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10 <strong>proza</strong><br />
aka morCilaZe<br />
legendaruli qemeras piradi<br />
da sazogadoebrivi cxovreba<br />
gagrZeleba<br />
karoCeo, aman iaros savantyofoSio.<br />
es ro eqims gaugia, aqsanasTvis uTqvia,<br />
elaparakeo, yvelaferzeo, rac<br />
erTaT gqoniaTo da egeba rame gaaxsendeso.<br />
maSin jer Svilic ar yavdaT.<br />
velaparakebodio da araferi, vaf-<br />
Se araferi ar axsovs.<br />
marao, ucbaT miTxrao, Sen ro midixar<br />
magra cudaT varo.<br />
meti ra unda, coli ra ari gaxsovso?<br />
da axsovda. xo vambof, egeni axsovda,<br />
mara vin vin ari, ara.<br />
karoCe eqimma waiyvaneTo da sul<br />
iseT rameebze elaparakeT da sul ise-<br />
Ti rameebi aCveneT, rac uyvardao, an<br />
kargaT icodao, gaxsenebis dro kide<br />
ver uTxra: Seileba xval gaixsenoso da<br />
Seileba, vabSe aTi wlis mereo.<br />
sigareti ro naxa, egreve icno da<br />
gaaqana, moukida. mara eg ari da vsio,<br />
Cven mag gaxsenebas dResac velodebiT,<br />
rac icis dabrecilma, moyolebiT<br />
icis.<br />
waiyvanes saxSi, moviden Zmakacebi,<br />
adre ro ar uSvebda dedamisi, ar moxvideT<br />
savantyofoSio, ar undoda, ro<br />
vaxo daenaxaT ro ar axsovda albaT,<br />
dedebis ambavi ar ici? da veravis ver<br />
cnobs da eunebian, Zmakacoba ici ra<br />
ario?<br />
kio, ra _ iZaxis, vicio, Zmebio ra.<br />
da vin ari Seni Zmakacebio da gagebaSi<br />
ar ari.<br />
karoCe, egre miyva da daujden da<br />
uyvebian, me esa var, eseni gviqnia er-<br />
TaTo da egre da es mindiac euneba, bi-<br />
Woo, cisferi saroCka ro maCuqeo da<br />
egeT rameebs. ver ixsenebs.<br />
mara imaxsovrebs da karoCe protiv<br />
ar ari, isev is xalxi mowons, manamde<br />
ro mowonda, roca axsovda. eg gausworda<br />
yvelas. mara moklemokleebze<br />
bazrobs da aqsanam miTxra, erTi ori<br />
dRe ro Sevxedeo da aviwydeba yvelaferio.<br />
ki axsovs, mara aviwydeba.<br />
ubralo rameebi, ra dapustim, tuflebi<br />
sad davdevi guSinwin da vabSe<br />
azze ver modis, Seileba macivari gaaRos.<br />
aqsanam miTxra, erTxel ro vsvamdiT<br />
iq, meTqio, erTi saSveli ario, ro<br />
quCaSi vataroo, ro egeba rame nacnobi<br />
adgilebi da rameebi naxoso.<br />
da dauwyo, wamo vaxo viseirnoT da<br />
rameebi, da daatarebs. es kide erT kviraSi<br />
azze movida, ras damatarebo, sad<br />
ari egre ro sul coli da qmari dadiodeso,<br />
Zmakacebma unda iaron erTa-<br />
To, Cveneburebi gamouria da aqsanam<br />
ifiqra vsio,ukve azze modiso. mara<br />
araferi, mere biWebic daatarebden.<br />
eunebian, es muStaidia, es perexadnoi,<br />
es is ari, es aes ari, ar gaxsovs aq xinklebi<br />
ro vWameT.<br />
gigi sulakauri<br />
sami saRamo<br />
dasasruli<br />
sagnebi, zRva, adamianebi, _ yvelaferi,<br />
_ gauCinarda da sivrceSi<br />
biZinas garda veravis da verafers ve-<br />
Rar vxedavdi. marcxena xeli ucnaurad<br />
eWira, arc manamde da arc mere es<br />
