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All The Names - Jose Saramago

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thinks of the vast amount of space they would have saved if the dead had been buried standing up, side by<br />

side, in serried ranks, like soldiers at attention, and at their head, as the only sign of their presence there,<br />

a stone cube on which would be written, on the five visible sides, the principal facts about the life of the<br />

deceased, five stone squares like five pages, the summary of a whole book that had proved impossible to<br />

write. Almost as far as the horizon, far, far into the distance, Senhor José can see slowly moving lights,<br />

like yellow lightning, flicking on and off at constant intervals, they are the guides' cars calling to the<br />

people behind them, Follow me, Follow me, one of them suddenly stops, the light disappears, that means<br />

it's reached its destination. Senhor José looked up at the sun, then at his watch, it's getting late, he'll have<br />

to walk fast if he wants to reach the unknown woman before dusk He consulted the map, ran his index<br />

finger over it to reconstruct, approximately, the route he had followed from the administrative building to<br />

the place where he now finds himself, compared it with the distance he still has to walk and almost lost<br />

courage. In a straight line, according to the scale, it would be about three miles, but, as we have already<br />

said, in the General Cemetery, the straight continuous line never lasts for long, to those three miles as the<br />

crow flies, you will have to add another two, or possibly three, travelling overland. Senhor José<br />

calculated the amount of time left and the strength still remaining in his legs, he heard a prudent voice<br />

telling him to leave it for another day, when he had more time to visit the grave of the unknown woman,<br />

because, now he knows where she is, any taxi or bus could drop him off nearer to the actual place,<br />

skirting around the cemetery, as families do when they come to weep over their loved ones and place new<br />

flowers in the jars or refresh the water, especially in summer. Senhor José was still weighing this<br />

perplexing problem when he remembered his adventure at the school, the grim, rainy night, the steep,<br />

slippery mountain slope of the porch roof, and then, soaked from head to toe, his grazed knee rubbing<br />

painfully against his trousers, his anxious search inside the building, and how, by dint of tenacity and<br />

intelligence, he had managed to conquer his own fears and overcome the thousand difficulties that blocked<br />

his path until he discovered and finally entered the mysterious attic, confronting a darkness even more<br />

frightening than that in the archive of the dead. Anyone brave enough to do all that had no right to feel<br />

discouraged by the thought of a walk, however long it might be, especially when doing so in the frank<br />

brilliance of the bright sun which, as we all know, is the friend of heroes. If the shades of dusk caught up<br />

with him before he had reached the unknown woman's grave, if night came to cut off all paths back,<br />

sowing them with invisible terrors and preventing him from going any farther, he could lie down on one of<br />

these mossy stones, with a sad stone angel to watch over his sleep, and wait for the birth of the new day.<br />

Or else he could shelter beneath a flying buttress like that one over there, thought Senhor José, but then it<br />

occurred to him that, farther on, he wouldn't find any flying buttresses. Thanks to the generations yet to<br />

come and to the consequent development of civil engineering, it won't be long before they invent less<br />

expensive means of holding up a wall, indeed it is in the General Cemetery that the results of progress are<br />

set out before the eyes of the studious or the merely curious, there are even those who say that a cemetery<br />

like this is a kind of library which contains not books but buried people, it really doesn't matter, you can<br />

learn as much from people as from books. Senhor José looked back, from where he was he could see only<br />

the roof ridge of the administrative building above the taller funerary monuments, I had no idea I'd come<br />

so far, he murmured, and having said that, as if, in order to make a decision, he had needed only to hear<br />

the sound of his own voice he once more continued on. his way When he at last reached the section of the<br />

suicides, with the sky already sifting the still-white ashes of the dusk, he thought that he must have gone<br />

the wrong way or that there was something wrong with the map. Before him was a great expanse of field,<br />

with numerous trees, almost a wood, where the graves, apart from the barely visible gravestones, seemed<br />

more like tufts of natural vegetation. You could not see the stream from there, but you could hear the<br />

lightest of murmurs slipping over the stones, and in the atmosphere, which was like green glass, there<br />

hovered a coolness which was not just the usual coolness of the first hour of dusk. Being so recent, only a<br />

matter of a few days ago, the grave of the unknown woman must be on the outer limit of the area, the

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