish. Tita could<br />

talk to John without<br />

any danger.<br />

John stuck to the subject.<br />

"Don't you love me anymore?<br />

"I don't know."<br />

It was hard for Tita to go on speaking when<br />

she saw the look of sorrow<br />

that came over John, which he immediately<br />

tried to control.<br />

"While you were gone, I had relations with a<br />

man I've always loved, and<br />

I lost my virginity. That's the reason, I can't<br />

marry you anymore.<br />

After a long silence, John asked: "Are you<br />

more in love with him or<br />

with me?"<br />

"I can't answer that, I just don't know. When<br />

you aren't here, I think<br />

he is the one I love, but when I see you,<br />

everything changes.<br />

Near you I feel calm, settled, at peace. . . .<br />

But I don't know, I

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