Inspiring Women : November 2020
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Performance:<br />
a Kindness Cure<br />
CAROLINE WAGNER-JACOBSON<br />
Member: American <strong>Women</strong>’s Club of<br />
Amsterdam<br />
From: Phoenix, Arizona<br />
Lives: Amsterdam, the Netherlands<br />
My Life Journey<br />
I grew up in Phoenix, Arizona. From a young age, I had a passion for the arts. I studied dance (ballet,<br />
modern, jazz, tap, ballroom) and learned to play the piano. My paternal grandmother had a huge<br />
impact on my life and my decision to pursue the arts. She was very theatrical and so was I, so we<br />
were two peas in a pod. I have a vivid memory of her climbing into bed<br />
with me when I was sick and singing to me to help me feel better.<br />
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I used to produce my own shows in our family room. Using the foyer as<br />
my “stage”, I would print fake tickets, set up chairs for audience<br />
seating, design my own costumes and, to my brother’s dismay, force<br />
him to shine the “spotlight” on me (which was just a giant camping<br />
flashlight). He was in big trouble if he did not keep that spotlight on me<br />
at all times! Poor guy.<br />
At the age of 14, I moved away to attend a performing arts boarding<br />
school in Natick, Massachusetts. I had received a scholarship to study<br />
ballet and did not want to turn down the opportunity. It was hard to<br />
move 2,000 miles away from my family at such a young age. I had to<br />
grow up really fast. My freshman year, I<br />
injured my back. I had been dancing with<br />
a stress fracture in my lumbar spine for 9<br />
months before finally going to the doctor.<br />
Early performing days!<br />
The idea was to “dance through the pain”<br />
and there was a stigma around being an injured dancer. As a ballerina,<br />
once your back goes, everything else starts to go, too. I was getting<br />
more and more injuries, and I realized that ballet was not making me<br />
happy anymore.<br />
Once I graduated, I moved back home to Phoenix and signed up for an<br />
acting class. I always wanted to try acting, but I never had the time to try<br />
it. Let’s just say, I got bit by the acting bug! I fell in love with theater and<br />
went on to get my bachelor’s degree in theater from Arizona State<br />
University, graduating summa cum laude.<br />
Since graduation, I have worked as a professional actor, director,<br />
choreographer, teacher (for both adults and children) and theater-forsocial-change<br />
advocate. I have worked on national tours, both as an