Jesti aRar minaxavs, _ TiTqos im<br />
RamisTvis sagangebod moigonao...<br />
erT-erTi pauzis dros taSis griali,<br />
ovaciebi, bis, bravo da msgavsi sisuleleebi<br />
Semogvesma. Tavidan davibeniT,<br />
CvenTvis isic ki vifiqreT, vinme<br />
xom ar dagvcinis-Tqo. magram kargad<br />
rom amovyvinTeT, _ mTeli duqani,<br />
mdgmurebian-mimtanebian-vitalianad<br />
fexze idga, taSs gvikravda da mziT<br />
damwvari cxvirebi uelavdaT eleqtronis<br />
Suqze.<br />
mere Suaxnis col-qmari mogviaxlovda,<br />
Tan patara gogona axldaT, qera,<br />
qera TmiT da klasikuri cisferi<br />
TvalebiT damSvenebuli. peterburgelebi<br />
aRmoCndnen, SviliSvilTan er-<br />
Tad isvenebdnen gagraSi. qalma biZina<br />
Camikocna, didxans gulSi yavda Cakruli<br />
da yurSic raRacas nazad, Tvalebmiluli<br />
CasCurCulebda. biZina iRimeboda,<br />
arc cdilobda Tavis daRwe-<br />
arada, isev is vaxoa ro uyureben,<br />
restorani uyvars. iq Seva kargaTaa,<br />
daleven, euneba amaT, Zmao miyvarxarT,<br />
prosto ar vici vin xarT.<br />
da uyvebian eseni.<br />
Tan komunistebis droa eg ar dagaviwydes.<br />
da erTxel veliaminovze arian da<br />
xinkali Wames da modian da ro Camoviden<br />
leninis moedanze, iq xo gverdigverd<br />
iyo taqsebis gaCereba da avtobusis<br />
gaCereba da taqsSi rigia ra,<br />
mara taqsze dganan da am dros avtobusi<br />
gaCerda, da erTi viRaca morbis, ro<br />
miuswros da ucbaT eseni dainaxa da vao,<br />
vaxoo, Zmaoo, rogor gamexada Seni danaxvao,<br />
rogora xaro, gavige Seni ambavio,<br />
exla xo kargaT xaro da egeTebi, da<br />
dabrecili uyurebs, uyurebs da sanam<br />
iman saxeli uTxra da biWoo, Cemi ro asi<br />
maneTi gaq valio, ar unda Camoitanoo?<br />
da es viRaca euneba, kaneSnao, avtobusma<br />
kide gaaswro.<br />
kaneSna vaxoo, saxSive amogitano da<br />
dabrecilmac davai davaio.<br />
exla eseni uyureben, biWebi, pirveli<br />
kacia vinc icno.<br />
da daJe marto vali ki ar axsovs, vaxoo<br />
eg vin ario da es saxels ambobs. da<br />
am tipze yveba da gadairien eseni, vsioo,<br />
gaaxsendao. is ki aRar kiTxes, Cveni<br />
Tu gagaxsendao. gaaqanes saxSi da abao,<br />
vsioo da ra vsio, im tipis da valis meti<br />
araferi ar axsovs. egre yofila mag<br />
maxsovrobis ambavSi. eqimma Tqva, vdrug<br />
xvalve Seileba egeTi orasi rame gaaxsendeso<br />
da Seileba vafSe araferi arasdroso.<br />
mere biWebs dayavdaT Turme yovedRe<br />
iq da daayenebden taqsis staiankaze,<br />
viTom rame gaaxsendeso. ar gaaxsenda.<br />
ukve Semodgomaze aqsanam nelnela<br />
aswavla ro davai Sen mazaviki iyavio da<br />
egre da amanac daamuRama. sul aqsanas<br />
gakeTebulia eg. vafSe yvelaze magaria,<br />
ro nardi gamouRo da davaio, jer<br />
aswavla da yoveldRe eTamaSeboda da<br />
yvelas Txovda, eTamaSeT nardio.<br />
me maSin ar vicnobdi kargaT dabrecils,<br />
prostom vicnobdi, mara im ambis<br />
mere, rac mouvida, dabrecili iyo.<br />
