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15 - 28 Tebervali 2013<br />
leila beroSvili<br />
gamozamTreba<br />
<strong>da</strong>sasruli<br />
meSinia wlevandeli gazafxuli<br />
SarSandeliviT ar gamomeparos.<br />
vxe<strong>da</strong>v, yaralaSvilebis biWs Tofi<br />
mxarze gaudvia <strong>da</strong> ganze iyureba.<br />
meore ver vicani.<br />
_ biWo! _ veubnebi, _ aq ra sanadiro<br />
adgili ginaxia am Cems baRCaSi!<br />
<strong>da</strong>, ra <strong>da</strong>sanaxi <strong>da</strong>vinaxe!or tomaraSi<br />
erTi ambavi aqvT Cems in<strong>da</strong>urebs!<br />
ar SemeSin<strong>da</strong>! <strong>da</strong>viwye yvirili _<br />
mezoblebo! mezoblebo!<br />
_ ra mox<strong>da</strong>, kato maswavlebelo, ra<br />
mox<strong>da</strong>! _ gamocvivdnen mezoblebi.<br />
amasobaSi eseni Robes ecnen <strong>da</strong> ga<strong>da</strong>xtnen.<br />
_ ara grcxvenian, biWo! mamaSeni<br />
Cemi namowafari iyo, _ mivZaxodi.<br />
moiyvanes meore dRes, <strong>da</strong>ayenes<br />
saqaTmesTan, erTi tomara erTs ga<strong>da</strong>hkides,<br />
meore _ meores. suraTi ga<strong>da</strong>uRes<br />
raionuli gazeTisTvis. me <strong>da</strong>vimale.<br />
ise Semrcxva, gareT ar gamovsulvar.<br />
icinodnen Turme, gjeraa!<br />
Sen raRas icini, qalo! esec icinis,<br />
qaa! vaii! yoCaR, yoCaR!<br />
ucnobi wmin<strong>da</strong>ni: rogor ga<strong>da</strong>vrCeT<br />
_ ar mogabezraT am kiTxvam Tavi<br />
TiTqos ga<strong>da</strong>wyvetili ar iyos erTxel<br />
<strong>da</strong> samu<strong>da</strong>mod... TiTqos aRmosaCeni iyos<br />
gza xsnisa...<br />
wvims. wveTebi <strong>da</strong>bla <strong>da</strong>weul nisls<br />
Serevian, moCans gza <strong>da</strong>Restnisken _<br />
albaT sveli <strong>da</strong> foTlebiT savse. triali<br />
mindori Camongreul koSksa <strong>da</strong> simindis<br />
ujiSo yanas imSvenebs...<br />
2009. gigisadmi<br />
saburTalos quCaze, mweralTa saxlis<br />
meore sarTulis aivanze gigi sulakauri<br />
xSirad idga moajirze i<strong>da</strong>yv-<br />
Camoyrdnobili <strong>da</strong> sigarets eweo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
gindo<strong>da</strong> Tu ara, mTeli ezo mis<br />
Tvalwin un<strong>da</strong> ga<strong>da</strong>geWra, sanam baxtrionis<br />
quCis mosaxvevSi ar miikargebodi.<br />
axla mis saxlSi sxvebi cxovroben.<br />
erTis mxriv Zalian gwydeba guli,<br />
meores mxriv, midixar SenTvis, aravin<br />
migacilebs sigaretis bolebiT, ar gesalmeba<br />
xelis aweviT, ar uRimiT erTmaneTs<br />
<strong>da</strong>marcxebuli jariskacebiviT...<br />
vina xar <strong>da</strong> ra gin<strong>da</strong> _am erTdroulad<br />
umartivessa <strong>da</strong> urTules<br />
kiTxvas pasuxi aqvs, magram Zalian mosawyeni.<br />
maria iseTi uTqmeli iyo, iseTi<br />
moridebuli... erTxel skolaSi midio<strong>da</strong><br />
