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29 oqtomberi - 11 noemberi 2010<br />
is ujredebze da mere ukve wels qvemoT<br />
urtyams.<br />
* * *<br />
bebes patara fexebi aqvs da patara<br />
nabijebs dgams. sastumros win dagebuli<br />
filebi ki didebia da bebe ise<br />
siaruls ver axerxebs, rom TiTo ujra-<br />
Si TiTo fexi Cayos. mama amas namdvilad<br />
SeZlebda da isini erTad daiTvlidnen<br />
yvela filas. magram mama aq ar aris.<br />
SeiZleba oTaxSi sZinavs, an sadme, bungaloSi<br />
zis. da bebec Tavis gzas miuyveba.<br />
bebe martoa. bebe xSiradaa marto.<br />
zogjer es moswons, zogjer ara. axla<br />
ar moswons da unda, Zalian unda vinme<br />
movides da erTad daiTvalon gza.<br />
bebe gamvlelebs uyurebs. yvela<br />
masze maRali da didia. midian, modian<br />
da aravin cdilobs masaviT sworad,<br />
filebze fexis dadebiT iaros. bebe<br />
oxravs, trialdeba da tbisken miabijebs.<br />
ver xvdeba ratom amboben, rom<br />
wyali saSiSia. maSin roca wyali lamazia,<br />
lurjia da bebec SigniT sarkesaviT<br />
Cans.<br />
* * *<br />
telefoni isev gamorTulia. samagierod<br />
kari iReba. `mobrZanda!~ – uxaria<br />
lanas, magram momzadebuli teqsti<br />
pirze aSreba, radgan oTaxSi nia<br />
Semorbis.<br />
– aq xar, de<br />
– me ki aq var, Tqven sad dadixarT<br />
daTuna sad aris mamaSeni ar ginaxavs<br />
– vcuravdi. daTuna kide xo ici sadac<br />
iqneba. kompiuterSiii..<br />
– mika<br />
– me ra vici. sayidlebze ar midiodiT<br />
– nia karadidan jinsebs da maisurebs<br />
yris.<br />
– sad<br />
– raRac sayidlebze. eg da qeTa davinaxe<br />
manqanaSi sxdebodnen da megona<br />
Senc iq iyavi.<br />
– raa<br />
– au, Tavi damanebe ra, de... ravi me, –<br />
lanas isteriul kivils SeCveuli nia<br />
odnavac ar krTeba, mxolod is unda,<br />
rom deda wamiT mainc moicilos, raTa<br />
sarafanSi Semaluli fulis CanTaSi Se-<br />
CurTva da damalva moaswros.<br />
* * *<br />
mika cal xels qeTas afuebul mkerdze<br />
adebs, meores welze xvevs. mis<br />
mklavebSi moqceuli qeTa Tvalebs xu-<br />
Wavs. sadRac, maT zemoT Citebi stvenen<br />
da mikas wamiT eCveneba, rom qeTas tu-<br />
Cebs fiWvis xis kevis gemo dakravs.<br />
odnav momwaro, grili, aromatuli... am<br />
gemos mziani velebis, dabinduli tyeebis,<br />
keTili zRaprebis, Tavbrudamxvevi<br />
saqanelebis da sadRac wlebis siRrme-<br />
Si Cakarguli udardeli bavSvobis aromati<br />
sdevs. mika bednieria, magram wamiT,<br />
radgan gemo swrafadve qreba, bavSvobis<br />
umanko mogonebebic ukvalod,<br />
ukanmouxedavad garbian da mas axla<br />
sul sxva suraTebi da vnebis oxSivari<br />
cvlis. qeTa vnebianad kvnesis, mikas siamovnebisgan<br />
Tavbru esxmis, qeTas gadaxsnil<br />
mkerdze ewafeba. xelebs kabis<br />
qvemoT ucurebs...<br />
* * *<br />
lanas TavSi axla aTasobiT nemsiylapia<br />
Camjdara da uamrav wvril, wamaxul<br />
nemss erTdroulad arWobs. sigarets<br />
xeliskankaliT ukidebs da<br />
aivnidan ixedeba. moRalateebi! moRalateebi!<br />
mkvlelebi!!! – gamalebiT<br />
ukakunebs tvinSi da lanac lamis aris<br />
SeiSalos. ukve sabolod darwmunebulia,<br />
rom qmarma gawira. daufiqreblad<br />
uRalata, Tanac visTan... albaT, ase saxldebian<br />
adamianis sulSi demonebi,<br />
fiqrobs TavisTvis da sakuTari Tavis<br />
eSinia... ufro swored im ucxo sxeulis<br />
eSinia, romelic SigniT Casaxlebia,<br />