vnaxe ro sxva iyo, cota miebric-moebrica<br />
rameebi saxeze da imito davarqvi<br />
dabrecili.<br />
xoda dabrecili gaxda magari mazaviki,<br />
oRond Zvelebi araferi ar gaaxsenda.<br />
egre cxovrobs exlac, is Zvelebi<br />
ar axsovs da vafSe kidia, me kide vici<br />
rato, Cemi nervozebiT ro daviwyef<br />
amaze fiqrs, vxvdebi ra. kacs ro aravin<br />
ar axsovs da imaTSi cxovrobs, vinc ar<br />
axsovs, marto siyvaruli Svelis. ojaxi<br />
ro ar yofiliyo da aqsana ro ar yofiliyo,<br />
dabrecili gastranomTan idgeboda<br />
piva miyide ambavSi da vafSe gagebaSi<br />
ar iqneboda. magis Zmakacebi ro ar<br />
vas. davemSvidobeT da gavagrZeleT, bolomde,<br />
vidre ar dagvaTenda.<br />
axlac ar vici, ratom gavavle es paraleli<br />
_ Cveni da `bebrebisa~. es ori<br />
epizodi dRemde ar gamxsenebia da albaT<br />
verc dedas avuxsni, ra muRami Zevs<br />
gaTenebamde leqsebis kiTxvaSi... axla<br />
rom vfiqrob, es asaxsnelad zedmetad<br />
rTulia, damRleli da yvelaze xSirad<br />
SeuZlebelic...<br />
biZina varskvlavi iyo.<br />
mamaCems mWvirvale boTli gamoaqvs<br />
sakuWnaodan. boTli brtyelia, uzarmazari,<br />
mokle yeli aqvs da buTquna<br />
korpiTaa Tavdaculi. Tanac mtvris<br />
fena adevs, rogorc wesi da rigia.<br />
_ ukrainulia, oRond sasmeli ara.<br />
_ ambobs arCili. boTlSi tarxuna da<br />
ucnobi mcenareebia CaSvebuli. siTxe<br />
mwvane, lamazi mwvanea. _ xedav, _ mimarTavs<br />
biZinas, _ boRmisagan gamwvanda...<br />
CvenTan lojSi vsxedvarT arCili,<br />
biZina da me. mze eSveba da bolo sxivebi<br />
ulamazes abstraqtul kompozicias<br />
xataven boTlSi. Tbilisuri zafxuli<br />
iwureba, arsad gveCqareba da samives<br />
ggviyvars da vgrZnobT erTmaneTs.<br />
da daiwyo da aRar gaTavda, ise, TavisTavad<br />
da ubralod, rac yvelaze<br />
naRdia amqveynad.<br />
arCili kmayofilia, Cven ki yovelgvari<br />
moulodnelobisaTvis mzada<br />
literaturuli literaturuli gazeTi<br />
gazeTi<br />
literaturuli gazeTi 30 oqtomberi - 12 noemberi 2009<br />
yofiliyven kide xo vabSe. magis werakiTxvis<br />
ambavi kide xo ramxela ambavi<br />
iyo. icis ro gazeTi gazeTia da vera<br />
kiTxulobs.<br />
am igrokebs Zneli xeloba gvaq.<br />
rTuli profesia aris. age, yvelas ra-<br />
Raca emarTeba.<br />
yvelaze magari magis daviwyebaSi<br />
is ari, ro nardi iswavla, gazeTSi<br />
TamaSis menius kiTxva iswavla da qvi-<br />
Tarsac ro moundeba xolme, sworeT<br />
avsebs. da restoranSi uyvars,oRond<br />
egeTi emarTeba ro, ai mazi ro aq, Tu<br />
sami oTxi dRis mere Tavani, da iasnia<br />
ro sami oTxi dRis merea, ereva, visTan<br />
ra aq.<br />
TavisTvis eg apasnia, zaprosta<br />
Segilia gafuflovde, rac dRes<br />
bevrs vafSe kidia, mara dabrecilma<br />
vaxom vafSe magra icis, ro ar unda<br />
ekidos. ro unda Caibaros egec aviwydeba<br />
male, amito aq aqsanas is bloknoti<br />
da Sig uweria mazebi da ekiTxeba<br />
Sotebs yovel saRamos, ro mazeb-<br />
Si jvrebi dausvas. unda aqsanas fufloCniki<br />
