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the whispers in the church, and she felt each<br />
comment like a stab in her back.<br />
"Have you seen Tita? The poor thing, her<br />
sister is going to marry her sweetheart! I saw<br />
them one day in the plaza in the village,<br />
holding hands. They looked so happy."<br />
"You don't say! And Paquita says that at<br />
High Mass one day she saw Pedro passing<br />
Tita a love letter, perfumed and everything!"<br />
"They say they're going to live in the same<br />
house! If I were Mama<br />
Elena, I wouldn't allow it!"<br />
"I don't see how she can. Look how much<br />
gossip there is already!"<br />
Tita didn't care for these comments at all.<br />
She was not meant for the loser's role. She<br />
would put on a triumphant expression. Like<br />
a great actress, she played her role with<br />
dignity, trying to think about anything but the<br />
wedding march and the priest's words, the<br />
knot and the rings.<br />
Her mind bore her back to one day when she<br />
was nine, when she had played hooky from<br />
school with some boys from the village. She<br />
wasn't supposed to play with boys, but she<br />
was sick of her sisters' games.<br />
They went to the Rio Crande, to see who<br />
could swim across it the fastest. She had<br />
been the winner-how proud she had been.<br />
One quiet Sunday in the village she had<br />
scored another of her great triumphs. She<br />
was fourteen. She and her sisters were<br />
taking a carriage ride when some boys set<br />
off a firecracker. The frightened horses<br />
bolted. When they came to the edge of the<br />
village, they ran wild and the driver could not<br />
control them.<br />
Tita shoved him aside and brought the four<br />
horses back under control singlehandedly.<br />
When four men from the village galloped up<br />
to rescue the sisters, they were amazed at<br />
Tita's daring feat.<br />
The villagers gave her a heroine's reception.<br />
She kept her mind on these and other<br />
memories like them in order to maintain a<br />
little contented-cat smile throughout the<br />
ceremony, until it was kissing time and she<br />
had to congratulate her sister. Pedro, who<br />
was standing with Rosaura, said to Tita: "And<br />
me, aren't you going to congratulate me?"<br />
"Yes, of course. I hope you will be very<br />
happy."<br />
Pedro, holding her much closer than<br />
convention allowed, took advantage of this<br />
unique opportunity to whisper in Tita's ear: "I<br />
am sure I will be, since through this marriage<br />
I have gained what I really wanted: the<br />
chance to be near you, the woman I really<br />
love. .<br />
For Tita, these words were like a fresh<br />
breeze fanning embers that had been about<br />
to die. She had had to hide her feelings for<br />
so many months that her expression now<br />
changed dramatically, and her relief and<br />
happiness were obvious. It was as if all her<br />
inner joy, which had nearly been<br />
extinguished, had suddenly been rekindled<br />
by Pedro's warm breath upon her neck, the<br />
hot touch of his hands upon her back, his<br />
chest pressed impulsively against her<br />
breasts. . . . She could have stayed in his<br />
arms forever, but a look from her mother<br />
made her pull away in a hurry. Mama Elena<br />
came over to Tita: "What did Pedro say to<br />
you?"<br />
"Nothing, Mami.