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TRUE LIFE<br />
Salvation song<br />
Depression, the breakdown of his marriage,<br />
bereavement, and serious illnesses brought<br />
singer Kule T’s glittering showbiz world crashing<br />
down. But it would be the love of music that got<br />
him back on the road to recovery<br />
Writing | Kule T<br />
I<br />
was born in south<br />
London, and grew up<br />
with my three siblings<br />
and my mother. Life<br />
was hard, and my mother<br />
had to work every day,<br />
so my older sister took<br />
on the burden of looking<br />
after us. As the youngest,<br />
and the most creative,<br />
I quickly latched on to<br />
music as a way to express<br />
myself. There was always<br />
music in the house, with<br />
one brother listening to<br />
reggae, the other listening<br />
to jazz, my mum listening<br />
to her Jim Reeves and Bob<br />
Marley collection, and me<br />
listening to gospel.<br />
At the age of 12, I started<br />
playing the drums. I<br />
remember my older<br />
brother showing me a<br />
drum pattern and I kept on<br />
practising every day until<br />
I mastered it. By 14, I was<br />
playing drums in my local<br />
church, as well as guitar<br />
and bass guitar. These<br />
became my outlets for<br />
dealing with life.<br />
At 17, I started singing to<br />
express my feelings and<br />
emotions, and also as a<br />
healing mechanism. I met<br />
other singers and saw how<br />
they were able to capture<br />
an audience with just their<br />
voice, and I was hooked.<br />
So, I began singing<br />
wherever I could, and<br />
formed an a cappella<br />
group called Spirit with<br />
my close friends Carl St<br />
Hill, Christopher, and<br />
Conner Reeves. We ended<br />
up becoming like family.<br />
But in 1988 my dear<br />
friend Christopher, who<br />
had been ill for some<br />
time, collapsed and died<br />
from a heart attack on<br />
the street. I remember<br />
bursting into tears, and<br />
feeling so empty. But I<br />
had to try to hold it all in,<br />
because I had to break the<br />
news to other people. That<br />
was the hardest thing I<br />
have ever done.<br />
Two years passed, and<br />
I kept up my singing and<br />
managed to deal with<br />
the passing of Chris. But<br />
then another member of<br />
Spirit, Carl, was rushed to<br />
hospital with a damaged<br />
foot. I thought he would<br />
be OK, but two weeks<br />
later he was dead. An<br />
infection had spread<br />
through his body from his<br />
injured toe. I tried to hold<br />
it all together but I found<br />
this incredibly hard, and<br />
I had to find a way of<br />
shutting it into a box in<br />
my brain.<br />
As time passed, music<br />
became my lifeline. I<br />
sang wherever I could,<br />
and I became the backing<br />
vocalist for an open mic<br />
talent night. I would<br />
coach other singers and<br />
help them with their<br />
performances.<br />
My professional musical<br />
journey started when I<br />
became a member of<br />
a band called MN8. We<br />
gelled so well, and we all<br />
had one goal, to be the<br />
best – and with time, our<br />
work paid off.<br />
In 1995 we released our<br />
first single, ‘I’ve Got A<br />
Little Something For You’,<br />
which became a massive<br />
hit. Our success continued<br />
with three top 10 singles<br />
in the UK and Europe, a<br />
number one slot in the UK<br />
R&B charts, a gold album<br />
in France, our single in<br />
the soundtrack of the film<br />
Bad Boys, and a tour with<br />
Janet Jackson. I felt like<br />
the luckiest person on<br />
earth, although we worked<br />
hard to get there. >>><br />
<strong>May</strong> <strong>2020</strong> • happiful.com • 37