gul-mucelSi utrialebs da gareT gamoSvebas<br />
sTxovs. karTan misul niasac<br />
bundovnad xedavs. nias ukve mouswria<br />
im leRvisgan mocemuli fulis Tavis<br />
patara CanTaSi, bloknotebsa da<br />
tansacmelebs Soris SeCurTva, axali<br />
maisuris gadacma da wasasvlelad momzadebac.<br />
– sad midixar – lanas sakuTari<br />
xmac eucxoeba.<br />
– sad da gareT... gavivli.<br />
– darCi aq. gTxov, – lanas axla xmis<br />
awevis unaric ar aqvs.<br />
– kai ra, aq ra minda aq ra vakeTo,<br />
de male moval, – nia dedis pasuxs<br />
aRarc elodeba, kars saswrafod ijaxunebs<br />
da kibeebze Carbis.<br />
nia kmayofilia. fuli, amqveynad<br />
yvelaze saWiro ram, misTvis Zalian<br />
advilad iSoveba. marTalia, vidre<br />
srulwlovani ar gaxdeba, calke cxovrebas<br />
ver SeZlebs, magram cotasac<br />
moiTmens. iqamde daagrovebs, SeiZleba<br />
binis yidvac moaxerxos, manqanis... bungaloSi<br />
Sedis. barTan, maRal skamze skupdeba.<br />
koqteils ukveTavs. wrupavs da<br />
barmens mxiarulad eWyaneba. musikas<br />
beWebs da tans ayolebs. lamazad irxeva.<br />
mopirdapire magidasTan Camomsxdari<br />
tipebi erTxmad miSterebian. nia<br />
maTken ixedeba da icinis...<br />
* * *<br />
bebes axali TamaSi aqvs – gaCerobana.<br />
iseTi TamaSia, sul martomac rom<br />
SegiZlia iTamaSo. bebe sanapiroze zis,<br />
silas peSvSi igrovebs da silis saaTiviT<br />
cris. cris nela, nela... mere muSts<br />
kravs da dro Cerdeba. TviTonac irindeba,<br />
SeSdeba. odnavadac ar irxeva da<br />
grZnobs, rogor iWers romeliRac gansakuTrebul<br />
wams. rogor trialebs am<br />
wamis SuagulSi da mis hermetul,<br />
xaverdgamokrul SigTavsSi sakuTari<br />
Tavisa da garemomcveli samyaros Secnobas<br />
cdilobs.<br />
dro Cerdeba. da drosTan erTad<br />
yvela da yvelaferi mis irgvliv da<br />
garSemo: daRlili dedamiwa orbitaze,<br />
Camavali mze caze, meTevzis ankesze wamogebuli<br />
Tevzi wyalSi, lokokinebis<br />
xocvaSi garTuli patara biWebi qvebiT<br />
xelSi, deda da msuqani miki mausi<br />
sadRac tyeSi, aryis sirCaze xelwavlebuli<br />
da akankalebuli mama romeliRac<br />
bungaloSi, sakuTari venebis gadaserviT<br />
dakavebuli qali sastumros romeliRac<br />
nomerSi, realuri arsebebi miwaze<br />
da virtualurebi – daTunas Tav-<br />
Si..<br />
da bebes uxaria, radgan xvdeba rom<br />
gansakuTrebuli unari aqvs. rom erTaderTia,<br />
visac es SeuZlia. rom SeuZlia<br />
gaCerobanas TamaSi sxvebsac aswavlos.<br />
da Tu ase moxdeba, adamianebi siberes<br />
da sikvdils daiviwyeben. droSi,<br />
rogorc SuqniSanTan, ise gaCerdebian.<br />
gaCerdebian da daicdian... ukeTes<br />
dromde, ukeTes wamamde... dafiqrebamde,<br />
sinanulamde, Secvlamde...<br />
* * *<br />
lana xvdeba, rom venebis gadaWra<br />
metismetad mtkivneuli iqneba da amis<br />
Zala ar aqvs. arada, Tavidan TiTqos<br />
swored es undoda. undoda tkivili<br />
mieyenebina sakuTari TavisTvisac da<br />
oTaxSi SemosulTaTvisac Semzaravi<br />
suraTi daexvedrebina. magram samarTebelma<br />
kani auwva Tu ara, SeCerda... axla<br />
sxva gzas eZebs da tumbos ujraSi Cagdebuli<br />
saZile wamlis SuSa axsendeba.<br />
iRebs. SuSidan abebs xelisgulze iyris<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
da uyurebs... Tvalebi cremliT evseba.<br />
sakuTari Tavi ecodeba. magram brazisgan<br />
gonebadabinduli Svilebisa da qmrisaTvis<br />
ukeTesi samagieros mofiqrebas<br />
