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6 <strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong><br />
poezia 14 - 27 dekemberi 2012<br />
ekliani mcenare Cemi fanjris rafaze<br />
Cemi oTaxis kuTxe<br />
avsebulia fiqriT,<br />
Cemi oTaxis kuTxe<br />
avsebulia RamiT...<br />
da mogonebiT savses<br />
Cemi oTaxis kuTxes<br />
unda vauwyo erTi<br />
am istoriis bolo:<br />
sarkmeli, farda, rafaze yvavili,<br />
garedan simwvane, SigniT ki Savia,<br />
mcenare maRali da ekliania...<br />
es misi fiqria,<br />
es misi velia,<br />
es misi gzaa da<br />
es misi Ramea.<br />
asanTi Zveli<br />
amovisunTqo minda es leqsic...<br />
asanTi Zveli<br />
da masze wero<br />
frTaaweuli<br />
mewamul fonze...<br />
albad mze Cadis axla asanTSi.<br />
***<br />
me vcdilob gadmovce ganwyoba Cemi,<br />
oTaxi, naTura, magida Zveli.<br />
vwer, nawers miCrdilavs aCrdili xelis,<br />
gareT Ramea da qari qris...<br />
naxevarmTvare hkidia caze,<br />
xan Rrublebs ifarebs, ibnelebs Tvalebs,<br />
xan kvlav gaanaTebs am gulciv Rames.<br />
naxevrad anaTebs mTvare,<br />
xmauri amodis quCidan quCis,<br />
Srialebs foTlebi – SemorCaT xeebs,<br />
scivaT gamvlelebs, Ramesac sciva.<br />
dakarga siCumem Tavisi Tavi.<br />
lamis mTeli cxovreba daitia.<br />
Tavidanve kargad xvdeboda, ra fenomenTan<br />
hqonda saqme da misTvis namdvilad<br />
ar iyo ioli sabWoTa kavSirSi<br />
cxovreba. isaia berlini wers, rom<br />
stalinur epoqaSic ki pasternaki<br />
Zalze mtkivneulad aRiqvamda nebismier<br />
eWvs, rom Tundac mcire kompromisze<br />
wavida sabWoTa xelisuflebasTan.<br />
`eqim JivagoSi~ man SesaniSnavad<br />
aRwera is usaSvelo ufskruli, romel-<br />
Sic bolSevikebma gadaCexes jer ruse-<br />
Ti, Semdeg ki uamravi mezobeli qveyana,<br />
maT Soris saqarTveloc. amis<br />
sailustraciod is epizodic kmara,<br />
rodesac Jivago samoqalaqo omiT gapartaxebul<br />
provinciul qalaqSi Cadis<br />
bolSevikebis mier misi aRebisTanave<br />
da kedelze gakrul axali xelisuflebis<br />
brZanebulebebs kiTxulobs,<br />
romlebic gatanjuli da damSeuli<br />
xalxisaTvis SeRavaTis micemis nacvlad<br />
kidev ufro amkacreben kanonebs<br />
da gadarCenilTaTvis cxovrebis ukanaskneli<br />
saxsaris warTmevis, maTi sabolood<br />
gaRatakebisa da damorCilebiskenaa<br />
mimarTuli. es TiTqos dantes<br />
jojoxeTis karibWea, sadac weria: `datove<br />
imedi, yovelma aq Semomsvlelma~.<br />
da adamianebic am `axali cxovrebis~<br />
karTan toveben ara marto imeds,<br />
aramed ufro mniSvnelovans _ saku-<br />
Tar adamianobas. ise, rogorc uecrad<br />
sastik mosamarTleebad qceuli guSindeli<br />
muSebi da daundobel jalaTebad<br />
gardaqmnili morcxvi gimnazistebi.<br />
isini sakuTar col-Svilis bediTac ki<br />
ar interesdebian, araTu viRac klasobrivi<br />
mtrebisa, romlebsac daufiqreblad,<br />
xelis erTi moZraobiT anadgureben.<br />
diadi komunisturi ideis am<br />
funqcionerebma dakarges yvelaze<br />
mTavari, ramac orfexa arseba istoriis<br />
gariJraJze adamianad aqcia – saku-<br />
Tari suli da individualoba. isini<br />
momavali bednierebis sastik da macdur<br />
kerps emsaxurebian, msxverplad<br />
cocxal arsebebs swiraven gauTaveblad.<br />
TviTon Jivagoc ki, kargi eqimi<br />
da brwyinvale poeti, sabolood kidev<br />
erT `yofil adamianad~ iqceva<br />
uzarmazari sabWoTa imperiis gavelurebul<br />
