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peace in my heart. I decided to live in harmony and at peace with<br />

God’s people. The healing process is not our effort. It is God’s<br />

plan for us. Quick and effortless healing requires our humility<br />

and submission to God. I love Jesus because when you partner<br />

with Him, He helps you deal with the complex issues of life.<br />

Many people prefer to hide and not testify after their healing<br />

and conversion because of the rough road that leads there. In<br />

fact, they fear facing the war that goes hand in hand with<br />

conversion.<br />

Be courageous and fearless because the battle is not yours. Jesus<br />

is on our side and says, “Whoever acknowledges me before men,<br />

I will also acknowledge before my Father in heaven,” (Mathew<br />

10:32). Again, the transformation process will not be well<br />

received immediately. People will want to understand why you<br />

stopped doing what you used to do or why you stopped hanging<br />

out with them. It is worse if you have to separate yourself from<br />

the people you used to associate with. Prayer is therefore a<br />

major weapon. For every bullet they fire at you, fight back with<br />

patience, strength, calmness and hope. Although not everyone<br />

will understand you, the plan of God over your life will stand.<br />

Looking back at the events of my life, I see the blueprint of God’s<br />

hand in it. When I was being hunted down by the authorities, I<br />

did not have a place to stay. I most definitely would have been<br />

killed then. When my husband was imprisoned, and my family<br />

had abandoned me, I would have been killed. Even with my job,<br />

it is not by coincidence that I worked there that long without<br />

any harm or sabotage. When I thought about these things, it<br />

became clear to me that it had been the grace of God<br />

sustaining me all that time. It was just by the power and mercy<br />

of God that I woke up every day. I had never seen God as the<br />

best friend that was by me every step of the way, until I made<br />

the right choice to follow Him. Before getting this revelation,<br />

there was no way I could experience inner peace. I was going<br />

through a troublesome time, and because my inner man was<br />

dead, my mind was distressed. My journey to attaining inner<br />

peace started when I understood how Satan, the enemy works,<br />

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