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2 -15 aprili 2010<br />
visxediT Cveulebriv, rogorc<br />
yvela saRamos, samsaxuridan saxlSi<br />
rom davbrundebodi xolme da televizors<br />
vuyurebdiT. dedaCemi Tavis savarZelSi<br />
_ SemosasvlelSive, oTaxis<br />
karTan rom idga, me _ quCis mxares,<br />
kedelTan, wignebis karadis gverdiT,<br />
saidanac kargad Canda televizoric<br />
da Cemgan naxevrad zurgSeqceviT mjdari<br />
dedaCemic. ijda mokrZalebiT,<br />
marjvena idayviT savarZlis saxelurze<br />
dayrdnobili, erTmaneTze<br />
bavSvurad, saSinlad gulisamaCuyeblad<br />
mityupebuli flostebSi Cayofili<br />
fexebiT da mondomebiT usmenda<br />
gadacemas sesilia TayaiSvilis cxovrebaze.<br />
me ki mTeli dRis misavaTebuls<br />
fiqri merCivna, meqanikurad<br />
vadevnebdi Tvals nawyvetebs cnobili<br />
filmebidan da TiTqmis ar mesmoda<br />
drodadro ekranze gamoCenili msaxiobebis<br />
laparaki.<br />
albaT verasodes SevZleb bolomde<br />
imis axsnas, zogjer ratom maRizianebda<br />
da Tan mecodeboda ase<br />
TavisTvis, morCilad mjdari dedaCemi;<br />
ratom vTvlidi mis winaSe Tavs damnaSaved,<br />
ratom mivyavdi isterikamde<br />
mis TiTqmis asketur cxovrebas da mSvid,<br />
xSir SemTxvevaSi morcxvobiT<br />
gamowveul qcevebs, romlebic mxolod<br />
mowesrigebul jdomaSi ar gamoixateboda.<br />
aseTi iyo, magaliTad,<br />
laparakis dros sadRac, gaurkveveli<br />
mimarTulebiT cqera, sarkeSi Caxedvis<br />
gareSe Tmis davarcxna, xorciani sadilis<br />
uxorcod Wama, sawolSi uxerxuli,<br />
mokuntuli wola, da Cemi nervebisTvis<br />
yvelaze metad gausaZlisi, autaneli<br />
tkivilebis usityvod moTmena,<br />
rasac sul SemTxveviT, didxans nagrovebi,<br />
amoxeTqili kvnesiT vigebdi<br />
xolme. dedaCems rom verafers veubnebodi,<br />
uceb giJiviT wamovxtebodi am<br />
ucnauri grZnobisgan erTianad acaxcaxebuli,<br />
cota xniT gverdiT oTaxSi,<br />
samzareuloSi an saabazanoSi Seviketebodi<br />
da iq vwynardebodi. mqonda<br />
damSvidebis kidev erTi xerxi: Tu<br />
Tavs xelSi aviyvandi da arsad gaviqceodi,<br />
dedaCems vTxovdi, Cveni ojaxis<br />
Zveli ambebi moeyola, rac Zalian<br />
mSveloda da dadebiTad moqmedebda<br />
Cems aSlil fsiqikaze. amjeradac<br />
swored amis Tqmas vapirebdi, rom dedaCemma<br />
iqiT damaswro:<br />
_ ar usmen, ara maqvs moyolili,<br />
sawyali papaSenic xo am dReSi iyo _<br />
miTxra da mTeli taniT Semobrunda<br />
Cemsken ise, rom fexebi erTmaneTisTvis<br />
ar mouSorebia. Cemi gamonacvali, naqsovi<br />
bolokaba gulmodgined gadaiWima<br />
muxlisTavebze da mSvidad daeloda<br />
pasuxs.<br />
_ ar vici, ra dReSi _ ver mivxvdi<br />
uceb, ras mekiTxeboda.<br />
_ ai, rogorc sesilia iTxovda<br />
Turme sikvdilis win sigarets, sawyali<br />
papaSenic ese yofila. mamaSenma Telavidan<br />