da msoflios gabednierebis<br />
ambiciebiT Sepyrobil dedaqalaqSi,<br />
sadac onkanSi wyalic ki ar modis wesierad.<br />
pasternaki TiTqos erTbaSad agerlom<br />
axvlediani<br />
fiqrebiT mivyvebi me Zvel Rameebs<br />
(es ucxo Ramea, ucxoa mxarec).<br />
mivyvebi Cems siTbos, romelic axla<br />
sxvas uTbobs sulsa da sxeuls...<br />
gamvlelebs scivaT, scivaT maT Crdilebsac.<br />
sinazem Tavis dakarga sunTqva...<br />
marto var... quCas zemodan davcqer,<br />
quCaSi qari qris da suls mivsebs mtvriT.<br />
***<br />
erTi bneli jurRmulia CemSi,<br />
viReb sanTels, gavinaTo gzebi,<br />
Caval, vnaxo, im jurRmulSi iqneb<br />
Zvirfasi ram damitova RmerTma...<br />
viReb sanTels da Cavdivar dabla,<br />
ufro dabla mexuTeba suli,<br />
es sanTelic pawawina dRea<br />
momwyvdeuli mocaxcaxe xelSi.<br />
ufro dabla, kidev ufro dabla...<br />
Tbili wveTi, rogorc dedis cremli,<br />
meRvenTeba da civdeba iqve.<br />
me kvlav dabla, me sul dabla Caval,<br />
iqneb vnaxo im jurRmulSi Cemi<br />
gazafxuli, an SegrZneba Zveli,<br />
an ocneba, anda mTvaris sxivi<br />
gadamtydari Suaze...<br />
erTi bneli jurRmulia CemSi.<br />
suraTi<br />
fiWvebs Soris rom saflavi aris,<br />
es saflavia ucnobi mxatvris.<br />
fiWvebi dganan, rogorc sanTlebi,<br />
da ros sinaTle SemoadnebaT,<br />
saflavTan modis ucnobi qali,<br />
Semdeg amodis fermkrTali mTvare...<br />
mxatvars es Rame sadRac unaxavs.<br />
saRamo<br />
rogor damRala xetialma, fiqrma, wuxilma.<br />
rogor damRala yvela survilma.<br />
vdgavar da vxedav.<br />
rogor midis nislSi warsuli<br />
es dRec mas gahyva<br />
(ra ubralod midian dReni...).<br />
waviCoqebi me Cems winaSe:<br />
ras movelodi ama soflad,<br />
ras movelodi!<br />
nuTu es iyo yvelaferi,<br />
nuTu es iyo!<br />
nuTu amisTvis davibade,<br />
nuTu amisTvis!<br />
vidge da vWvretde, rogor midis<br />
nislSi warsuli<br />
es dRec gavida...<br />
23 agvisto<br />
g. rCeuliSvilisadmi<br />
Seni sulia...<br />
ra siRrmea, ra siSorea...<br />
Tevzis moqnili gaoceba,<br />
rodesac axlo<br />
raRac saocar da Tbil sunTqvas<br />
Seaswro Tvali –<br />
Seni sunTqvaa...<br />
mas moeCvena, rom es aris<br />
misi warsuli,<br />
an molivlive wyalmcenareSi<br />
mimaluli moalerseba,<br />
an es dRe aris<br />
CaZiruli,<br />
rogorc xomaldi...<br />
Seni sulia,<br />
Seni sulia,<br />
sunTqvaa Seni...<br />
dasasruli<br />
irakli qasraSvili<br />
eqimi Jivago<br />
vixels Tvalebs. sayovelTao bednierebis<br />
mimzidveli dapirebebis miRma is<br />
miwisqveSeTidan amosuli sisxliani mxecis<br />
wyeul saxes gviCvenebs. swored am<br />
simarTlem gaamwara da gaaborota sabWoeTis<br />
mmarTvelebi, amitom gadawyvites<br />
avtoris miwasTan gasworeba. es<br />
simarTle imdenad ar Seesabameba rusebis<br />
did nawilSi gamjdar iluzorul<br />
rwmenas maTi qveynis sulierebisa da<br />
gansakuTrebuli misiis Sesaxeb, rom<br />
ubralo adamianebi, romlebic adre<br />
gazeT `pravdaSi~ lanZRavdnen am romans,<br />
axla drodadro `internetis~<br />
forumebze abaibureben mas.<br />
rasakvirvelia, kanonzomieria, rom<br />
komunisturi utopiis ganxorcieleba<br />
maincdamainc ruseTidan daiwyo. am<br />
uzarmazari evraziuli qveynis mosaxleoba<br />
petre pirvelidan moyolebuli<br />
praqtikulad or gansxvavebul erad<br />
iyo gayofili, romelTagan erTi evropul<br />
ganaTlebas da civilizacias eziara,<br />
xolo meore _ saukuneebis ganmavlobaSi<br />