ver axerxebs da xelisgulze<br />
dayril abebs saswrafod ylapavs.<br />
ramdenime wami ase zis. momavali<br />
SurisZiebis suraTebiT tkbeba. mere<br />
dgeba. furcelsa da kalams iRebs da<br />
ukanaskneli, yvelaze sasowarkveTili,<br />
sastiki da gamanadgurebeli sityvebis<br />
dasawerad emzadeba.<br />
* * *<br />
mika axlaRa grZnobs, rom miwaze<br />
dawolils naZvisa da fiWvis wiwvebi<br />
zurgze Cxvleten da qeTas sxeulisgan<br />
ganTavisuflebas da wamojdomas cdilobs.<br />
unda Tavi gaimxnevos, magram ar<br />
gamodis. ratomRac, yvelaferi rigze<br />
araa. ara, Tavidan TiTqos yvelaferi<br />
kargad iyo, arc Tavi Seurcxvenia da<br />
qeTamac ase Tu ise, misi molodini<br />
gaamarTla da daakmayofila. magram<br />
bolo wamebSi raRac daemarTa. ai, danayrebis<br />
pirs yvelaze gemriel lukmas<br />
rom elodebi da am dros raRac ugemuri<br />
da mZaRe gemosi Segyveba... amitom<br />
wevs axla raRacnairad moSvebuli, moloSili<br />
da sakuTari Tavis danaxvac ar<br />
unda. magram aq Zili ar gamodis da ise<br />
kidev vis sad daemalebi, yvelaferi<br />
aucileblad sakuTar sxeuls da fizikur<br />
arsebobas gagaxsenebs... wiwvebi<br />
zurgs giCxvlets, xelze WianWvelebi<br />
gacocdeba, naxevrad SiSveli qeTa ki<br />
mTeli ZaliT getmasneba da Seusveneblad<br />
titinebs.<br />
`ra iqneba cota xniT rom gaCumdes.<br />
yvela qali erTnairia.” – fiqrobs<br />
moRuSuli da sanapiroze mitovebuli<br />
Tanamecxedre axsendeba. masTan erTad,<br />
ra Tqma unda, mosalodneli Cxubic,<br />
skandalic da risxvis qarborbalebic...<br />
kidev ufro iRuSeba. qeTac<br />
lanas saxels axsenebs. rogorc Cans, mis<br />
mravalricxovan naklTa sistemas<br />
ganixilavs. mika qalebis sulmokleobaze<br />
brazobs. axla ukve arc qeTas danaxva<br />
SeuZlia. amitom zemoT ixedeba. cas<br />
uyurebs da romeliRac saRamos Citis<br />
stvenas ayuradebs. `iav, via. kruuu~ –<br />
iZaxis Citi. mere motivs cvlis da mikas<br />
eCveneba, rom Citi mis saxels iZaxis,<br />
TiTqos zemodan dahyurebs da ajavrebs:<br />
`mi-ka, mi-ka, uuu.. mika, mika, mowyenilo<br />
da gasuqebulo miki mauso...”<br />
mika kidev ufro maRla wevs kisers<br />
da cdilobs Citi dainaxos. ai, isinic,<br />
caSi mofrTxiale Citebi – yvelaze<br />
lamazi da srulyofili arsebebi. xeebis<br />
totebSic uamravi didi da patara<br />
Citis budea gaxlarTuli da gakvirvebuli<br />
mika xedavs, rom budeebSi bavSvisTaviani<br />
Citebi da CitisTaviani bavSvebi<br />
sxedan...<br />
<strong>proza</strong> 9<br />
* * *<br />
bebe isev sanapiroze zis da caSi<br />
iyureba. caze Rrublebi midian da bebes<br />
xels uqneven. bebe fiqrobs, rom albaT,<br />
Rrublebze dajdoma da gaseirneba Sei-<br />
Zleba. ra kargi iqneboda... da bebe viTom<br />
RrublebSia, bebe cazea..<br />
mere bebes caSi cqera wyindeba da<br />
kenWebis Segrovebas iwyebs. lurj, yvi-<br />
Tel, mwvane kenWebs agrovebs. aq yvelaze<br />
lamazi kenWebia. napirzec lamazebia,<br />
magram wyalSi kidev ufro feradebi<br />
da lamazebi. bebe napovn kenWebs<br />
kabis jibeebSi iyris da grZnobs, rogor<br />
mZimdeba. nela miabijebs. axla yvelaze<br />
Zlierma qarmac rom dauberos, bebes<br />
mainc ver waiRebs. radgan bebe miwazea.<br />
bebe miwisaa...<br />
sadRac bayayebi yiyineben. bebes ainteresebs,<br />
rogor Cerdebian wylis<br />
zedapirze bayayebi. iqneb wyalze ase,<br />
bayayiviT sasacilod rom Cajdes, Tavadac<br />