dabrecili?<br />
an vis gvinda ro?<br />
erTi eg ari, ro dabrecilma gitara<br />
daamuRama.<br />
adre ar icoda gitara da vabSe,<br />
sad Cven da sad gitara.<br />
ici rogor daamuRama? televizorSi<br />
uyurebda viRaca ro gitaraze<br />
ukravda da maita aqsan gitarao da<br />
daiwyo gameoreba.<br />
qarTulebs da egeT pontebs ki ar<br />
mReris, imenna uberavs.<br />
karoCe, natukas veunebi xolme, rame<br />
ro iyos, da me raRaca momivides,<br />
age nomeri da dareke da uTxari dabrecili<br />
vaxo minda da uTxari, qemeram<br />
werili waiRo da misaxedebi varTo.<br />
erTxel davTveriT magra me da dabrecili,<br />
kolxeTis restoranSi, dabrecils<br />
imena qarTuli restornebi<br />
uyvars da iq uTxariT erTmaneTs, ro<br />
Tu romelime pirveli daibrideba,<br />
mogebulis naxevarSi dabredilis<br />
ojaxi miyavs.<br />
ro davlevT xolme veunebi, Se dabrecilo,<br />
gaxsovs ra vibazreT maSin?<br />
Sen xo gaviwydeba.<br />
ris dabrecili vaxo eg iqneba, sityva<br />
pasuxi aq mokleebi, mara magari:<br />
egeni ar maviwydeba, eg ari rogorc<br />
Tavani. Tu damaviwydeba da maSin<br />
znaCit cxovreba damaviwyda.<br />
Tavans kide vin daaviwyebs. aqsana<br />
iq ar ari?<br />
me kide ras vfiqrof ici? ni dai<br />
bog da egre momivides, mec imedi maq<br />
ro natuka egre iqneba, aqsanaze magra<br />
iqneba da vafSe, roca swore qalia<br />
gverZe, vafSe raRa ari saSiSi miTxari.<br />
egre varT me da dabrecili.<br />
xandaxan ki mitydeba, ro vfiqrof,<br />
me ro egre momivides, natukam ramdeni<br />
unda qnas, mara saqneli unda qna, me<br />
rac nervozebi ar unda mqondes da ar<br />
viTarsebode, mainc egre mgonia.<br />
dabrecili kide, ari egre dabre-<br />
varT, Cvenc kmayofilebi varT.<br />
_ aqedan gamigrZele, Tu Zma xar,<br />
_ mogvmarTavs arCili xan erTs,<br />
xanac meores, _ midi, midi, TqvenTana<br />
var...<br />
Cvenc mivdivarT, ar vCerdebiT an<br />
ra gagvaCerebs, fanjrebi Riaa, saRamo<br />
mTeli ZaliT Semodis binaSi da<br />
Tanac TbilisSi varT, arCilTan _<br />
Cven saxlSi varT.<br />
_ es naRdad ar gecodinebaT. _<br />
iwyebs arCili.<br />
_ viciT, viciT. _ erTxmad vpasuxobT.<br />
_ saidan?<br />
_ igive wyaroebidan.<br />
_ yvelafris codna saxifaToa!<br />
_ egec viciT! _ samive viciniT<br />
da midis, grZeldeba, ar Tavdeba an<br />
ratom unda gaTavdes an Sewydes, dRes<br />
piriqiT, sxva, didi dasawyisis dRea,<br />
boTls jer mxolod sami TiTis dadeba<br />
aklia da me isic ki ar vici, rom<br />
gamTeniisas biZina da me vakis parkSi<br />
amovyofT Tavs, SadrevanTan, romelic<br />
gugunebs, brwyinavs, ifrqveva da<br />
imsxvreva da `ar Tavdeba~; da rom bi-<br />
Zina gaqroldeba da axalTaxali,<br />
`CekebSi~ nayidi fexsacmelebiT gadaeSveba<br />
auzSi da didxans iWyumpalavebs;<br />
da arCilis naCuqar Wiqas _<br />
saukeTeso sadRegrZelosaTvis _<br />
auzis fskers usaxsovrebs da mere,<br />
cili. bevri verc mixvdeba, ro dabrecilia,<br />
