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THE STENCH OF DEATH<br />

By 1990, I was having visions of war, of people killing each other,<br />

some fleeing on foot with loads on their heads and others<br />

flocking the airport, ready to fly out of the country. I shared<br />

what I saw, but people didn’t believe me because they said there<br />

was peace in Rwanda. However, something dreadful was about<br />

to happen and it did. One night, shortly after I left Claudia’s<br />

magnificent home to return to my dungeon that had no food,<br />

running water or electricity, an announcement broke out on<br />

Radio Television Libre des 100 Collines (RTLM) saying my<br />

husband and I had spies in our home. This put pressure on us<br />

and we decided to move again, but to where? Where in Kigali<br />

would we hide without being hunted down? People often<br />

followed us and besieged our house every night. We decided to<br />

get up one morning and leave, taking our child with us and<br />

leaving all our property behind. We even left the lanterns on. We<br />

simply locked the house and left.<br />

How in the world could I, Jeanne D’Arc, harbor enemies of an<br />

entire country? I was stunned and completely traumatized! I, a<br />

woman who was starving to death and lacked breast milk to feed<br />

my baby, was being accused of harboring enemies for an entire<br />

government? I could not believe what was happening. It was<br />

incredibly ridiculous. If I was capable of such a feat, would I have<br />

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