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ages, return to the world from which, by one last, unnecessary act of violence, they were removed. Just as<br />
definitive death is the ultimate fruit of the will to forget, so the will to remember will perpetuate our<br />
lives. Were I expecting you to express an opinion you would perhaps argue, with what you fondly imagine<br />
to be subtlety, that such a perpetuity will be of no use to those who have died. That would be the argument<br />
of one who sees no further than the end of his own nose. In that case, and always assuming I took the<br />
trouble to respond, I would have to explain to you that I have been talking only about life here, not death,<br />
and if you failed to realise that before, that is because you will never be capable of understanding<br />
anything at all.<br />
<strong>The</strong> reverential silence in which the final part of his speech had been heard was rudely shaken by the<br />
sarcasm of those last words. <strong>The</strong> Registrar had gone back to being the boss they had always known,<br />
arrogant and ironic, implacable in his judgements, rigorous as regards discipline, as he immediately went<br />
on to demonstrate, Purely in your interests, not in mine, I must make it clear to you that you would be<br />
making the biggest mistake of your lives if you were to consider the fact that I have spoken to you with an<br />
open heart and mind a sign of personal weakness or a diminution of official authority. <strong>The</strong> reason I did not<br />
simply issue an order for the reintegration or unification of the two archives to take place, without further<br />
explanation, as I would have been perfectly entitled to do, was that I wanted you to understand the deeper<br />
reasons behind the decision, it was because I wanted the work awaiting you to be carried out in the spirit<br />
of one who feels he is engaged in building something and not with the sense of bureaucratic alienation of<br />
one who has simply been ordered to put one set of papers together with another. Discipline in the Central<br />
Registry will continue to be what it has always been, no distractions, no daydreaming, no word not<br />
direcdy concerned with work, no unpunctuality, no negligence in matters of personal behaviour, in either<br />
manners or appearance. Senhor José thought, He must mean me, because I haven't shaved, but this didn't<br />
worry him, the reference was probably intended to be a general one, but, just in case, he lowered his head<br />
very slowly, like a student who has not learned his lesson and wants to avoid being called to the<br />
blackboard. It seemed that the speech had reached its end, but no one moved, they had to await the order<br />
to go back to work, which is why they all jumped when the Registrar said in a loud, sharp tone, Senhor<br />
José. Senhor José got swiftly to his feet, What can he want of me, he no longer thought that the reason for<br />
that abrupt call could be his unshaven beard, something far more serious than a simple reprimand was<br />
about to take place, or so he judged from the severe expression on the Registrars face, at least that was<br />
what a terrible fear was beginning to scream at him inside his head when he saw the Registrar advancing<br />
in his direction, stopping in front of him, Senhor José can barely breathe, he awaits the first word as a<br />
condemned man waits for the blade to fall, for the rope to tighten or for the firing squad to shoot, then the<br />
Registrar said, That beard. He then turned on his heel and signalled to his deputies for work to<br />
recommence. <strong>The</strong>re was a certain look of placid calm on his face now, an air of strange peace, as if he<br />
too had come to the end of a day's work. No one will share these impressions with Senhor José, in the<br />
first place, so as not to fill his head with even more fantasies, secondly, because the order is clear, No<br />
word not direcdy concerned with work.