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TRUE LIFE<br />

Salvation song<br />

Depression, the breakdown of his marriage,<br />

bereavement, and serious illnesses brought<br />

singer Kule T’s glittering showbiz world crashing<br />

down. But it would be the love of music that got<br />

him back on the road to recovery<br />

Writing | Kule T<br />

I<br />

was born in south<br />

London, and grew up<br />

with my three siblings<br />

and my mother. Life<br />

was hard, and my mother<br />

had to work every day,<br />

so my older sister took<br />

on the burden of looking<br />

after us. As the youngest,<br />

and the most creative,<br />

I quickly latched on to<br />

music as a way to express<br />

myself. There was always<br />

music in the house, with<br />

one brother listening to<br />

reggae, the other listening<br />

to jazz, my mum listening<br />

to her Jim Reeves and Bob<br />

Marley collection, and me<br />

listening to gospel.<br />

At the age of 12, I started<br />

playing the drums. I<br />

remember my older<br />

brother showing me a<br />

drum pattern and I kept on<br />

practising every day until<br />

I mastered it. By 14, I was<br />

playing drums in my local<br />

church, as well as guitar<br />

and bass guitar. These<br />

became my outlets for<br />

dealing with life.<br />

At 17, I started singing to<br />

express my feelings and<br />

emotions, and also as a<br />

healing mechanism. I met<br />

other singers and saw how<br />

they were able to capture<br />

an audience with just their<br />

voice, and I was hooked.<br />

So, I began singing<br />

wherever I could, and<br />

formed an a cappella<br />

group called Spirit with<br />

my close friends Carl St<br />

Hill, Christopher, and<br />

Conner Reeves. We ended<br />

up becoming like family.<br />

But in 1988 my dear<br />

friend Christopher, who<br />

had been ill for some<br />

time, collapsed and died<br />

from a heart attack on<br />

the street. I remember<br />

bursting into tears, and<br />

feeling so empty. But I<br />

had to try to hold it all in,<br />

because I had to break the<br />

news to other people. That<br />

was the hardest thing I<br />

have ever done.<br />

Two years passed, and<br />

I kept up my singing and<br />

managed to deal with<br />

the passing of Chris. But<br />

then another member of<br />

Spirit, Carl, was rushed to<br />

hospital with a damaged<br />

foot. I thought he would<br />

be OK, but two weeks<br />

later he was dead. An<br />

infection had spread<br />

through his body from his<br />

injured toe. I tried to hold<br />

it all together but I found<br />

this incredibly hard, and<br />

I had to find a way of<br />

shutting it into a box in<br />

my brain.<br />

As time passed, music<br />

became my lifeline. I<br />

sang wherever I could,<br />

and I became the backing<br />

vocalist for an open mic<br />

talent night. I would<br />

coach other singers and<br />

help them with their<br />

performances.<br />

My professional musical<br />

journey started when I<br />

became a member of<br />

a band called MN8. We<br />

gelled so well, and we all<br />

had one goal, to be the<br />

best – and with time, our<br />

work paid off.<br />

In 1995 we released our<br />

first single, ‘I’ve Got A<br />

Little Something For You’,<br />

which became a massive<br />

hit. Our success continued<br />

with three top 10 singles<br />

in the UK and Europe, a<br />

number one slot in the UK<br />

R&B charts, a gold album<br />

in France, our single in<br />

the soundtrack of the film<br />

Bad Boys, and a tour with<br />

Janet Jackson. I felt like<br />

the luckiest person on<br />

earth, although we worked<br />

hard to get there. >>><br />

<strong>May</strong> <strong>2020</strong> • happiful.com • 37

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