L&R June Magazine 2017

stand or be ready to suffer once the
session arrives. That awakes our inner
snakes, as he likes to say.
Conversations increase and lead our
desires to a point and help me to be
prepared to something we agreed to
explore. Sometimes I know what is
waiting for me, sometimes I know “what”
although I don’t know “how” but I have
to organise and have things ready for
when he decides to use them. Even
though, not always things are as they
were planned in advance, and it
depends on our reactions and how
things are going. He decides.
Most of the times, these talks even
include the way I have to dress, as his
paper doll. So, even before meeting him
I find myself thinking about what is
coming while I am getting ready the way
he wants me. My mind fills just with the
idea I am going to surrender completely
to that desire he has set in our both
souls. My body is the toy. Scaring
emotions mix with arousal while I add a
nice envelop to the gift he wants more,
me, his mine, his body. It builds inside
me the most unbelievable feeling of
belonging that grows from deep towards
the skin that longs for his touch.
Today was a nice lingerie set under an
old fashioned petticoat, laces and silks
covered with a slippery silky
robe until the moment he
decides to take it off,
peeling my outfit as he has
been peeling my layers in
advance, getting me ready
to this moment. A blind fold
to cover my eyes, and his
words saying where to
stand, when to undress,
what position I should take.
His eyes on his doll-girl,
knowing all what he sees is
his.