rom Camoiyvana operaciis Semdeg,<br />
ukve Zalian mZimed iyo. wina oTax-<br />
Si daawvina taxtze da iqidan aRarc<br />
amdgara. Tqven ar gemaxsovrebaT mag<br />
oTaxis amoSeneba, patarebi iyaviT. sul<br />
TviTon uvlida, me axlos ar gam<strong>aka</strong>ra.<br />
mTeli dReebi TavTan ejda da patara<br />
balRiviT boTlidan ZaliT aWmevda<br />
saWmels. zafxuli iyo da cota xniT<br />
marlas rom gadaxdida saxeze, msxvilfoTola<br />
furclis totebiT uniavebda,<br />
buzebs rom ar Seewuxebina.<br />
ina arCuaSvili<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
fedaanebi<br />
proza 3<br />
ukve mivxvdi, rom dRes gamimarTla<br />
da aRarsad gaqceva ar damWirdeboda;<br />
savarZelSi Caflulma Cems sulelur<br />
wikebze fiqri Sevwyvite, SeZlebisdagvarad<br />
moveSvi da mosasmenad<br />
movemzade. erTi eg iyo, cota sindisi<br />
mqenjnida da, viTom dedaCemisTvis<br />
muxtis misacemad, ufro ki am azris<br />
Tavidan mosaSoreblad, lamis viyvire:<br />
mere, mere ra moxda-meTqi.<br />
_ eqims kategoriulad gaufrTxilebia<br />
mamaSeni, araviTar SemTxvevaSi<br />
sigareti ar moawevinoTo. is kidev,<br />
ubeduri, arca Wamda, arca svamda da<br />
mxolod eg undoda. laparaki rom ar<br />
SeeZlo, amoyofda sabnidan xels,<br />
saCvenebel da Sua TiTebs erTmaneTTan<br />
miitanda da ise iTxovda sigarets. sigarets<br />
ra, bolo dros yidulobda<br />
primas, Torem, ise, sul gazeTSi gaxveul<br />
Tambaqos eweoda. rusuli<br />
xalaTebi ecva xolme, gverdze an win<br />
Caxsnili, xo ici, da gulis jibeSi sul<br />
ewyo makratliT koxtad, zomaze<br />
daWrili gazeTebi; Sarvlis jibeSi<br />
kidev oTxkuTxa spilenZis saTuTune-<br />
Si Cayrili dakuwuli Tambaqo. omis<br />
Semdeg veRar gadaCveula... sawyals,<br />
marjvena xelze es orive TiTi nikotinisgan<br />
mTlad gayviTlebuli hqonda.<br />
mere rom gaaxsendeboda xolme,<br />
saSinlad ganicdida mamaSeni _ mimeca,<br />
vin icis, ra guliT undoda, magis<br />
javri rogor Cavayoleo... TviTonac<br />
ramdeni gadaitana da ramdeni uTqmeli<br />
kidev Tan waiRo; an saerTod, sul<br />
mikvirs, rogor iyo aseTi janmrTeli,<br />
guli magas ar stkiebia arasodes, wneva<br />
magan ar icoda da kbilis tkivili<br />
_ moRunul lursmans movineleb ise-<br />
Ti janmrTeli varo, icoda xolme Tqma.<br />
samagierod, cxovrebam mouxarSa<br />
Rolo-SeWamandi. _ eg raRaa _ vcqvite<br />
yurebi. _ simware, ra iqneba sxva<br />
_ jer sawyali, mTlad axalgazrda<br />
baboSenis avadmyofobasa da<br />
sikvdilze ra dReebi gamoiara, mere<br />
or-ori axalgazrda Zma Cado miwaSi,<br />
axla am gaubedurebuli mamidaSenis<br />
ambavi, bolos papaSenis sikvdili, _ aq<br />
Zalian Rrmad amoisunTqa da isev ganagrZo,<br />
_ etyoba, Tqven marTla gaqvT<br />
slavuri sisxli, Torem amdens rogor<br />
gauZlebda _ dalevda or Wiqas,<br />
