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All The Names - Jose Saramago

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that's sacred, Mr. Clerk, at least so they say, But in the name of decency, you should have a minimum of<br />

respect for the person who died, people come here to remember their relatives and friends, to meditate or<br />

pray, to place flowers or to weep before a beloved name, and now it seems, because of one mischievous<br />

shepherd, the person lying there has another name entirely, these venerable mortal remains don't belong to<br />

the person they were thought to belong to, that way, you make death a farce, Personally, I don't believe one<br />

can show greater respect than to weep for a stranger, But death, What, Death should be respected, And<br />

what in your opinion does respecting death involve, Not profaning it for a start, Death itself cannot be<br />

profaned, You know very well that it's the dead I'm talking about, not death itself, And can you see the<br />

slightest sign of profanation here, Swapping the names around is hardly a minor profanation, Well, I can<br />

understand a clerk in the Central Registry having ideas like that about names. <strong>The</strong> shepherd stopped, made<br />

a sign to the dog to go and fetch a sheep that had wandered off, then went on, I haven't yet told you the<br />

reason why I began changing the numbers on the graves, I doubt it's of any interest to me, I'm sure it will<br />

be, Go on then, If, as I believe, it's true that people who commit suicide do so because they don't want to<br />

be found, these people here, thanks to what you called a mischievous shepherd, are now free forever from<br />

importunate visitors, in truth, not even I, even if I wanted to, would be able to remember where the<br />

numbers should be, all I know is what I think when I pass by these marble stones complete with the<br />

person's name and the correct dates of birth and death, What do you think, That it's possible not to see a<br />

lie even when it's right in front of us. <strong>The</strong> mist had vanished a long time ago, you could now see how large<br />

the flock of sheep was. <strong>The</strong> shepherd made a movement above his head with the crook, it was an order for<br />

the dog to gather the sheep together. <strong>The</strong> shepherd said, It's time for me to take the sheep away, the guides<br />

might find me here, I can already see the lights of two cars, but they're not coming this way, I'm going to<br />

stay for a while longer, said Senhor José, Are you really going to report me, asked the shepherd, I'm a<br />

man of my word, what is sworn is sworn, <strong>The</strong>y'd probably tell you to keep your mouth shut anyway, Why,<br />

Imagine the work involved in disinterring all these people and identifying them, many of them are nothing<br />

more than dust now anyway. <strong>The</strong> sheep were all gathered together, apart from the occasional straggler<br />

which came leaping nimbly over the graves to escape the dog and join its sisters. <strong>The</strong> shepherd asked,<br />

Were you a friend or a relative of the person you came to visit, I didn't even know her, And despite that<br />

you came looking for her, It was precisely because I didn't know her that I came looking for her, You see I<br />

was right when I said that one can show no greater respect than to weep for a stranger, Goodbye, We<br />

might see each other again sometime, I doubt it, You never know, Who are you, I'm the shepherd of these<br />

sheep, And that's all, That's all. A light flickered in the distance, That one's coming over here, said Senhor<br />

José, It looks like it, said the shepherd. With the dog at their head, the flock began to move towards the<br />

bridge. Before disappearing behind the trees on the other side, the shepherd turned around and waved.<br />

Senhor José waved back. He could see the intermittent light on the guides' car more clearly now. It<br />

disappeared occasionally into a hollow or was momentarily concealed from view by one of the motley<br />

structures in the cemetery, the towers, the obelisks, the pyramids, then it reappeared, brighter, nearer, and<br />

it was coming fast, a clear sign that there were not many people accompanying it. When he had said to the<br />

shepherd, I'm going to stay for a while longer, Senhor José's intention had been merely to remain alone for<br />

a few minutes before setting off again. He just wanted to ponder his own feelings a little, to judge the real<br />

depths of his disappointment, to accept it, to put his spirit to rest, to say once more, It's over, but now he<br />

had another idea. He went across to one of the graves and adopted the pose of someone meditating deeply<br />

on the irremediable precariousness of existence, on the vacuity of all dreams and all hopes, on the<br />

absolute fragility of worldly and divine glories. He was so deep in thought that he didn't even appear to<br />

notice the arrival of the guides and the half dozen or so people, slightly more, accompanying the coffin.<br />

He did not move during the whole time that it took to open the grave, lower the coffin, fill in the hole,<br />

make the usual mound with the surplus earth. He did not move when one of the guides placed at the head<br />

of the mound the black metal tag marked in white with the number of the grave. He did not move when the

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