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literaturuli literaturuli gazeTi<br />
gazeTi<br />
gamodis saqarTvelos kulturisa da ZeglTa<br />
dacvis saministros finansuri mxardaWeriT<br />
literaturuli literaturuli gazeTi<br />
gazeTi<br />
Canaxati 21 seqtemberi - 4 oqtomberi 2012<br />
Cemo Zmao, me msmeli kaci var.<br />
magram totaluri gagebiT, mainc ar<br />
vici, ras niSnavs TeTri adamianisaTvis<br />
sasmeli... alkoholi...<br />
ar vici, ras niSnavs aRmosavleTis<br />
xalxisTvis `Savi abebi~. kiplingi ase<br />
uwodebs Tavis erT-erT moTxrobaSi<br />
opiums.<br />
ar vici, ras warmoadgens SavkanianisTvis<br />
magia.<br />
arc is vici, eskimosebisTvis da sxva<br />
yinulis adamianebisTvis Tu arsebobs<br />
raime `gamTiSveli~ _ Cauxedavi var.<br />
mainc mgonia, rom sasmeli ufro unda<br />
awyobdeT, `yinulovan~ magiaze, piradad<br />
me, naRdad araferi msmenia.<br />
es yvelaferi, `abebica~ da `magiac~<br />
da alkoholic Sesavalia, uvertiura,<br />
mzadebaa im saSinelebisken, romelsac<br />
dasasruli hqvia. dasasruli _<br />
sikvdili: _ jojoxeTi! dasasruli _<br />
sikvdili: _ samoTxe! Tumca aravin<br />
uwyis `miRma~ ras niSnavs, ras ewodeba.<br />
vin ityvis, iqidan axlaxans davbrundi,<br />
iqauri haeriT da xemsiT davnayrdi da<br />
sityvaze mendeTo... iqidan araTu zRaprebSi,<br />
sizmrebSiac ar brundebian...<br />
ratom gveSinia, ra dagviSava am<br />
sikvdilma?! is, rom aravis movenatrebiT<br />
da aravin mogvenatreba? aRar SevxvdebiT<br />
nacnob, sayvarel adamianebs,<br />
sagnebs, cas, mzes da miwas, _ yvelafers,<br />
rac da vinc da romelic Zalian xSirad<br />
nervebs gviSlida?! an gvRlida an<br />
gvaRizianebda an erTi suli gvqonda,<br />
ubralod mogvekla?! mTavaria _ Cven<br />
ar ganvicadoT diskomforti. Cveni<br />
diskomforti xom (amas wyali ar gauva!)<br />
sxvis sicocxleze bevrad aRmatebulia...<br />
xom gvifiqria, warbSeuxrelad<br />
rogor movklavdiT adamians, xelis<br />
erTi dakvriT gavaqrobdiT, daviviwyebdiT<br />
da iluziur Svebasac vigrZnobdiT;<br />
sxvisi `dangrevis xarjze~ Tavsac<br />
siamovnebiT moviklavdiT da sulsac<br />
moviTqvamdiT... Cveni namceca tvinebi<br />
`cota xniT~ mainc daisvenebdnen,<br />
gunebaSi ityodnen: `aha, egec Tqven,<br />
rac gindodaT, xom miiReT kidec?!.~<br />
Sveba... daRamebidan _ gaTenebamde...<br />
da vin metyvis, rom xSirad Rame<br />
sikvdilze uaresia?! albaT is metyvis,<br />
visac tvini aqvs da gonebis fuRuroSi<br />
sindisTan erTad nervebsac anavardebs.<br />
isic xom gviTqvams, _ waval, Cem gemoze<br />
gadavikargebi, erTi Tqvenic, yvelaferi<br />
fexebze mkidia! Sveba: _<br />
gaqcevaSi... alkoholSi... abebSi... magia-<br />
Si... siyvaruls _ ara! mitevebas _ ara!..<br />
ara _ TiTqmis yvelafers, rac ar gvsurs<br />
da ar gvinda da raxan ar gvinda,<br />
arc davijerebT, Tundac 10000-jer<br />
Semcdrebi viyoT... Rrmad darwmunebulebic<br />
varT, am oxeri `tkbili~ aras~<br />
nebismieri poziciiTa da mdgomareo-<br />
biT... cota ucnauria, magram am SemTxvevaSi<br />
Cveni `ara!~ da `minda!~ identuria,<br />
yovlad uzneo da jiuti sinonimebia...<br />
