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her uncle. He had a very large place. "Why don'tyou <strong>com</strong>e and stay with us?" she asked. "I'll payfor your ticket." Thinking that it had to be betterthan sleeping in the bus station, he agreed.When the bus arrived at their stop, theyoung lady made a phone call and a limousinesoon picked them up. When the limo arrived atits destination, there was an elderly gentlemanwho gave the young lady a big hug. The younglady then said, "John, I would like for you tomeet my uncle, Enzo Ferrari."He stayed as Ferrari's guest for over amonth. If it were not for the photographs, Iwould not have believed it. He had pictures ofhimself and Ferrari at the breakfast table, in theswimming pool, pictures of them together all overthe place including, of course, a picture of himand Ferrari, in a Ferrari.The miracle that I had been waiting fornever came. The year was up, and Michele hadnot improved. I was still hoping and praying. Ithink I was beginning to realize that Michelewould never be able to c<strong>are</strong> for herself. I waspraying that Lyn would change her mind aboutliving with Michele. Never once did Michele showany sign of aggression or hostility towardMatthew or Shannon. I never understood Lyn'sinsistence that Michele move out of our home.208
Michele was such a beautiful child. Her faceseemed to radiate with purity and innocence. Ihad previously put her name on the waiting listfor Suffolk State. To do so, I had to use a fakeaddress. Suffolk State did not accept childrenfrom Brooklyn. Brooklyn children went toWillowbrook. I had visited Suffolk State and theyhad shown me quaint little cottages and prettylittle schoolrooms. A social worker who knew ofmy situation had pulled every string imaginableto get Michele accepted there.The day came. Michele and I drove out toHuntington, Long Island. My heart felt like it wasthe size of a watermelon. It was difficult tobreathe. I refused to cry. Why would I cry if Ibelieved that this was the best thing for her?When we arrived, a doctor took Micheleto be "processed." I was then shown around theinstitution. What I was shown had littleresemblance to the quaint little cottages that Ihad seen on my previous tour. Again there wereiron bars. The smell of feces was overwhelming. Iwas shown the evaluation room. This is whereMichele would stay for her first thirty days ofevaluation. It was a cage. I was then handed theform to sign to give my permission to injectMichele with hepatitis.209
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The Cover PhotographThis is a pictu
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When a working New York City actorb
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in 1968 at the Pocket Theatre on Se
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had the idea of little league sport
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the wheel to make sure that our min
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What could I do? My father was goin
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would personally guarantee that it
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Like most of us at the time, I was
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good.” I was working around the c
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We all tried to communicate with al
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my better eye in an effort to stren
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uckled another laced…” It just
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"He and his girlfriend went upstate
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Chapter 2Wayne University would hav
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pictures of naked people were doing
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Let me throw in a bit of trivia. Th
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this is never mentioned in the anti
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old newspapers. No one else knew of
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pay, I had to purchase a bunch of i
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Presbyterian Church. It was intende
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Francisco, are all remembered as ma
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apologized, took a bow, and went ou
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still considered myself a devout Ch
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single beds, but I apparently slept
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I disagreed with much of what he wa
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Fred Barnett worked for his father,
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to stay and for the next five weeks
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very nervous. I only had a few doll
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of the producers of Lorraine Hansbe
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surprise, when I offered him a job,
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open The Vanguard Playhouse and the
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A new, unknown Detroit actor hadaud
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I would have to wait until I got to
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Chapter 4So here it is, the fall of
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an into Chuck. He asked if we could
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Canyon. As a former ministerial stu
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into San Francisco several times so
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I then returned to the papers and t
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quiet. Her roommate, apparently ana
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I then moved into the space we were
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extensive search, I settled on a yo
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collected deposit bottles and bough
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open the top half of the door. One
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and spray-paint them. A very inexpe
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day and night for several months re
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After a few days in Detroit, I was
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able to find out if I was going to
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kasha?" I inquired. "The germ of ba
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meet me. After arriving in the moun
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ight. I apologize. Thank you." I ha
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When the season was over, Joan and
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lab. I don't remember what Joan's j
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that I could comprehend the extent
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When I told Modernage that I wasqui
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an agent. I didn't. I'd never been
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After that night in the dressing ro
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114
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of punching the guy out. This was n
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actors are signed to contracts. Nor
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The Festival finished the season bu
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something drastic to get his attent
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Not wanting the audience to miss an
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young couple spend the night in the
