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“Found a gym. Hacky.”<br />
“Hackney.”<br />
The doors opened and the crowd moved forward, taking Hollis with it.<br />
“Thought it was where they invented the sack.” Disappointed. “Kind of like Silverlake.<br />
Fixed-up. Creatives. But the gym’s old-school. MMA.”<br />
The doors closed behind her, the embrace of the crowd, mildly personal smells, the<br />
roll-aboard against her leg. “What’s that?”<br />
“Mixed martial arts,” said Heidi, as if pleased with a dessert menu.<br />
“Don’t,” advised Hollis. “Remember the boxers.” The train began to move. “Gotta go.”<br />
“Fine,” said Heidi, and was gone.<br />
Six minutes on Line 10 and she was on another platform, Odéon, wheel ticking. Then<br />
telescoping the bag’s handle to carry it up the stairs, into slanting sunlight and the sound<br />
and smell of the traffic on St. Germain, all of this entirely too familiar, as though she’d<br />
never left, and now the fear surfacing, acknowledgement that Heidi was right, that she’d<br />
tricked herself into revisiting the scene of a perfect crime. Dreamlike reactivation of<br />
passion. The smell of his neck. His library of scars, hieroglyphic, waiting to be traced.<br />
“Oh, please,” she said. Snapping out the bag’s handle, trundling it across wheel-eating<br />
cobbles, toward the hotel. Past the candyseller’s wagon. Then the window offering fancy<br />
dress. Satin capes, plague-doctor masks with penile noses. The smart little drugstore at<br />
the angle of two streets, offering hydraulic breast-massage devices and Swiss skin serums<br />
packaged like the latest in vaccines.<br />
Into the hotel, where the man at the desk recognized but didn’t greet her. Discretion<br />
rather than a lack of friendliness. She gave her name, signed in, confirmed that Milgrim’s<br />
room was on her card, received her key on a heavy brass medallion cast with the head of<br />
a lion. Then into the elevator, smaller even than the one at Cabinet but more modern, like<br />
a pale bronze telephone booth. The feeling of being in a telephone booth almost forgotten<br />
now. How things went away.<br />
In the third-floor hallway, massive crooked timbers stood exposed. A maid’s cart with<br />
towels and miniature soaps. Unlocking the door to her room.<br />
Which to her considerable relief was neither of the two she’d stayed in with Garreth,<br />
though the view was virtually identical. A room the size of the bathroom at Cabinet,<br />
smaller perhaps. All dark reds and black and Chinese gold; some weird chinoiserie that<br />
Cabinet’s decorators would have supercharged with busts of Mao and heroic proletarian<br />
posters.<br />
It seemed odd, to not be in Cabinet, and that struck her as a bad sign.<br />
I should find a flat, she said to herself, realizing she had no idea what country she<br />
should find it in, let alone which city. Putting her bag on the bed. Scarcely room to walk,<br />
here, except for a narrow circuit around the bed. Reflexively ducking the determinedly<br />
nondigital television slung in its white-painted bracket from the ceiling. Garreth had cut<br />
his head on one.