(bolos TivSi aswavli<strong>da</strong> geografias),<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>udga qoCoraanT marusa. aba,<br />
qoCoraanT marusas vin <strong>da</strong>exsnebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
moeri<strong>da</strong>, eTqva, skolaSi magviandebao<br />
_ inerviula, ga<strong>da</strong>var<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> guli wauvi<strong>da</strong>...<br />
me <strong>da</strong>viRale siZlieriT,<br />
me min<strong>da</strong> de<strong>da</strong>...<br />
lia sturua<br />
Caval, <strong>da</strong>mxvdeba lodiT <strong>da</strong>Rlili<br />
Cveni ulamazesi ezo-kari...<br />
(lodiniT <strong>da</strong>Rlili wavi<strong>da</strong> im qveynad<br />
de<strong>da</strong>Cemic _ arc erTma ico<strong>da</strong>,<br />
rom Cems imedze yofna ar SeiZlebo<strong>da</strong><br />
<strong>da</strong> arc meorem icis. erTsac yoCaRi vegone<br />
<strong>da</strong> meoresac yoCaRi vgonivar).<br />
vaReb kars, de<strong>da</strong>Cemis suraTisken<br />
arc vixedebi, ise viReb qaSanuris qili<strong>da</strong>n<br />
gamxmar yvavilebs...<br />
Tu mwerali xar, ukve sxva xar,<br />
nuravin ecdeba Tavi gagitolos _<br />
sadRac romeliRac Taroze wigni devs<br />
_ gadmoiReb, ga<strong>da</strong>Sli <strong>da</strong> rac weria <strong>da</strong><br />
rogorc weria, yvelaferi swored<br />
isea...<br />
CamoiZaba wvima, wvimiT gamosyiduli<br />
dro Sen gekuTvnis...<br />
meufe serafimes mier meufe isaiasTvis<br />
gagzavnili werili<strong>da</strong>n: gazafxul<strong>da</strong><br />
meufe, mogifrindnen bulbulebi<br />
arafers Sevcvlidi...<br />
presaSi amokiTxuli<br />
marTebuli azri<br />
Suri aq uadgiloa.<br />
yvelafers Sevcvlidi _ ar vityodi<br />
arc erT sityvas, romelic miTqvams<br />
(gansakuTrebiT gulwrfels, sixarulis<br />
an mwuxarebis gamomxatvels), ar<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>vdgamdi arc erT nabijs, romelic<br />
ga<strong>da</strong>midgams. Tumc rogor ara _<br />
Zveleburad Cavivlidi Zvel<br />
rusTavelze, maRali vitrinebisken<br />
Tvals gavaparebdi <strong>da</strong> sakuTari garegnobiT<br />
xan kmayofili, xan ukmayofilo<br />
gamomcemloba `meranis~ mZime karis<br />
SeRebas Sevecdebodi...<br />
dilaobiT Tavs ver aarideb,<br />
pir<strong>da</strong>pir katis jamisken un<strong>da</strong> waxvide.<br />
win fiso mirbis, miiqnevs ukana nawils.<br />
adgils Seucvli <strong>da</strong> ise gaimravalferovneb<br />
cxovrebas...<br />
ra yvelaferi amkobs a<strong>da</strong>mians _<br />
sityva, saqme, tanjva, sixaruli, sikvdili<br />
_ Tu a<strong>da</strong>miania. Tu moaxerxa meored<br />
<strong>da</strong>badeba...<br />
<strong>da</strong>zamTr<strong>da</strong>. weliwadis arc erT<br />
dros ar xvdeba a<strong>da</strong>miani aseTi sayvareli<br />
TvinierebiT. gafacicebiT aRar<br />
midi-modian gzebze, saSiS xmebs aRar<br />