ar geCveneba, rom egoizmis<br />
mZafri surneli axlavs Cvens<br />
msjelobebs da qmedebebs da Tundac<br />
sruliad umtkivneulo, `SeumCnevel~ da<br />
katasaviT frTxil moZraobebs?!.<br />
davijero, mec mkvdari goWiviT viqnebi,<br />
~dezertirebis bazris~ daxlze rom<br />
devs riyis qvasaviT? iqneb miwaSi CaWedebuli<br />
adamianebi viRacisTvis mkvdari<br />
goWebia, ra ici?! iqneb Cemi kubo muyaos<br />
yuTia, romelSic xaWapuri devs da isev<br />
me Seveqcevi?! ho, sakuTar Tavs<br />
Seveqcevi, gasakviri araferia, gana<br />
mudam ase ar iyo?!. adamianebi uxsovari<br />
gigi sulakauri<br />
gaugzavneli werili<br />
droidan sakuTari sisxliTa da xorciT<br />
ikvebebian... gavkari filosofias,<br />
arasodes mjeroda arc Cemi da arc sxvisi<br />
`sibrZneebisa~ da arc arasdros<br />
davijereb. adamianebs erTaderTi _<br />
simartovis filosofia aqvT, meti<br />
araferi... megobroba _ simartovea,<br />
siyvaruli _ simartovea, ojaxi _ simartovea<br />
da Tu ar dagezara CamoTvla,<br />
yvelaferic... es `niJaraSi~<br />
gamoketili kacis sibrZnea _ ar Semexo,<br />
sanam nebas ar mogcem, rom Semexo... meti<br />
raRa CamovTvalo, an ra saWiroa _ `ucnobi<br />
miiswrafis usasrulobisaken~. simartovis<br />
usasruloba wrea, romelzec<br />
TviTonve gamudmebiT, SeuCereblad<br />
moZraobs da raxan gulmaviwyobac adamianis<br />
erT-erTi `aucilebeli~ Tvisebaa,<br />
am wres bevrjer gaivlis da bevrjer<br />
nanaxs Tavidan, rogorc uaxless,<br />
ise kiTxulobs... jandabas iqiT, usasruloba!..<br />
SeiZleba sworia es yvelaferi,<br />
SeiZleba _ mcdari, an rTulia, an _<br />
martivi. ise ra, _ ar aris, aq ori ukiduresobaa,<br />
mxolod ori adgilia _<br />
pirveli da meore da Znelia, romelimes<br />
upiratesoba mianiWo (Tu mesame ipove,<br />
ukve `sxva~ xar, yvelaze magari, `damangreveli~<br />
da yvelaze ubeduric).<br />
sikvdili ar aris saSineleba, sikvdili<br />
paralelur samyaroSi dausrulebeli<br />
xetialia...<br />
me axla subieqturi var da bevrs<br />
vlaparakob. arada, SemeZlo mxolod<br />
erTi cnobili winadadeba `mesesxa~<br />
erTi cnobili kacisgan: rom mainc `yvela<br />
qristea, yvelas jvars acvamen...~<br />
erTxel gkiTxe:<br />
`gogia, davijero, rom `mere~<br />
aRaraferi ar aris-meTqi?~<br />
Senc Cveuli pirdapirobiT mipasuxe:<br />
`ara, Sen warmoidgine, aRaraferi<br />
megobars<br />
aRar aris, `mere~ amTavrebs yvelafers...~<br />
eh, Cemo gogia, Sen ar ici, rogor<br />
miyvarxar, Se uRmerTo. magram aris,<br />
ueWvelad aris! imitom, rom axla ase<br />
minda, anu ar minda, mkvdari goWi viyo<br />
`dezertirebis~ daxlze da ramdenadac<br />
vici _ Senc ar ginda, Zmao... cxovreba,<br />
biWo, sxva siRrmeebisTvis<br />
gvamzadebs: SeuZlebelia, gonier kacs<br />
suli ar qondes, SeuZlebelia, man<br />
paraleluri ar moinaxulos, marto<br />
miwis `ganayofierebiT~ araferi gamova,<br />
kargo...<br />
Tanac sasuqis meti ra aris am dalocvil<br />
planetaze?!. raRa maincdamainc<br />
bunebrivi...<br />
Tanac, mgoni, Cvenc jerjerobiT<br />
adamianebi gvqvia, garegnulad mainc...<br />
da aravis araferi SeeSalos da ar<br />
