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The main cause of her lateness was her<br />
adorable niece, who had been<br />
born three months before, prematurely, just<br />
like Tita. The death of<br />
her mother affected Rosaura so deeply that it<br />
brought on the birth of<br />
her daughter and made nursing the child an<br />
impossibility.<br />
This time Tita couldn't or wouldn't take on the<br />
role of wet nurse, as<br />
she'd done with her nephew, and what's<br />
more, she didn't even try,<br />
perhaps because of the devastating<br />
experience she'd had when they took<br />
the child from her. Now she knew better<br />
than to establish such an<br />
intense relationship with a child who wasn't<br />
her own.<br />
She chose instead to provide Esperanza with<br />
the same diet Nancha had<br />
used with her when she was a tiny baby:<br />
gruels and teas.<br />
She was baptized Esperanza at Tita's<br />
request. Pedro had insisted that<br />
the child should be given the same name as<br />
Tita, Josefita.<br />
But Tita refused to hear of it. She didn't want<br />
her name to influence<br />
the child's destiny. It was enough that while<br />
giving birth to her, her<br />
mother had had a series of setbacks that<br />
forced John to perform an<br />
urgent operation that saved her life but made<br />
it impossible for her to<br />
get pregnant again.<br />
John had explained to Tita that sometimes,<br />
because of abnormalities,<br />
the placenta does not just implant in the<br />
uterus, it sends roots down<br />
into it, so that when the baby is born, the<br />
placenta does not detach.<br />
It is so firmly attached that if an<br />
inexperienced person tried to help<br />
the mother and pulled on the placenta by<br />
yanking the umbilical cord,<br />
the whole uterus would come with it. Then it<br />
would be necessary to<br />
perform an emergency operation, removing<br />
the uterus and leaving the<br />
woman unable to become pregnant for the<br />
rest of her life.<br />
Rosaura required surgery not because John<br />
lacked experience, but<br />
because he had no other way to loosen the<br />
placenta. And so Esperanza<br />
would be the only child, the youngest child,<br />
and, worst of all, a<br />
girl!<br />
Which meant, in the family tradition, that she<br />
was the one designated<br />
to care for her mother until the end of her<br />
days.<br />
Perhaps Esperanza sank roots in her<br />
mother's womb because she knew<br />
beforehand what to expect in this world. Tita<br />
prayed that the idea of<br />
perpetuating this cruel tradition would not<br />
cross Rosaura's mind.<br />
To help keep that from happening, she didn't<br />
want to give her any ideas<br />
with the name, so she pressed them day and<br />
night until they agreed to<br />
call her Esperanza.<br />
But several coincidences suggested that this<br />
child's fate would be<br />
similar to Tita's1 for example, out of sheer<br />
necessity she spent the<br />
greatest part of the day in the kitchen, since<br />
her mother couldn't take<br />
care of her and her aunt could only take care<br />
of her in the kitchen,