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least be carried out sitting down. <strong>The</strong> errors of copyists are the least excusable, there's no point in their<br />

coming to us and saying, I got distracted, on the contrary, recognising that one was distracted is the same<br />

as confessing that one was thinking about something else instead of giving full attention to the names and<br />

dates whose supreme importance lies in the fact that, in the present instance, it is those names and dates<br />

that give legal existence to the reality of existence. Especially the name of the person who was born. A<br />

simple error of transcription, a change in the initial letter of a surname for example, would mean that the<br />

index card would be put in the wrong place possibly far from where it should be as would inevitably<br />

happen in this Central Registry, where there are so many names, indeed where all the names are if the<br />

clerk who in times past had copied Senhor José's name onto the card had written José instead his mind<br />

confused by a similarity in pronunciation that verges on coincidence, there would be no end of work,<br />

involved, in trying to find the lost record card in order to write on it any of the three most commonly<br />

occurring notes marriage divorce death two more or less avoidable, the other not. That is why Senhor<br />

José copies with the greatest of care, letter by letter, these proofs of the existence of these new beings<br />

which have been entrusted to him, he has already transcribed sixteen birth certificates, now he is drawing<br />

the seventeenth towards him, he's preparing the record card, when his hand suddenly trembles, his eyes<br />

swim, beads of sweat appear on his forehead. <strong>The</strong> name before him, of a person of the female sex, is, in<br />

almost every detail, identical to that of the unknown woman, only the last name is different, and even then,<br />

the first letter is the same. It is highly likely that this card, bearing the name that it does, will have to be<br />

filed immediately after the other one, which is why Senhor José, like someone unable to control his<br />

impatience as the moment of a long-awaited encounter approaches, got up from his chair as soon as he<br />

had finished the transcription, ran to the appropriate drawer in the card index, nervously riffled through<br />

the cards, looked for and found the place. <strong>The</strong> unknown woman's card was not there. <strong>The</strong> fatal words<br />

immediately flashed up in Senhor José's head, the fulminating words, She's dead. Because Senhor José<br />

knows that the absence of a card from the card-index system inevitably means the death of the person<br />

whose name is on the card, he has lost count of the cards which he himself, in his twenty-five years as a<br />

civil servant, has removed from there and carried to the archive of the dead, but now he is refusing to<br />

accept the evidence that this could be the reason for the disappearance, some careless, incompetent<br />

colleague must have misfiled the card, perhaps it's a little further on a. little further back, Senhor José, out<br />

of desperation, wants to deceive himself, never, in all the centuries of the Central Registry's existence, has<br />

a card in this index system been misplaced there is only one possibility only one that the woman might<br />

still be alive, and that is if her card is temporarily in the possession of one of the other clerks because<br />

some new piece of information is to be added to it, Perhaps she's got married again, thought Senhor José,<br />

and, for an instant, his unexpected irritation at the idea mitigated his disquiet. <strong>The</strong>n, barely noticing what<br />

he was doing, he placed the card onto which he had copied the details from the birth certificate in the<br />

place of the one that had disappeared, and, his legs trembling, he returned to his desk. He could not ask<br />

his colleagues if, by any chance, they had the woman's card, he could not walk around all their desks<br />

trying to get a glimpse of the papers they were working on, all he could do was watch the drawer in the<br />

card-index system to see if someone replaced the small cardboard rectangle taken from there by mistake<br />

or for a less routine reason than death. <strong>The</strong> hours passed, morning gave way to afternoon, Senhor José<br />

barely managed to eat a thing at lunchtime, he must have something wrong with his throat to be so easily<br />

afflicted by these knots, these tightnesses, these anxieties. During the whole day not one colleague went to<br />

open that drawer, not one lost card found its way back, the unknown woman was dead.

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