gamoscemen, mxolod ruebis moguduli<br />
xmebi ismis.<br />
<strong>da</strong>zamTr<strong>da</strong>... es absoluturi ga<strong>da</strong>wyvetilebaa<br />
<strong>da</strong> swored amis ganc<strong>da</strong><br />
ganiWebs warmoudgenel bednierebas,<br />
romelsac verc veravin mogcems <strong>da</strong><br />
verc veravin wagarTmevs...<br />
_ am kacs didebuleba ar aklia! _<br />
warmosTqva frangma komunistma <strong>da</strong> de<br />
golis <strong>da</strong>uZinebelma mterma, roca de<br />
golma Tavisi moulodneli ga<strong>da</strong>dgomis<br />
Sesaxeb gamoacxa<strong>da</strong> <strong>da</strong> mcire pauzis<br />
Semdeg garindebuli <strong>da</strong>rbazi <strong>da</strong>tova.<br />
mis didebulebas gvirgvinad ojaxi<br />
edga _ `Cemi saxli~ _ aRmoxdebo<strong>da</strong><br />
xolme, roca parizis gareubanSi mTebiT<br />
garSemortymul Tavis saxls miuaxlovdebo<strong>da</strong><br />
(ezoSi meuRlis xeliT<br />
yvavilebiT amoqarguli safrangeTis<br />
droSa xvdebo<strong>da</strong>). `mas ar ecala arc<br />
mtrebisTvis, arc megobrebisTvis _<br />
misi megobari safrangeTi iyo~.<br />
Tamar gulmagaraSvili _ amovikiTxe<br />
vakis sasaflaoze saflavis<br />
qvaze. momeCvena, rom arsebobs msgavseba<br />
wignis y<strong>da</strong>sa <strong>da</strong> saflavis qvas Soris...<br />
civi qari rom amovardeba, foTols<br />
Wreli TavSaliviT rom gaSlis, Cven<br />
uTqmelad gvecodineba, rom foTolcvena,<br />
tyviasaviT Camoweuli ca <strong>da</strong> sicive<br />
Cvenia, Cveni...<br />
mxiaruli dila, wiTeli mixakebi <strong>da</strong><br />
dedis xels CabRauWebuli CanTiani<br />
gogona _ yvelaze mosawyeni ram, rac<br />
ki SeiZleba <strong>da</strong>inaxo pirvel seqtembers.<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
sasaflaoze:<br />
Cvensa <strong>da</strong> maT Soris TmasaviT wmin<strong>da</strong>,<br />
qarisagan ga<strong>da</strong>varcxnili oqrosferi<br />
balaxi irweva...<br />
erTmaneTs vejibrebodiT, vin<br />
male gaaTaveb<strong>da</strong> purCayril rZes _<br />
purs SeeZlo rZe moepara.<br />
mezoblis qali ucbad <strong>da</strong>ber<strong>da</strong>, magram<br />
mTavari es ar aris, mTavaria, rom<br />
Sesiebul koWebs abreSumis sarafniT<br />
ifaravs <strong>da</strong> gafacicebiT yidulobs<br />
alubals...<br />
Seni SemWknari yurZeni maxsovs <strong>da</strong><br />
gaTxril samaresTan odnav aweuli tu-<br />
Cis kuTxe...<br />
a<strong>da</strong>miani iseTi didi vinmea, Seu-<br />
Zlia Sors, Sua gzaze samu<strong>da</strong>mod <strong>da</strong>gdebuli<br />
traqtori <strong>da</strong>inaxos ise, rom<br />
araferi gaifiqros...<br />
sados<br />
ise iZineb, TiTqos nesvis surnelovan<br />
RrmulSi miZvrebi...<br />
sircxvili gklavs... ise icxovre,<br />
TiTqos puris natexisTvis gawvdili<br />
xeli haerSi <strong>da</strong>grCa.<br />
saTamaSo Tagvi<br />