itirebda, moigonebda Tavis mkvdrebs,<br />
mowolil javrs gulidan amoiRebda<br />
da diliT magaze xalisianad kaci ver<br />
adgeboda loginidan (mecxramete<br />
saukunis bolos, mefis ruseTis mier<br />
kavkasiaSi gadmosaxlebul ajanyebul<br />
polonelTa nawili daRestnis sazRvarTan<br />
axlos gaumwesebiaT; swored iq,<br />
sadac axla mamaCemis patara sofeli<br />
sacxenea. mere bevr maTgans colad<br />
qarTveli qali mouyvania da samudamod<br />
aqve dasaxlebula. maT ricxvSi<br />
yofila Cveni didi papa, fediac. amitom<br />
Cveni gvaris xalxs sofelSi dRemde<br />
fedaanebs eZaxian).<br />
_ aniko babo Zalian axalgazrda<br />
iyo, ara _ ormocdaxuTis, _ jer<br />
dasrulebuli ar mqonda kiTxva, rom<br />
uceb momiWra dedaCemma, TiTqos ar<br />
esiamovna mamaCemze rom Sevawyvetine<br />
laparaki.<br />
_ imden rames yvebiT am baboCemis<br />
sikvdilze, rom veRar gavige bolos<br />
riTi mokvda es qali, _ aRar davixie<br />
mec ukan.<br />
_ Tqven sad gemaxsovrebaT, patarebi<br />
iyaviT, _ pauzac ar gaukeTebia,<br />
ise ganagrZo laparaki. saubris<br />
dros ratomRac sul ase, mravlobiT-<br />
Si mogvmarTavda mec da Cems da-Zmasac,<br />
_ Cveni ubnis TavSi, skolasTan, sacxenis<br />
gzidan rom gadmovuxvevT, Rlontebi<br />
cxovrobdnen. mere gaiyida eg saxli.<br />
axla aRarc vici visia. baboSeni<br />
sxvanairi, vaJkacuri qali iyo, Tan _<br />
Tbili. yvelasTan SeeZlo saerTo enis<br />
gamonaxva da orive sofelSi, sacxene-<br />
Sic da CvenTanac, yvelas axlos icnobda.<br />
albaT imas hgavda mamaSenic, gul-<br />
Ria da urTierTobebis moyvaruli.<br />
mamaCemis sikvdilis Semdeg deda-<br />
Cemi SemTxvevas ar uSvebda xelidan,<br />
rom masze rame kargi eTqva. sicocxleSi<br />
ki Tavisi morcxvobisa da mokrZalebulobis<br />
gamo, misgan qmris saameblad<br />
naTqvami erTi saalerso sityvac<br />
ar gamigia; mamaCemis mkerdze miyrdnobilic<br />
ki arasodes gvinaxavs<br />
Svilebs. _ hoda, _ gaagrZela dedaCemma,<br />
_ me papaSenisgan vici, rom im<br />
weliwads ubnis qalebs sarvamartod am<br />
RlontebSi uqeifiaT da baboSenic<br />
daupatiJebiaT. iq ucekvia sawyals,<br />
kintauri Tu, ra cekvaa, Tavsafars rom<br />
daagdeben da mere piriT iReben... msuqani,<br />
bocboca qali ar iyo baboSeni da,<br />
rom daxrila, es mosaxvevi ki auRia,<br />
magram Tan Caswyvetia kidec mucelSi<br />
raRac. es vici TviTon papaSenisgan, _<br />
daamata meti damajereblobisTvis<br />
kidev erTxel.<br />
_ aba, aki Zroxam amoutia da mere<br />
is gauRiziandao _ gadavamowme romeliRac<br />
naTesavisgan mosmenili versia.<br />
_ ar vici, Cveni mezoblis qalebi<br />
imasac ambobdnen, ufro sworad,<br />
basilaanT nataSa metyoda xolme,<br />
rom, xom giTxari, vaJkacuri qali<br />
iyo-meTqi baboSeni, rusTavSi ormocdaaTkiloiani<br />
balonebiT<br />
Tafli martos Cahqonda Turme<br />
