Hey Nostradamus! By Douglas Coupland
Hey Nostradamus! By Douglas Coupland
Hey Nostradamus! By Douglas Coupland
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That aside, I think you can safely say that a guy in West Vancouver facing the ocean writing stuff on a<br />
clipboard in the midafternoon has troubles. If I've learned anything in twenty-nine years, it's that every<br />
human being you see in the course of a day has a problem that's sucking up at least 70 percent of his or<br />
her radar. My gift - bad choice of words - is that I can look at you, him, her, them, whoever, and tell<br />
right away what is keeping them awake at night: money; feelings of insignificance; overwhelming<br />
boredom; evil children; job troubles; or perhaps death, in one of its many costumes, perched in the<br />
wings. What surprises me about humanity is that in the end such a narrow range of plights defines our<br />
moral lives.<br />
Whuppp . . .Joyce, my faithful white Lab, just bolted upright. What's up, girl, huh? Up is a Border collie<br />
with an orange tennis ball in his mouth: Brodie, Joyce's best friend. Time for an interruption - she's giving<br />
me that look.<br />
* * *<br />
An hour later:<br />
For what it's worth, I think God is how you deal with everything that's out of your own control. It's as<br />
good a definition as any. And I have to ...<br />
Wait: Joyce, beside me on the bench seat, having chewed her tennis ball into fragments, is obviously<br />
wondering why we should be parked so close to a beach yet not be throwing sticks into the ocean.<br />
Joyce never runs out of energy.<br />
Joyce, honey, hang in there. Papa's a social blank with a liver like theHindenburg, and he's<br />
embarrassed by how damaged he is and by how mediocre he turned out. And yes, your moist-eyed<br />
stare is a Ginsu knife slicing my heart in two like a beefsteak tomato - but I won't stop writing for<br />
a little while just yet.<br />
As you can see, I talk to dogs. All animals, really. They're much more direct than people. I knew that<br />
even before the massacre. Most people think I'm a near mute. Cheryl did. I wish I were a dog. I wish I<br />
were any animal other than a human being, even a bug.<br />
Joyce, by the way, was rejected by the Seeing Eye program because she's too small. Should<br />
reincarnation exist, I'd very much like to come back as a Seeing Eye dog. No finer calling exists. Joyce<br />
joined my life nearly a year ago, at the age of four months. I met her via this crone of a Lab breeder on<br />
Bowen Island whose dream kitchen I helped install. The dream kitchen was bait to tempt her Filipina<br />
housekeeper from fleeing to the big city. Joyce was the last of the litter, the gravest, saddest pup I'd ever<br />
seen. She slept on my leather coat during the days and then spelunked into my armpits for warmth during<br />
breaks. That breeder was no dummy. After a few weeks she said, "Look, you two are in love. You do<br />
know that, don't you?" I hadn't thought of it that way, but once the words were spoken, it was obvious.<br />
She said, "I think you were meant for each other. Come in on the weekend and put the double-pane<br />
windows in the TV room, and she's yours." Of course I installed the windows.<br />
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