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All The Names - Jose Saramago

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situation, the law giving advice to the criminal, gave him a certain subversive pleasure. <strong>The</strong> affair of the<br />

unknown woman had reached its end, all that was needed now was the inquiry at the school, then the<br />

inspection of the apartment, and, if he had time, he would drop in on the lady in the ground-floor<br />

apartment to tell her about the latest developments, and then nothing. He wondered how he would live his<br />

life from then on, if he would go back to his collections of famous people, for a few brief seconds he<br />

imagined himself sitting at the table in the evening, with a pile of newspapers and magazines beside him,<br />

cutting out articles and photographs and trying to guess whether a celebrity was on the rise or,<br />

alternatively, on the wane, occasionally in the past he had foreseen the fate of certain people who later<br />

became important, occasionally he had been the first to suspect that the laurels of this man or that woman<br />

were beginning to fade, to wrinkle, to crumble into dust, It all ends up in the rubbish bin, said Senhor<br />

José, without quite knowing, at that precise moment, if he meant lost reputations or his clippings<br />

collection.<br />

With the sun beating down on the facade, the trees in the playground looking green and leafy and the<br />

flower beds blooming, there was nothing about the appearance of the school that recalled the gloomy<br />

edifice into which Senhor José had entered one rainy night, by scaling its walls and breaking in. Now he<br />

was going in through the main door, he was saying to a member of the staff, I need to talk to the<br />

headmaster, no, I'm not a parent and I'm not a supplier of school materials, I work for the Central Registry,<br />

it's an official matter. <strong>The</strong> woman rang an internal number, she told someone about the visitor's arrival,<br />

then she said, Please go up, the headmaster's in the secretary's office on the second floor, Thank you, said<br />

Senhor José, and began going calmly up the stairs, he already knew that the secretary's office was on the<br />

second floor. <strong>The</strong> headmaster was talking to a woman who presumably was in charge, he was saying to<br />

her, I need that chart tomorrow without fail, and she was saying, I'll make sure you get it, Senhor José had<br />

stopped in the doorway, waiting for them to notice him. <strong>The</strong> headmaster finished his conversation and<br />

looked at him, only then did Senhor José say, Good morning, headmaster, then, with his identity card in<br />

his hand, he took three steps forward, As you can see, I work for the Central Registry, I've come on an<br />

official matter. <strong>The</strong> headmaster made as if to brush aside the identity card, then asked, What's it about, It's<br />

about one of your teachers, And what has the Central Registry got to do with the teachers at this school,<br />

Not as teachers, but as the people they are or were, Could you explain what you mean, We're carrying out<br />

an investigation into the phenomenon of suicide, both its psychological aspects and its sociological<br />

implications, and I've been put in charge of the case of a lady who taught mathematics at this school and<br />

who recently committed suicide. <strong>The</strong> headmaster put on a sorrowful face, Poor woman, he said, it's a very<br />

sad story that I don't think any of us has as yet really understood My first action said Senhor José using the<br />

most official language he could, would be to compare the identifying data that we have in the archives in<br />

the Central Registry with the lady's professional registration, I suppose you mean the staff list, I do, sir.<br />

<strong>The</strong> headmaster turned to the woman in charge of the secretary's office, Find me her record card, will you,<br />

We still haven't taken it out of the drawer, the woman said in an apologetic tone, at the same time running<br />

her fingers across the cards in a drawer, Here it is, she said. Senhor José felt a sharp contraction in the pit<br />

of his stomach, a feeling of dizziness swept through his brain, but, fortunately, it came to nothing more,<br />

this man's nervous system really is in a terrible state, not that we can blame him in the circumstances, we<br />

have only to remember that the card being shown to him now was within his grasp that night, it would<br />

have been just a matter of opening that drawer, the one with the label that says Teachers, but how could he<br />

have imagined that the young girl he was looking for would be teaching mathematics in the very school<br />

she had studied at. Disguising his agitation, but not the tremor in his hands, Senhor José pretended to<br />

compare the card from the school with the copy of the card from the Central Registry, then he said, It's the<br />

same person. <strong>The</strong> headmaster looked at him with interest, Don't you feel well, he asked, and he replied<br />

simply, It's just that I'm not as young as I used to be, Right, I imagine you'll want to ask me a few<br />

questions, I will, Come with me then, we'll go to my study. Senhor José smiled to himself as he followed

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