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I momentarily wonder if I should tell them who Punk is, but no. Wrongtime, wrong place, and I’m not sure Punk is done yet. I don’t want to comeout of the closet until I’m ready.I finish cleaning off and open my bag of chips, grateful that everyone inthe room has seemed to resume their conversations. Thanks, no doubt, toJ.D. and Ten’s arrival.I guess what I always thought is actually true. There is safety innumbers.“So I got a limo for prom,” J.D. tells me, looking around at everyone.“Group date?”Ten nods, but Manny and I are silent. I trust Ten, but I’m not entirelysure about J.D. yet. Everything I’ve noticed from him the past couple ofweeks tells me he’s on the up and up, but now I’m paranoid. I don’t want toget suckered into going to prom and whoops…now I’m soaked in animalblood like in Carrie.“This isn’t a joke, is it?” I ask him. “You’re cool?”He looks at me thoughtfully. “If Masen’s not there, they’ll have to gothrough me to get to you.” And then he glances at Manny. “You, too. Andbelieve me. No one likes to go through me.”I can’t help but smile. He’s a hundred-eighty pounds of future USCfootball player, and while he’s always been pretty harmless, people knowthey shouldn’t mess with him.“Sounds good then. I’d love to.” I turn to Manny. “You?”“You got a dress?” Ten pipes up, asking him.Manny frowns, shooting him a dirty look. “Do you?”Ten smiles, and Manny seems to relax a little.He doesn’t answer, but I’ll call him later. He doesn’t trust us, and I don’twant to push him right now.
Everyone gets busy eating. J.D. steals food off everyone’s trays, and Itake out my phone and go to text Misha. I hope he doesn’t mind gettingasked to prom.But then I think better of it and go to Google to find his Facebook. I’veread so much about his life, and now I’d like to see it, I think. I’m guessingthe last thing he wants to talk about is prom, but I’d like to put it out theresooner rather than later for him to think about at least.But as I type in Misha Lare Grayson into the search engine and scroll tofind what I need, I’m suddenly lost in more information than I can handle.My stomach sinks, and my heart races.Oh, my God.
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Chapter 20Chapter 21Chapter 22Epilo
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To Claire and Benderand what would
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It’s just that…given all of her
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continue to communicate this way be
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“I’m on my way.” I start the
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enough to jog in the middle of nowh
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“Yessssss.” She bows her head i
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everyone moving about, their laught
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“And you don’t?”I feel his ey
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No, it’s not her. It can’t be.
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“Hi.”I dart my eyes up, my hear
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“Or…” she goes on, sounding a
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But she doesn’t back down or feig
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Before pulling away and saying good
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On the current news front, I got in
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Straightening, I place my hands on
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“I posted my review for Brave New
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chair and snatch up my jean shorts.
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a man.”I lean back in my seat, ca
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A few months ago, a jogger named An
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through the elephant and hot air ba
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have to fake it much around him.The
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himself how awesome he is. Trey Bur
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around the park quickly. Come on!
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“Well, if there is,” I speak lo
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“Go,” I tell Ten, nudging his b
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“Let’s go, ladies!” Coach pou
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“Boo.” Lyla pouts. “That’s
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I toss the smooth, tan fabric at he
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mine.Annoyance pricks at me. Awesom
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that right, Manny?” I call out, k
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Trey tosses another paper, harder t
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“It’s him,” Ten whispers in m
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I drop my pencil to the table and r
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I spin around and walk for Masen, a
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I don’t have to turn around to kn
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I was able to get Pre-Calc done at
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couple of hours afterward. I have a
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I lunge for him.I grab hold of the
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I stare at the word written on the
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probably doesn’t have any money,
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“Can I at least read something wr
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I catch sight of Masen out of the c
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there’s no talking. You’re work
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I look up, shaking my head. “No.
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No one’s talking about it. No one
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Starting it up, he steps on the gas
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Dear Ryen,I hold the pen over the p
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fantasize I kept them? Maybe with a
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But then I see the passenger side d
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“Does she want it back?”I smile
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“Dude, we should get out of here,
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I turn around and walk down the hal
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“And here I thought you ate child
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I widen my eyes, and every muscle i
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hear the pigeons flapping through t
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drawer. The rest of Misha’s lette
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letters have been slowing down over
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I groan inwardly. Yeah, but “Punk
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I turn and see Lyla, looking a litt
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Even Manny is missing, probably hav
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J.D., Lyla, and I stand and watch a
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Masen approaches, and my heartbeat
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I knock his arm away, my stomach ti
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school, so I’m not here for that.