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When Joan returned, she and I went
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I got a call from a director with w
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would not do my bit. Sure enough, w
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134
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from Ulysses. The implication was t
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shoes. When asked why he became an
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The next morning she left me in the
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ealized that we were the most theat
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ules specified that producers had t
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asked if she could speak with me pr
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through a farmers’ market with a
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office would be open at 10pm. This
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University. I didn't know what to d
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"Hey, what about me?" I shouted. I
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"rape" was meant in a classic sense
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Page 172 and 173: Michele's pleated skirts, and I pra
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Page 178 and 179: One of them returned and handed me
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Page 184 and 185: I took Michele to another psychiatr
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Page 194 and 195: Twenty-eight years later, her mothe
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Page 200 and 201: Lyn moved in with me. Life was good
Page 202 and 203: He said, "Please don't be angry wit
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Page 206 and 207: We arrived at the falls and got a m
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Page 210 and 211: Matthew seemed to know from the sta
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Page 216 and 217: My watermelon heart broke. I ran an
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Page 222 and 223: emained close friends, but Jim beca
Page 224 and 225: difficult to keep people when you c
Page 226 and 227: together. We then voted on the vari
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Page 240 and 241: the night on the eastern end of Pen
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Page 244 and 245: One of my new employees was fromCal
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lawyers and accountants advise new
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was to be C.O.D. The first order wa
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Lyn's father's health was beginning
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Michele had been at the new school
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We all knew that the Walshs would n
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My business was doing well, but our
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the nursing home and have no rent t
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friend had divorced his wife, quit
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that I needed. The computers did no
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There was an article in The New Yor
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one so many times. He asked for my
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Lynne was not overjoyed at the pros
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After each fight, we would then arg
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Business was good. Lynne and I deci
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dropped dead that night. I would ha
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Alex Vadell was also a master. Soon
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ignored each other, but the dogs ne
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end. I always had Michele as an exc
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ecome more aware of the extent of d
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had no difficulty in figuring out t
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From what I could gather, at thebeg
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garbage dumps that still had used c
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Theatre Row tenants. As of July 198
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Lynne and I had a wonderful time in
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By the end of the first week of Jud
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eturn, they got the use of the thea
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disorder was out of remission. She
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During the rehearsal, most of theau
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esponse, and we walked up Eighth Av
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space. Do they understand the fact
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six months. How could I turn down a
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went to get something to eat. When
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Lynne and I didn’t fully apprecia
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"My department at Lehman Brotherssp
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Make sure our film recorder can dow
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other times when I thought that I w
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there was no slide work, he could d
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the marriage was over? Kaput? I hop
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As large as this new apartment was,
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We, of course, would then go to the
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seem to me to show a lack of faith.
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later in hope that I would be aslee
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I couldn’t help but think how sad
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from the rental of the co-op, and I
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my arm down so fast that I had no t
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Shannon and Jeff told me about a sh
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mentioned that I did not have room
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floors, cleaned the bathrooms and t
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interested because there was not mu
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from old Theatre Magazines from the
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laid off twenty-five percent of the
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But as much as I love Lyn, my child
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More MemoriesWhen I told Barry LaVi
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Alice Davies. Cliff Ammon telling m
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High School RomanceI hope I didn't
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to evaluate the speed and angle of
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I told my friend that it was a part
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Paris with The Paper Bag Players. H
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happy about their streets being fil
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HeresyForty-five years after my cal
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