ar movswrebivar im oTaxs, sa<strong>da</strong>c<br />
mxolod taxtebi gedgaT, sa<strong>da</strong>c erTxel<br />
nuSo bebom kedelze gakruli xali-<br />
Cis qveS Rumelis saCxrekiT Tagvi <strong>da</strong>i-<br />
Wira, kudiT eWira <strong>da</strong> geZax<strong>da</strong>T _ modiT,<br />
modiT, ra gaCvenoT! <strong>da</strong> Tqvenc<br />
kisristexiT garbodiT.<br />
Zveli Tbilisi<br />
_ ZaRli iRrCveba, ZaRli! _ naxevari<br />
Tbilisi mtkvris marjvena sanapiros<br />
miawy<strong>da</strong>...<br />
karga xans vemSvidobebodiT erTmaneTs.<br />
gza gavagrZele <strong>da</strong> vigrZeni am<br />
saubris arsurvilisa <strong>da</strong> siyalbis saZageli<br />
gemo.<br />
kargi is aris, rom Sesvlisasac <strong>da</strong><br />
gamosvlisasac leRvis patara lamazi<br />
nergebi gxvdeba. axla qinZisa <strong>da</strong> oxraxuSis<br />
yinvaga<strong>da</strong>vlili Zirebi!.<br />
sxvenze siTbosTvis wmin<strong>da</strong> lami<br />
eyara, zamTrobiT Camotanil sinafsa<br />
<strong>da</strong> mJave vaSls kvamlis suni <strong>da</strong>hkrav<strong>da</strong>...<br />
gamaxsen<strong>da</strong> tyeTa kenweroebi<br />
(romeli mxris aseTi tye me ar minaxavs).<br />
viRac arbo<strong>da</strong> kibeze, tansacmlis<br />
sakidze lamazi yvavilebiani kaba eki<strong>da</strong>...<br />
ise mezareba zamTris mesame TvesTan<br />
Sexvedra, rogorc mezoblis nir-<br />
Seucvlelad mdgari saxlisTvis Tvalis<br />
Sevleba...<br />
mikvirs, rogor movxvdi am RvTaebriv<br />
siqaTqaTeSi. gugunebs gamaTbobeli.<br />
isRa <strong>da</strong>mrCenia, SiSiT, magram mainc<br />
Canawerebi 11<br />
gavaparo Tvali saweri magidis ujrisken<br />
_ `mival, vnaxav, im ujraSi iqneb<br />
Zvirfasi ram <strong>da</strong>mitova RmerTma~.<br />
Tu vinme gzad Semxvedri giRimis,<br />
ici, de<strong>da</strong>Seni un<strong>da</strong> axsenos.<br />
es Rimili <strong>da</strong>gitova saxsovrad <strong>da</strong><br />
patara, Tavis dReSi pensiis molodin-<br />
Si carieli safule...<br />
soso paiWaZis gaxseneba<br />
soso paiWaZes salmiTac ki ar vicnobdi.<br />
amis miuxe<strong>da</strong>vad, yovelTvis sagulisxmo<br />
iyo CemTvis, roca rusTavelis<br />
prospeqtze (is Jurnal `mnaTobSi~<br />
muSaob<strong>da</strong>, me gamomcemloba _ `meran-<br />
Si~) Tvals movkravdi.<br />
erTxel wignebis maRaziaSi Semxv<strong>da</strong>.<br />
pikasos reproduqcias (`de<strong>da</strong>Sviloba~)<br />
yidulob<strong>da</strong>. kargi reproduqcia<br />
iyo <strong>da</strong> mec viyide. jer is gavi<strong>da</strong> maRazii<strong>da</strong>n,<br />
mere _ me.<br />
es reproduqcia soso paiWaZis saxsovaria.<br />
vin icis, roca aRar iqnebi, vis gaaxsendebi<br />
_ visac salmiTac ar icnobdi,<br />
Tu visac salmiTac icnobdi <strong>da</strong> ara marto...<br />
sul mikvirs, ratom ar garbian qalaqi<strong>da</strong>n,<br />
ratom ar yiduloben pawia<br />