uuflebo da damonebuli iyo.<br />
ubralo xalxis cxovreba Taobebis ganmavlobaSi<br />
TiTqos erT adgilze iyo<br />
gayinuli. wlidan wlamde isini glexuri<br />
Temis wesiT cxovrobdnen, mosavali<br />
mohyavdaT batonisa da sakuTari<br />
ojaxisaTvis. maTi Tvalsawieri Cveulebriv<br />
sakuTar sofelsa da yoveld-<br />
Riur saqmianobas ar scildeboda, samyaros<br />
aRqma ki didad ar iyo wasuli<br />
win imisgan, rogoric xuTi-eqvsi aTasi<br />
wlis win SuamdinareTsa da egvipteSi<br />
mcxovreb miwaTmoqmedebs hqondaT.<br />
kulturuli, mentaluri da gindac,<br />
enobrivi ufskruli am or klass Soris<br />
imdenad farTo da Rrma iyo, rom<br />
aleqsandre meorisa da stolipinis<br />
dagvianebulma reformebmac veRar ixsna<br />
Zirmompali ruseTis imperia. rodesac<br />
pirveli msoflio omis dros glexobis<br />
es mravalmilioniani masa gareSe<br />
mterTan sabrZolvelad SeaiaraRes da<br />
jariskacebad aqcies, maT iaraRi sabolood<br />
sakuTari xelisuflebis<br />
winaaRmdeg Seabrunes da Zveli ruseTi<br />
samudamod daasamares. maSinve aRmoCnda,<br />
rom winaT Cagruli da axla gamarjvebuli<br />
plebeebi yvelaze radikaluri<br />
socialuri utopiis ideebis<br />
tyveobaSi moeqcnen da manamde arnaxuli<br />
sisastikiT daiwyes misi ganxorcieleba.<br />
es marTlac eqvsiaTaswlovani<br />
Cagvrisagan gaTavisuflebuli<br />
kaenis SurisZieba iyo, romelmac saku-<br />
Tari marqsistul-mesianisturi misia<br />
irwmuna. is Tavs mtrebisagan alyaSemortymul<br />
cixesimagreSi aRiqvamda,<br />
ver egueboda ganxvavebul azrs da<br />
aravisi sjeroda, garda erTi, umaRlesi<br />
mmarTvelisa, romelsac adre faraoni,<br />
mefe an imperatori erqva, axla ki<br />
`xalxis beladi~ ewodeboda.<br />
roca Cekas, `proletariatis<br />
diqtaturis~ am yvelaze saSineli instrumentis,<br />
sisastikeze vkiTxulobT,<br />
gvaxsendeba, rom romSi sakuTar monebs<br />
yvelaze daundoblad swored yofili<br />
monebi eqceodnen. es imitom, rom<br />
maTTvis Zalauflebis ZiriTadi (da<br />
xSirad, erTaderTi) atributi swored<br />
dausjeli sisastike iyo.<br />
pasternakis romanis mTavari gmiri<br />
iuri Jivago ki ara, is epoqaa, romelic<br />
masSia aRwerili – revoluciuri gavelurebis,<br />
civilizebuli ieris<br />
dakargvis dro, `Jami qvaTa mimofantvisa~.<br />
eqimi Jivago nawarmoebis<br />
mTavari personaJia, xolo danarCenebs<br />
avtori TiTqos droebiT gamostacebs<br />
sibneles, gaanaTebs mkveTri SuqiT da<br />
Semdeg isini uecrad qrebian _ stiqsis<br />
talRebiviT bnelxmian drois nakads<br />
mihyvebian. swored amitom gansxvavdeba<br />
erTmaneTisagan ase Zlier revoluciamdeli<br />
moskovi, met-naklebad<br />
normaluri yofiT mcxovrebi qalaqi<br />
revoluciis Semdgomi fantasmagoriuli<br />
da SiSiT moculi qalaqisagan, sadac<br />
adamianebi yoveldRe Tavis gadasarCenad<br />
ibrZvian, uazrod arseboben<br />
da ise ugzo-ukvlod ikargebian,<br />
rogorc erT dRes daikarga lara.<br />
me mgonia, rom iuri Jivagos genialuri<br />
leqsebi imitom erTvis romans,<br />
rom kidev ufro mZafrad<br />
gviCvenos gansxvaveba revoluciis<br />
droindel barbarosobasa da im did<br />
poezias Soris, romelic mxolod civilizebulma<br />
adamianma SeiZleba Svas. es<br />
poeziaa swored is, rac qmnis kacobriobis<br />
WeSmarit kulturas, imas, rac<br />
gacilebiT mniSvnelovania nebismier<br />
utopiaze.
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