gasayidad da, erTxel, didi manqanidan<br />
CamoRebisas, viTom baloni<br />
dascemia sawyals mucelze.<br />
mere ki, is mourCeneli iqidan gas-<br />
Cenia.<br />
_ Seni miyvanidan male mokvda<br />
_ ho, nano myavda ukve erTi<br />
wlis da Senze fexmZimed viyavi.<br />
Cven rogorc rZal-dedamTilma, verc<br />
movaswariT erTmaneTis kargad gacnoba.<br />
rodis, aba, is xo am saxlSi ar cxovrobda,<br />
Tan ukve avad iyo da viRas<br />
ecala rZaldedamTiluri urTierTobebisTvis<br />
_ diasaxlisi ki, xo gagigia<br />
baboSenze rom amboben, marTla unaklo<br />
iyo. mec moveswari mis gamomcxvar<br />
paskas; baboSenis recepts dRemde<br />
iyenebs mTeli Tqveni sagvareulo. im<br />
receptiT vacxobdi xolme mere mec,<br />
Cvenebic. Sen da daTas ara, magram<br />
nanos Sexvda misi naxelavi; rom daibada,<br />
swored im weliwads paskis orcxobila<br />
zamTramde migvyva da Tveebisas<br />
CaiSi CafSxvnils vaWmevdi.<br />
saxli rom axsena, Rimili ver Sevikave.<br />
mivxvdi, rom warmodgeniT is<br />
axla sofelSi iyo, Cvens gamoketil<br />
saxlSi, saidanac misTvis samyaros aTvlis<br />
wertili iwyeboda; sadac mamaCemma<br />
cxrameti wlis gogo miiyvana da<br />
uTxra, ai, aq icxovreb, neli, dReidan<br />
Seni kera es iqnebao. da dedaCemsac, am<br />
sityvebis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT,<br />
TiTqmis arasodes moucvlia fexi<br />
saxlidan, Tu ar CavTvliT mamaCemis<br />
sikvdilis Semdeg zamTrobiT qalaqSi<br />
Camosvlas. _ raze CageRima, _ mkiTxa<br />
cota gakvirvebulma, magram aRar CamZiebia,<br />
ise gaagrZela, _ is suraTi xo<br />
gaxsovs, mamaSeni baboSenTan xelgadaxveuli<br />
rom dgas sacxenis ezoSi _<br />
sikvdilamde ori-sami wliT adrea gadaRebuli.<br />
mTlad axalgazrda wavida.<br />
rogor uyvarda mamaSens... da gamoxatvac<br />
SeeZlo. Tqven sada xarT eseTi<br />
Tbilebi... an daTa, _ daakonkreta<br />
ufro.<br />
miuxedavad imisa, rom aseTi gadaxvevisTvis<br />
mzad ar viyavi, naTqvami<br />
saswrafod gaviazre da sakmaod uxe-<br />
Sad mivaxale:<br />
_ visi bralia mere, rogorebic<br />
gagvzarde, iseTebi varT...<br />
_ ram gagacxara, sawyenad ar miTqvams,<br />
Svilo, _ miTxra damnaSave bavSviviT<br />
da am SviloTi gamanadgura. ai,<br />
dedaCemis kidev erTi im TvisebaTagani,<br />
romelic weRan zemoT CamovTvale.<br />
ver warmomedgina, rom aseT<br />
dros adamians daTmoba da ukan daxeva<br />
SeeZlo. magram axla marTla ar gavRizianebulvar<br />
da radgan sindisi suf-<br />
Ta mqonda, Tamamad SemeZlo meTxova,<br />
rom moyola ar Seewyvita. Tumca, dedaCemma<br />
es Cemi Txovnis gareSec gaake-<br />
Ta.<br />
_ sofelSi baboSens giorgi eqimi<br />
mkurnalobda. pirvelad iman uTxra,<br />
operacias azri ara aqvso. mamaSenma<br />
mainc ar daiSala da TbilisSi waiyvana.<br />
iq ki gauWriaT, magram maSinve dauxuriaT<br />
