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<strong>High</strong> <strong>Fidelity</strong><br />
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Page 97 of 112<br />
6/20/2006<br />
shop and talk about sandwich fillings and sax solos all day, and I love it. And I know thirtysometing is<br />
soppy and clichéd and American and naff, I can see that. But when you’re sitting in a one-bedroom flat<br />
in Crouch End and your business is going down the toilet and your girlfriend’s gone off with the guy<br />
from the flat upstairs, a starring role in a real-life episode of thirtysometing, with all the kids and<br />
marriages and jobs and barbecues and k.d. lang CDs that this implies, seems more than one could<br />
possibly ask of life.<br />
The first time I had a crush on anyone was four or five years before Alison Ashworth came along. We<br />
were on holiday in Cornwall, and a couple of honeymooners had the next breakfast table to us, and we<br />
got talking to them, and I fell in love with both of them. It wasn’t one or the other, it was the unit. (And<br />
now that I come to think about it, it was maybe these two as much as Dusty Springfield that gave me<br />
unrealistic expectations about relationships.) I think that each was trying, as newlyweds sometimes do,<br />
to show that they were brilliant with kids, that he’d make a brilliant dad and she’d make a fantastic<br />
mum, and I got the benefit of it: they took me swimming and rock-pooling, and they bought me Sky<br />
Rays, and when they left I was heartbroken.<br />
It’s kind of like that tonight, with Paul and Miranda. I fall in love with both of them—with what they<br />
have, and the way they treat each other, and the way they make me feel as if I am the new center of their<br />
world. I think they’re great, and I want to see them twice a week every week for the rest of my life.<br />
Only right at the end of the evening do I realize that I’ve been set up. Miranda’s upstairs with their<br />
little boy; Paul’s gone to see whether there’s any ropy holiday liqueurs moldering in the back of a<br />
cupboard anywhere, so that we can stoke up the log-fire glow we all have in our stomachs.<br />
“Go and look at their records,” says Laura.<br />
“I don’t have to. I am capable of surviving without turning my nose up at other people’s record<br />
collections, you know.”<br />
“Please. I want you to.”<br />
So I wander over to the shelf, and turn my head to one side and squint, and sure enough, it’s a disaster<br />
area, the sort of CD collection that is so poisonously awful that it should be put in a steel case and<br />
shipped off to some Third World waste dump. They’re all there: Tina Turner, Billy Joel, Kate Bush,<br />
Pink Floyd, Simply Red, the Beatles, of course, Mike Oldfield (Tubular Bells I and II), Meat Loaf … I<br />
don’t have much time to examine the vinyl, but I see a couple of Eagles records, and I catch a glimpse of<br />
what looks suspiciously like a Barbara Dickson album.<br />
Paul comes back into the room.<br />
“I shouldn’t think you approve of many of those, do you”<br />
“Oh, I don’t know. They were a good band, the Beatles.”<br />
He laughs. “We’re not very up on things, I’m afraid. We’ll have to come into the shop, and you can<br />
put us right.”<br />
“Each to his own, I say.”<br />
Laura looks at me. “I’ve never heard you say it before. I thought ‘each to his own’ was the kind of<br />
sentiment that’d be enough to get you hung in the brave new Fleming world.”<br />
I manage a crooked smile, and hold out my brandy glass for some ancient Drambuie out of a sticky<br />
bottle.<br />
“You did that deliberately,” I say to her on the way home. “You knew all along I’d like them. It was a<br />
trick.—”<br />
“Yeah. I tricked you into meeting some people you’d think were great. I conned you into having a nice<br />
evening.”<br />
“You know what I mean.”<br />
“Everybody’s faith needs testing from time to time. I thought it would be amusing to introduce you to<br />
someone with a Tina Turner album, and then see whether you still felt the same.”<br />
I’m sure I do. Or at least, I’m sure I will. But tonight, I have to confess (but only to myself, obviously)<br />
that maybe, given the right set of peculiar, freakish, probably unrepeatable circumstances, it’s not what