wamocdes _ raRac egoizmSi<br />
moikoWleb am bolo droso...<br />
didi madloba eWvisTvis, Cemo tkbilo<br />
megobaro! Sen erT-erTi gonieri<br />
kaci xar, visac amqveynad Sevxvedrivar<br />
_ miyvarxar da naRd Zmad megulebi.<br />
ar ifiqro _ santimentaluri gavxdi.<br />
am SemTxvevaSi obieqturi var, iseve,<br />
rogorc Sen da es obieqturoba da bevri<br />
kargi da ukeTesi Sengan SeviTvise...<br />
gogia, Zmao, razec axla vlaybob _<br />
ori, Svidi, xuTasi sityva araferic ar<br />
aris _ wyalia da haeria da xelSi gacrili<br />
qviSaa... me ki ar vkvdebi, biWo, magram<br />
mominda, uSenod SenTan erTad vifiqro<br />
da vimogzauro, SenTan erTad<br />
uxmod vijde da ubralod, sityvis<br />
gauReblad vusmende Cvens dumils...<br />
amasac Tavis muRami aqvs, dameTanxme,<br />
Zmao...<br />
roca amqveynad aRar viqnebi, xandaxan<br />
momigone xolme, meti araferi<br />
minda! giTxari, santimentaluri ara<br />
var-meTqi. magram etyoba, sadRac jurRmulis<br />
ganapiras mainc var da... me<br />
mecineba da, albaT, sasaciloc aris,<br />
ara, biWo?!.<br />
SeiZleba sasaciloc iyos, magram<br />
arc sicilis da arc tirilis ar meSinia!<br />
me `cotaTi SevZeli~vyvarebodi megobrebs,<br />
qalebs da, rac mTavaria, bavSvebs.<br />
ar vipranWebi, migrZvnia es me da<br />
amitomac geubnebi... vfiqrob, es ukve<br />
miRwevaa, erTi cxovrebisTvis mainc...<br />
amboben, rom adamianis gageba rTulia.<br />
vyvarebodi-meTqi... siyvaruli<br />
gageba ar aris _ grZnobaa, ici Sen<br />
Cemze ukeT da ukeT da me `sxvagan~ im<br />
gagebiT waval, rom gogias erTxel<br />
mainc gavuge, an TiTqmis gavuge da<br />
raRac kidec davimsaxure. raRac: Seni<br />
yuradReba, Seni `Tvali~ arasdros momklebia,<br />
Zmao...<br />
Zalian bevri rame mindoda meTqva<br />
da momeyola, magram ras izam, gzidan<br />
gadavuxvie da `sibrZnismfrqvevelad~<br />
Camovyalibdi. es ki Cemi `werilis~ gegmebSi<br />
ar Sedioda... isev: ras izam, kacebi<br />
samyarosaviT yoveldRe, yovelwams<br />
vicvlebiT, Tanac, yvela sikeTesTan<br />
erTad, ucnaurebic varT da Tanac Cveni<br />
ucnauroba Cvenze ar yofila damokidebuli...<br />
Cem Zvel striqonebs Segaxseneb,<br />
oRond erTsa gTxov, ar ifiqro,<br />
TiTqos gandidebis maniam Semipyro.<br />
ase:<br />
`...sul damaviwyda, rom samyaro wam-<br />
Si icvleba...~<br />
da kidev:<br />
`...ram dagvaviwyos, rom TvalebSi<br />
Cven uZveles sqess sevda udgas dabadebidan...~<br />
da kidev:<br />
`...es ra kvalia? Cemia, Cemi nafexuria,<br />
am gamomxmar, Sav ZaRls rom misdevs<br />
dabadebidan... dabadebidan...~<br />
xedav, ra SeiZleba mohyves `sibrZnismfrqvevelad~<br />
gardaqmnas, Cemo<br />
gogia?!<br />
imedia, ar miwyen, gogias rom giwodeb,<br />
ase ufro `memarjveba~...<br />
erTxel Cem Zvel sadarbazoSi, Cven<br />
karTan aseTi warwera gaCnda:<br />
_ kargi xar, arCil, ra vqna?!<br />
jvari gweria!<br />
mec getyvi:<br />
_ kargi xar, gogia, ra vqna?!<br />
jvari weria uklebliv yvelas:<br />
_ adamiano, kargi xar, ra vqna?!..<br />
...da, miyvarxar, samyaro!..<br />
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