SeZlos... yi-yi... bebe tbaSi Se-<br />
Cril did qvaze dgeba da tbisken ixreba.<br />
qva prialaa da zed fexi curavs. bebe<br />
Cerdeba da wyalSi iyureba. sakuTar<br />
dabrecil saxes uyurebs da ecineba.<br />
xvdeba, rom wyali saSiSi ar aris. bebe<br />
axla wyalzea, bebe wylisaa...<br />
* * *<br />
lanas win furceli udevs, xelSi<br />
kalami uWiravs da werilis daweras<br />
cdilobs. magram sasowarkveTis da<br />
mrisxanebis pirvel, yvelaze mZlavr<br />
talRas ukve gauvlia da lanac saWiro<br />
sityvebs eZebs. gareT ixedeba. saRamovdeba<br />
da oTaxi Camavali mzis rbili<br />
SuqiT ivseba. niavs saidanRac axladgaWrili<br />
sazamTros suni moaqvs da<br />
lanas uceb Tavisi sazamTrosferi pareo<br />
axsendeba. misi ulamazesi, guCis<br />
firmis pareo! eZebs... karadaSi ar aris.<br />
CanTaSi ar aris. ra sawyenia... ra Tqma<br />
unda, sanapiroze darCa...<br />
amasobaSi brazi TiTqmis bolomde<br />
gadis, ifanteba da lana tumboze dadebul<br />
wamlis SuSas uyurebs. `me mgoni,<br />
bevri davlie~, – fiqrobs cota ar iyos<br />
SeSinebuli. albaT, jobs kuWi amoirecxos,<br />
an sulac, eqims daurekos...<br />
Sida telefoniT sastumros administratoris<br />
telefons krefs da eqims<br />
iZaxebs. mere win dadebul furcels<br />
xedavs da axsendeba, rom ojaxis wevrebisTvis<br />
gamosaTxovari werili unda<br />
daewera. `sanapiroze pareo damrCa~, –<br />
wers. Rrmad oxravs, savarZelSi jdeba<br />
da fexebs daRlili werosaviT kecavs.<br />
* * *<br />
Tengos saRamoebi tyupiscalebiviT<br />
hgavs erTmaneTs. ufro swored, es<br />
amaT hgoniaT, rom TengosTan araferi<br />
xdeba. arada, guli aTasi ambiT aqvs<br />
savse. aTasi ambiT, dardiT, TavgadasavliT.<br />
da yovelive amis gaZlebas,<br />
gamklavebas, damarcxebas sasmeliT<br />
cdilobs. yvelafers rom Tavi davaneboT,<br />
rogoria yovel saRamos kidobanSi<br />
ijde da gardauval warRvnas<br />
elodebode. Tengoc Wiqas Wiqaze clis<br />
da dabinduli TvalebiT iyureba saku-<br />
Tar TavSi. sasmelSi CaZiruli ambebi<br />
fskerisken midian da basri, gulismWreli<br />
pirebi ublagvdebaT. kidobani irweva,<br />
akvaniviT irweva... Tengo Tvalebs<br />
xuWavs da mSvidad Tvlems. ra kargia,<br />
roca yvela tkivili gayuCebulia, yvela<br />
warRvna dasrulebuli da mosaxdenic<br />
momxdari...<br />
Tengo Tvlems da axla masTanac<br />
Cerdeba dro, magram mxolod masTan.<br />
sxva yvelaferi isev brunavs, isev<br />
moZraobs da misi barbarec dadis, dadis,<br />
patara fexebiT qvidan qvaze gadadis.<br />
tba Rrmavdeba, wyalic muqdeba,<br />
Tumca kenWebi jer isev Cans.<br />
da ra saocaria.. bebe am sanapiroze,<br />
da albaT mTels msoflioSi, yvelaze<br />
lamaz kenWs xedavs. yvelaze mSvenier,<br />
gluv, kriala qvas. swored iseTs, im<br />
Zalian gamxdar, yovelTvis mowyenil<br />
saTvalian biWs rom moewoneboda. bebes<br />
Zalian unda am qvas miwvdes da mowyenili<br />
biWi gaamxiarulos. gaaRimos. qvas<br />
albaT advilad miwvdeba. cota Rrmad<br />
Tu Cayofs xels, miwvdeba... bebe ixreba<br />
da wyalSi kvlav misi patara, dabrecili<br />
saxe Cans. bebe xels wyalSi yofs.<br />
wyali ireva da misi saxe qreba. wyali<br />
sarke ar aris da imitom... marTalia,<br />
wyali sarke ar aris. wyali Rrmaa. samagierod,<br />
wyali Tbilia, qvebi –<br />
lamazi. ca – cisferi. miwa – mwvane. da<br />
bebe bednieria. bebe yvelganaa... bebe<br />
yvelasia...
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