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who disobey their parents and masters and<br />

leave the house. They end up<br />

in the filthy gutter of a fast life.<br />

Nervous, she twisted her rebozo around and<br />

around, trying to squeeze<br />

out the best of her lies for this situation. It<br />

never failed.<br />

When the rebozo was turned a hundred<br />

times, a tale that fit the<br />

occasion always came to her. For her, lying<br />

was a survival skill that<br />

she had picked up as soon as she had<br />

arrived at the ranch. It was<br />

better to say that Father Ignacio had sent her<br />

to collect alms than to<br />

confess she had spilled the milk by chatting<br />

in the market. The<br />

judgment earned by the two stories was<br />

completely different.<br />

Anything could be true or false, depending<br />

on whether one believed<br />

it.<br />

For example, nothing she had imagined<br />

about Tita's fate had proved to<br />

be true.<br />

All these months she had been tormented<br />

thinking of the horrible things<br />

happening to Tita away from her kitchen.<br />

Surrounded by lunatics<br />

screaming obscenities, confined in a<br />

straitjacket, eating God knows<br />

what awful food away from home. She<br />

imagined that the food in a<br />

lunatic asylum, a gringo one to boot, must be<br />

the most disgusting in<br />

the world. Whereas in fact she'd found Tita<br />

looking pretty good, she'd<br />

never set foot in a nuthouse, she'd clearly<br />

been treated well in the<br />

doctor's house, and she hadn't been fed too<br />

poorly, since she looked to<br />

have put on a few pounds there. Still, no<br />

matter how much she had<br />

eaten, no one had given her anything like the<br />

beef-tail soup.<br />

That's one thing you can be sure of, or else<br />

why would she have cried<br />

so hard when she ate it?<br />

Poor thing, surely now that she had left, Tita<br />

would resume weeping,<br />

tortured by memories, the thought that she<br />

would never again cook<br />

alongside Chencha. Yes, surely she was<br />

suffering deeply.<br />

Chencha could never have pictured Tita as<br />

she was then, radiant in a<br />

shiny moire-inlaid satin dress, dining by<br />

moonlight and listening to a<br />

declaration of love. That would have been<br />

too much even for Chencha's<br />

feverish imagination. Tita was sitting by a<br />

fire roasting a<br />

marshmallow. Beside her John Brown was<br />

proposing marriage. Tita had<br />

agreed to accompany John under a half<br />

moon to a neighbor's ranch to<br />

celebrate the neighbor's discharge from<br />

military service. John had<br />

given her a beautiful dress he had bought for<br />

her in San Antonio,<br />

Texas, some time ago. Its multicolored<br />

fabric reminded her of the<br />

doves' plumage, the feathers around their<br />

necks, but without any sad<br />

associations with the distant day when she<br />

had shut herself in the<br />

dovecote. In fact, she felt completely<br />

recovered, ready to start a new<br />

life at John's side. They sealed their<br />

engagement with a gentle kiss<br />

on the lips. Tita didn't feel the same as when<br />

Pedro had kissed her,<br />

but she hoped that her spirit, which had been<br />

dampened for so long,

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