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I should just leave. Walk out the f
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stay out of my way, or I’ll make
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She twists around and takes out the
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Annie’s fabric softener. She was
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An ache lodges in my throat, and I
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I make it back to the school just a
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“Masen, stop!” I hear someone y
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I bite my tongue, too fucking angry
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Don’t change, Ryen wrote in a let
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Trey is nearly forgotten. For the m
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flicks the ring.I groan again, unab
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I lick my lips, feeling the warm me
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I trail my hand across my cheek and
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She nods, her blue eyes smiling at
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I pass the houses and read the numb
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I bring up my hand and rap on the d
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“Can you believe Masen Laurent?
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Masen pushes off the lockers, still
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him.I want to be closer.He presses
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Making sure the girl who got out a
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through, because I wasn’t sure wh
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He hasn’t called me, though.If he
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I run across the school parking lot
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-PunkI smile to myself. Looks like
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Why would I say anything? This is h
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it open, hearing the alarm go off.
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She raises her eyes, looking a litt
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falls into me, and we both tumble t
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She moans, arching her back, and my
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right thing to drive me insane and
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watching her warily. She dresses an
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I didn’t leave any graffiti last
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on to the roll bar and yelling to s
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“I can handle my boyfriend,” sh
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“Well, I guess there’s somethin
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Good in bed? The thought of him enj
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I sift through change, a few receip
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“You can’t, can you?” His voi
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well as a couple next to us.Masen b
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“You are kissing me.”He gnaws m
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And all of a sudden, I’m not worr
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He pushes up one of my knees, openi
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“Just for a minute, okay?” I pl
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I don’t even want to look outside
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I shoot him a nasty look. But then
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I stop.He touches my face, coming i
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trash can.I curl my fingers around
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I reach down, pretending to get som
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shitty.”I stop and turn my eyes o
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Oh, please. I slide in between him
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I’m going to hell. I’m pretty s
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Reaching down, I left the sheet up,
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I groan, my cock straining against
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move and back up into my cock, eage
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trying to come down.I better get ou
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raided Lieber’s Bakery during sch
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I don’t fear Lyla’s judgement a
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I try to act like a badass, but hon
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He takes my phone out of my hand an
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Of course not. Their dog is big but
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I touch his arm. “Masen?” I say
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“What do you think?” he teases.
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all of them? And Sylvie’s the swe
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I don’t know if Ten will stick wi
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it for the morning when I can watch
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It rhymes. Like a song.Alone, Empty
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I’m about to fucking choke, I can
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Everything is dark, not a single li
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I look up at him, wishing he was aw
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I guess I’ll find out.“I’ve b
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These were all letters that were se
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And I immediately feel her.Standing
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about our parents—the decaying he
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“I lied about the people in my li
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“Where were you this morning?”
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I finish getting my things and clos
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“You’re gonna be,” I threaten
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all do that, because we’re sick o
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town for the night, but they didn
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I laugh. I’ve known him long enou
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Page 307 and 308: I guess they would know. A few year
Page 309 and 310: His friend, Kai, quietly laughs at
Page 311 and 312: “Yeah?” I turn my eyes back on
Page 313 and 314: She keeps stride, her beautiful ass
Page 315 and 316: The next day, he’s not in our fir
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Page 319 and 320: The O.J. sticks to my legs and seep
Page 321 and 322: Just being near him is soothing at
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Page 325 and 326: Remembering back, I was pretty hard
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Page 353 and 354: and energy to be everything she was
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Page 361 and 362: leading us into the ballroom. The f
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Page 367 and 368: You’re not alone. It gets better.
Page 369 and 370: “Hey, did you see this?” a girl
Page 371 and 372: I turn to Misha, sighing. “You sh
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Page 375 and 376: She raises her eyes, locking on min
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Page 379 and 380: could’ve, she would’ve. She did
Page 381 and 382: “It’s just bullshit dives and f
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Page 391 and 392: Thank you for reading and reviewing
Page 393 and 394: That’s right. I was in the bathro
Page 395 and 396: Love,Ryen
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Fifty-seven letters I didn’t send
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You told us to prepare now and play
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HE WON’T BE HERE.There’d be no
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applied a little lip gloss. I scurr
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What I always wanted to do.To look
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shirt, and silver tie. So clean. So
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Us? No.Trevor didn’t make my hear
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brows that slanted inward, making h
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She had texted earlier, saying she
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nature and self-preservation, and d
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here?But those masks. They were the
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To Ing Cruz at As the Pages Turn Bo
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