The Sum of All Fears.pdf - Delta Force

You are turning into one of them . . .
He'd fought – he had killed – to defend his family. Maybe Elliot was offended by
that, but in quiet moments like this, Jack remembered the times with a thin,
grim smile. Not two hundred yards from where he now sat, he'd drilled three
rounds into a terrorist's chest, coldly and efficiently – steel on target! –
validating all the things they'd taught him at Quantico. That his heart had been
beating a thousand times per second, that he'd come close to wetting his pants,
that he'd had to swallow back his vomit, were small things. He'd done what he
had to do, and because of that his wife and children were alive. He was a man
who'd proven his manhood in every possible way – winning and marrying a
wonderful girl, fathering two God-sent children, defending all of them with
skill and courage. Every time fate had presented its challenge, Jack had met it
and gotten the job done.
Yeah, he told himself, smiling at the TV. Screw Liz Elliot. That was a humorous
thought. Who, he asked himself, would want to? That cold, skinny bitch, with her
arrogance and . . . what else? Ryan's mind paused, seeking the answer to the
question, What else? She was weak, wasn't she? Weak and timid. Beneath all the
bluster and the hardness, what was really in there? Probably not much. He'd seen
that sort of National Security Advisor before. Cutter, unwilling to face the
music. Liz Elliot. Who'd want to screw her? Not very smart, and nothing in there
to back up what smarts she did have. Good thing for her that the President had
Bunker and Talbot to fall back on.
You're better than all of them. It was a satisfying thought to accompany the end
of this glass of wine. Why not have another? This stuff really isn't all that
bad, is it?
When Ryan returned, he saw Cathy was back also, going over her patient notes in
the high-backed chair she liked.
'Want a glass of wine, honey?'
Dr Caroline Ryan shook her head. 'I have two procedures tomorrow.'
Jack came around to take his place in the other chair, almost not glancing at
his wife, but he caught her out the corner of his eye.
'Wow.'
Cathy looked up from her paperwork to grin at him. Her face was nicely made-up.
Jack wondered how she'd managed not to mess her hair up in the shower.
'Where did you get that?'
'Out of a catalog.'
'Whose, Fredericks?'
Dr Caroline Muller Ryan, M.D., F.A.C.S., was dressed in a black peignoir that
was a masterpiece of revelation and concealment. He couldn't tell what held the
robe portion in place. Underneath was something filmy and . . . very nice. The
color was odd, though, Cathy's nighties were all white. He'd never forgotten the
wonderful white one she'd worn on their wedding night. Not that she'd been a
virgin at the time, but somehow that white silk had made her so . . . that, too,
was a memory that would never go away, Jack told himself. She'd never worn it
since, saying that like her wedding dress, it was something only to be used
once. What have I done to earn this wonderful girl? Jack asked himself.
'To what do I owe this honor?' Jack asked.