saxls, Tavze wamomdgari bazilikiTa<br />
<strong>da</strong> ezoSi koxtad aWrili askilis buCqiT...<br />
erTmaneTisa mainc ar eSiniaT<br />
kinostudiaSi gavicaniT erTmane-<br />
Ti. re<strong>da</strong>qtorebis oTaxSi STambeW<strong>da</strong>vi<br />
garegnobis ormociode wlis mamakaci<br />
Semovi<strong>da</strong>. didjibeebiani, msxviladnaqsovi<br />
Savi jempre ecva, Sua oTaxSi<br />
idga <strong>da</strong>, aRar maxsovs vis, <strong>da</strong>maxasiaTebeli<br />
xmis tembriT elaparakebo<strong>da</strong>.<br />
Cemsa <strong>da</strong> Tea gabuniasken zurgiT<br />
idga.<br />
_ vin aris _ wavCurCule.<br />
vaJa gigaSvili aRmoCn<strong>da</strong>.<br />
Zalian gamixar<strong>da</strong>, rom mwerali,<br />
romlis Semoqmedebac CemTvis Zalian<br />
Zvirfasi iyo, marTalia zurgiT, magram<br />
Cems win idga.<br />
Team moulodnelad xmamaRla gamoacxa<strong>da</strong>:<br />
vaJa, ai, gaicani Seni mkiTxveli!<br />
vaJas arc Semouxe<strong>da</strong>vs CemTvis, ise<br />
gavi<strong>da</strong> oTaxi<strong>da</strong>n...<br />
mox<strong>da</strong> ise, rom sxva<strong>da</strong>sxva dros er-<br />
Tad vmuSaobdiT, jer rezo TabukaSvilis<br />
mweralTa SemoqmedebiT gaer-<br />
TianebaSi, mere gazeT `mamulSi~.<br />
arc erTs ar gagvxsenebia is dRe,<br />
kinostudiaSi pirvelad rom SevxvdiT<br />
erTmaneTs.<br />
axla Cven ukve didi xnis megobrebi<br />
varT.<br />
cota xnis win calke wignad gamocemuli<br />
`nadiroba ContaSSi~ gamomigzavna<br />
vrceli warweriT:<br />
`Cemo leila!<br />
...ici, ra gamaxsen<strong>da</strong>.. Cven rom<br />
pirvelad gavicaniT erTmaneTi kinostudiaSi<br />
(oc<strong>da</strong>rva wlis win l.b.) <strong>da</strong> Sen<br />
rom Tqvi: am `ContaSSis~ avtori sul<br />
sxvanairad myav<strong>da</strong> warmodgenilio...~<br />
(meore abzaci pira<strong>da</strong>d me mexeba <strong>da</strong> samwuxarod<br />
mxolod sevdian Rimilsa<br />
mgvris)...<br />
kidev erTxel wavikiTxe es gansacvifrebeli<br />
moTxroba. momeCvena, rom<br />
mkiTxvels ki ar uyveba am gasaocar ambebs<br />
(mkiTxvelisTvis namcecsac ar imetebs),<br />
aramed _ mxolod Sen. amitom<br />
ar cdilobs gagaocos, Tavi mogawonos.<br />
mere ra, rom zurgiT dgas...<br />
nayaviCoze axla nislia...<br />
baadur balarjiSvili<br />
baadur balarjiSvilma Tavisi<br />
naxati maCuqa.<br />
vaJas ise moewona naxati, `aRSfoT<strong>da</strong>~<br />
_ ro menaxa, CemTvis <strong>da</strong>vitovebdio...<br />
ra kargia, rom ver naxa! axlac Cems<br />
oTaxs amSvenebs <strong>da</strong> TiTqmis yovel dRe<br />
maxsenebs Cveni Taobis uniWieres <strong>da</strong><br />
bavSviviT wmin<strong>da</strong> gulis poets _ baadur<br />
balarjiSvils...<br />
Temom Wiqa gamocala <strong>da</strong> mowyvetiT<br />
<strong>da</strong>dga magi<strong>da</strong>ze: ege Seni wneva!..
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