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The main cause of her lateness was her<br />

adorable niece, who had been<br />

born three months before, prematurely, just<br />

like Tita. The death of<br />

her mother affected Rosaura so deeply that it<br />

brought on the birth of<br />

her daughter and made nursing the child an<br />

impossibility.<br />

This time Tita couldn't or wouldn't take on the<br />

role of wet nurse, as<br />

she'd done with her nephew, and what's<br />

more, she didn't even try,<br />

perhaps because of the devastating<br />

experience she'd had when they took<br />

the child from her. Now she knew better<br />

than to establish such an<br />

intense relationship with a child who wasn't<br />

her own.<br />

She chose instead to provide Esperanza with<br />

the same diet Nancha had<br />

used with her when she was a tiny baby:<br />

gruels and teas.<br />

She was baptized Esperanza at Tita's<br />

request. Pedro had insisted that<br />

the child should be given the same name as<br />

Tita, Josefita.<br />

But Tita refused to hear of it. She didn't want<br />

her name to influence<br />

the child's destiny. It was enough that while<br />

giving birth to her, her<br />

mother had had a series of setbacks that<br />

forced John to perform an<br />

urgent operation that saved her life but made<br />

it impossible for her to<br />

get pregnant again.<br />

John had explained to Tita that sometimes,<br />

because of abnormalities,<br />

the placenta does not just implant in the<br />

uterus, it sends roots down<br />

into it, so that when the baby is born, the<br />

placenta does not detach.<br />

It is so firmly attached that if an<br />

inexperienced person tried to help<br />

the mother and pulled on the placenta by<br />

yanking the umbilical cord,<br />

the whole uterus would come with it. Then it<br />

would be necessary to<br />

perform an emergency operation, removing<br />

the uterus and leaving the<br />

woman unable to become pregnant for the<br />

rest of her life.<br />

Rosaura required surgery not because John<br />

lacked experience, but<br />

because he had no other way to loosen the<br />

placenta. And so Esperanza<br />

would be the only child, the youngest child,<br />

and, worst of all, a<br />

girl!<br />

Which meant, in the family tradition, that she<br />

was the one designated<br />

to care for her mother until the end of her<br />

days.<br />

Perhaps Esperanza sank roots in her<br />

mother's womb because she knew<br />

beforehand what to expect in this world. Tita<br />

prayed that the idea of<br />

perpetuating this cruel tradition would not<br />

cross Rosaura's mind.<br />

To help keep that from happening, she didn't<br />

want to give her any ideas<br />

with the name, so she pressed them day and<br />

night until they agreed to<br />

call her Esperanza.<br />

But several coincidences suggested that this<br />

child's fate would be<br />

similar to Tita's1 for example, out of sheer<br />

necessity she spent the<br />

greatest part of the day in the kitchen, since<br />

her mother couldn't take<br />

care of her and her aunt could only take care<br />

of her in the kitchen,

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