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the whispers in the church, and she felt each<br />

comment like a stab in her back.<br />

"Have you seen Tita? The poor thing, her<br />

sister is going to marry her sweetheart! I saw<br />

them one day in the plaza in the village,<br />

holding hands. They looked so happy."<br />

"You don't say! And Paquita says that at<br />

High Mass one day she saw Pedro passing<br />

Tita a love letter, perfumed and everything!"<br />

"They say they're going to live in the same<br />

house! If I were Mama<br />

Elena, I wouldn't allow it!"<br />

"I don't see how she can. Look how much<br />

gossip there is already!"<br />

Tita didn't care for these comments at all.<br />

She was not meant for the loser's role. She<br />

would put on a triumphant expression. Like<br />

a great actress, she played her role with<br />

dignity, trying to think about anything but the<br />

wedding march and the priest's words, the<br />

knot and the rings.<br />

Her mind bore her back to one day when she<br />

was nine, when she had played hooky from<br />

school with some boys from the village. She<br />

wasn't supposed to play with boys, but she<br />

was sick of her sisters' games.<br />

They went to the Rio Crande, to see who<br />

could swim across it the fastest. She had<br />

been the winner-how proud she had been.<br />

One quiet Sunday in the village she had<br />

scored another of her great triumphs. She<br />

was fourteen. She and her sisters were<br />

taking a carriage ride when some boys set<br />

off a firecracker. The frightened horses<br />

bolted. When they came to the edge of the<br />

village, they ran wild and the driver could not<br />

control them.<br />

Tita shoved him aside and brought the four<br />

horses back under control singlehandedly.<br />

When four men from the village galloped up<br />

to rescue the sisters, they were amazed at<br />

Tita's daring feat.<br />

The villagers gave her a heroine's reception.<br />

She kept her mind on these and other<br />

memories like them in order to maintain a<br />

little contented-cat smile throughout the<br />

ceremony, until it was kissing time and she<br />

had to congratulate her sister. Pedro, who<br />

was standing with Rosaura, said to Tita: "And<br />

me, aren't you going to congratulate me?"<br />

"Yes, of course. I hope you will be very<br />

happy."<br />

Pedro, holding her much closer than<br />

convention allowed, took advantage of this<br />

unique opportunity to whisper in Tita's ear: "I<br />

am sure I will be, since through this marriage<br />

I have gained what I really wanted: the<br />

chance to be near you, the woman I really<br />

love. .<br />

For Tita, these words were like a fresh<br />

breeze fanning embers that had been about<br />

to die. She had had to hide her feelings for<br />

so many months that her expression now<br />

changed dramatically, and her relief and<br />

happiness were obvious. It was as if all her<br />

inner joy, which had nearly been<br />

extinguished, had suddenly been rekindled<br />

by Pedro's warm breath upon her neck, the<br />

hot touch of his hands upon her back, his<br />

chest pressed impulsively against her<br />

breasts. . . . She could have stayed in his<br />

arms forever, but a look from her mother<br />

made her pull away in a hurry. Mama Elena<br />

came over to Tita: "What did Pedro say to<br />

you?"<br />

"Nothing, Mami.

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