vis axsovs adre rogori iyo.<br />
dajdeba da ukravs gitaraze.<br />
zogjer mgonia, ro prostom unda<br />
ijdes da gitaraze ukravdes. magraT<br />
ukravs. me ki ver vxvdebi magra Tu ara,<br />
mara msiamovnebs, nata mec Tu egeTi<br />
rame gameCiTeba, rame ro momivides.<br />
sul naCuqrebSia, ra. aCuqa ra.<br />
ramdeni rame aCuqa, azze ro moxvide.<br />
me cotcotas mCuqnis.<br />
yvelas Tavisi zoma aq, Sen ras gazomav.<br />
prostom xandaxan mec minda xolme<br />
gitaraze dakvra. dabrecili ro ukravs<br />
xolme, mgonia ro me ukrav da mar-<br />
Tla aRar vici, cxovreba ra ari.<br />
erTi rame vici, cxovreba kaia, roca<br />
saxlSi mival da Tan dagruzuli ar<br />
var.<br />
dabrecilic aman gana ar gamoiyvana?<br />
aba sxva ram?<br />
biWi ro xar, sxvanairaT uyuref. me<br />
ro jarSi wamiyvanes, meTqi pontia, amaT<br />
rogor gavatanief, ar mindoda jarSi<br />
wasvla, futbolisti viyavi da prostom<br />
travmebi mqonda, muxlebi mqonda<br />
slabi, mara maSin xo ici imedi gaq, su<br />
vfiqrobdi, erTxel mnaxaven da dinamos<br />
dubls rogor ver gavqaCav, Cvidmeti<br />
wlis var. imena Cemze magra laparakobden.<br />
maSin,imena futbols iTamaSebso,<br />
mara age muxlebi da am dros<br />
mamaCemi gamovida, erTi Tve miyura,<br />
ori Tve miyura da davai jarSio. meTqi<br />
ar minda, dedaCems veunebi da arao, ase<br />
gonia ro, Semodgomaze sroki maq ukve<br />
da qurdobaze midixaro da ar undao.<br />
ar micnobda. xo ici, TiTon rogorc<br />
ucxovria kacs, Senc ise gonixar. am<br />
dros kide, meTqi biWo futboli minda,<br />
da am gazafxulis prizivze ar gamiSva?<br />
meTqi vsio, prisiagas ar miviRef.<br />
davjeqi da gamiSves leningradSi,<br />
pad leningrad Castia. bevri Castia.<br />
meTqi mkidia. vinc iq qarTvelebia,<br />
karantinSi veunebi, pagonebi ki damartyes,<br />
mara prisiagas ar miviRef.<br />
magari ambavi iyo, oTxi Tve ar miviRe<br />
prisiaga.<br />
rac mamaCemma leningads da Tbiliss<br />
Sua ifrina, egeTi me mgoni TiTon<br />
Citebsac ar ufrenia.<br />
Camovidoda, meTqi, xo gamouSvi, ar<br />
miviRef prisiagas.<br />
Camovidoda, meTqi ar miviRef.<br />
su generlebTan qonda laparaki,<br />
imito, ro maSin sad iyo egre ro saldati<br />
prisiagas ar iRefs.<br />
meTqi, ara Zmao, gamsrokon. ar mivi-<br />
Ref. ori weli rato unda viyo? prostom<br />
mamaCems veunebodi, ai, miTxari<br />
prostom rato unda viyo jarSi.<br />
eg xo ver metyoda, kanonia egeTio<br />
da unda kanons wayveo.<br />
karoCe, amas mere movyvebi, imas vfiqrob<br />
xolme, ro eg ambavi ra ari dabrecili<br />
vaxos ambavTan SedarebiT.<br />
gagrZeleba Semdeg nomerSi<br />
roca auzidan amosvlaSi davexmarebi,<br />
aucileblad SevekiTxebi:<br />
_ biWo, biZin, ratom gaakeTe es?<br />
_ es? _ svel tansacmelze daixedavs<br />
da ucnauri RimiliT ityvis, _ es<br />
gavakeTe imitom, rom es dRe arasodes<br />
gadamaviwydes...<br />
biZina xerxeuliZe
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