_ igive uTqvamT. swored im<br />
dros, mamidaSenma meored moitexa<br />
kiseri _ im gaubedurebul, Svilian<br />
kacs gahyva colad; me muceli Tavze<br />
mqonda moqceuli; ufrosi rZlebi<br />
cota nawyenebi iyvnen dedamTilze, qmrebic<br />
gadabirebulebiviTa hyavdaT<br />
daZalauneburad, esec, ZiriTadad,<br />
isev mamaSenis sapatrono gaxda. amas<br />
kidev, am sawyals, papaSenTan xo sigareti<br />
gauxda sananebeli, aq sizmari<br />
naxa: daTvis soko xo gagigia _ erTi<br />
iWmeba, meore _ ara, Sxamiania. viRacas<br />
ZilSi uswavlebia, Sxamiani romelic<br />
aris, magrad danaye da wveni zed<br />
Wrilobaze daawureo.<br />
_ mere, ar gaakeTa, xo kargad icoda<br />
sokoebis cnoba _ vkiTxe raRacnairi,<br />
sasowarkveTili xmiT.<br />
_ ara, SeeSinda, ver gabeda,_ xma<br />
auTrTolda dedaCemsac. TviTonac<br />
Zalian nanobda mere, Tavs iklavda,<br />
balRiviTa Rrialebda xolme nasvami.<br />
viTom xo magari iyo, Zlieri, janmrTeli.<br />
CxubSic ise gadaeSveboda xolme<br />
TaviT, arc dafiqrdeboda, magram ase-<br />
Ti raRaceebis _ sizmrebis, wyevlis,<br />
mkiTxavebis Zalian eSinoda. arada, Sem-<br />
TxveviToba zogjer marTla cvlis adamianis<br />
cxovrebas. vin icis, iqneb swored<br />
es sizmari iyo mTeli ojaxis gadarCenis<br />
imedi; iqneb baboSens rom ecocxla,<br />
arc sawyali biZaTqvenebi daRupuliyvnen<br />
ase ubralod, mamaSenis bedic<br />
sxvanairad Semobrunebuliyo da<br />
naxevari cxovreba mkvdrebis marxvaSi<br />
ar gaetarebina... Tumca, baboSeni mainc<br />
bednieri qali yofila _ ise wavida<br />
imqveynad, rom Svilebis sikvdils ar<br />
Seswrebia.<br />
_ an axla raRa dros ameebze laparakia,<br />
an Senc ras gaixseneb xolme waramara<br />
da mayoleb _ moulodnelad<br />
cota gaRizianebulma, TiTqos ufro<br />
Cems gasagonad ki ara, TavisTvis Cailapar<strong>aka</strong><br />
dedaCemma da gaCumda.<br />
didxans ijda garindebuli. kalTa-<br />
Si mowafesaviT ewyo ukve mimWknari,<br />
daxaluli xelebi da zemodan TvalmouSoreblad<br />
dascqeroda. mere Zalian<br />
mSvidad, orive xeli aiRo, Sublze<br />
CamoSlili Tma gaiswora da neli<br />
moZraobiT isev televizorisken Sebrunda,<br />
rac dRevandeli Cveni saubris<br />
sabolood dasrulebas niSnavda.<br />
radgan kargad vicnobdi mis xasiaTs,<br />
gagrZeleba aRar miTxovia, arada,<br />
kidev mindoda raRacebis dazusteba<br />
da kiTxva. raRas vizamdi, savar-<br />
Zelze fexebi moxerxebulad Semovikece,<br />
sazurges odnav gverdulad<br />
miveyrdeni da beds Seguebulma, axla<br />
ukve fiqriT, SedarebiT axlo warsul-<br />
Si, mamaCemTan gadavinacvle. samwuxarod,<br />
is erTaderTi iyo Cemi gvaris uaxloesi<br />
gardacvlili naTesavebidan,<br />
visTanac megzuri da Suamavali ar<br />
mWirdeboda.<br />
dasasruli me-7 gverdze
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