6 prozaliteraturuli gazeTi* * *_ kidev kargi, droze moxvedi,rogor SeiZleba sul sadRac gagviandebodes?_ rogorc yovelTvis, esec ar arisCemi brali. samsaxurSi Semayovnes._ matarebeli oc wuTSi gadis..._ vici.* * *amis Semdeg swrafad Cavyare Cemibargi or CanTaSi da Semdegi gaCerebaTbilisis vagzali iyo, ufro sworadcentrali, kidev ufro rom davkonkretdeadgili, saidanac gadian matareblebinebismieri mimarTulebiT,Sen oRond inatre... Tumca, marto natvraras uSvelis, rigSi Tu ar iyuryute,bileTis fuli Tu ar gadaixade,iqauri `saWmlis” suniT ar moixibleda sabolood daRlil-daqanculiTu ar gaeSure kupisken. esec morigiuCveulobaa aqaurobis: Za<strong>lia</strong>n diddros atareb SenTvis ucxo adamianebTan,SeiZleba gamoelaparako kidec, Semdegnacnobebi gaxdeT an rame msgavsi.es istoriac kupis morigi ambavi iqneba.ambavi, romelic sul erTi RamiTgagrZelda da me, rogorc Tanamonawile-msmenels,sicocxlis bolomdedamamaxsovrda.* * *gasvlamde ramdenime wuTiRa iyodarCenili, amitom yovelgvari zrdilobisgareSe xalxiT gatenili baqanigadavirbine da pirvelsave vagonSi amovyaviTavi. gamcilebels RimilisTvisdidi TavpatiJi ar daWirda da adviladmimaswavla is adgili, romelicsul ramodenime saaTiT daviqirave,sanam daniSnulebis adgils – baTums armivaRwevdi.ra uyuradRebo var, kinaRam damaviwyda...radganac me realuri adamianivar, Sesabamisad maqvs saxeli dagvari, dabadebis adgili, piradi nomerida a.S. es sia usasrulod grZeldeba.am ambisTvis yvelaze mniSvnelovaniki aris is, rom me samsaxureobrivi movaleobisSesrulebisTvis mivemgzavrebi.radganac saxels da gvars da a.S. araqvs mniSvneloba, pirdapir saqmianobazegadaval. profesiiT fotografi(erT-erTi yvelaze moduri profesiaTanamedroveobis, amitomac Za<strong>lia</strong>ndidi xani damWirda pirveli samsaxurissaSovnelad) var, vmuSaob Cveulebrivmedia-kompaniaSi da maTTvisreportaJebs vakeTeb. es aris da es...imis fufuneba vin momca egzotikurqveynebSi memogzaura, magram saqarTveloSiki TiTqmis yvelgan erTxel maincvar namyofi.kidev davSordi ambavs, momiteveT,radgan miuCveveli var msgavsi nawerebisakrefas. rodesac ambavi sxvas exeba,maSin yvelaferi advi<strong>lia</strong>. yvelagabrZendeba da axvevs miuxelTebelazrebs. mokled, mixvdiT, albaT, risiTqmac minda. ai, es ki Cemi ambavia, rogorcamboben, piradi, intimuri... amitomacZa<strong>lia</strong>n daZabuli vzivar kompiuterisekranTan da vcdilob ganvili<strong>lia</strong>mbis dalagebas. kidev erTxel gTxovT,rom is abzacebi, romlebic ardagainteresebT, wakiTxvisTanave gamotoveT.rogorc iqna, mivaRwie kupemde. fanjaraSikidev erTxel Sevavle TvalisakuTar Tavs, Tmebi gaviswore, dezedorisgamZleoba gadavamowme da Sevedi...yvelam kargad viciT, rogoria qar-Tuli kupe: ori dasawoli qvemoT, oriczemoT da SuaSi magidismsgavsi wamonazardi,romelzec sxvadasxva saWmelsasme<strong>lia</strong>daxvavebuli. SigniT orniiyvnen, erTmaneTis pirispir isxdnen daraRacas usmendnen. karis gaRebis xmazeorivem moixeda, me Cumi gamarjoba visroleda Tvali zeviT gavapare. oriveadgili Tavisufali iyo. ostaturadmovisrole orive CanTa da kupis karebigadavkete... Semdeg orivesTan Za<strong>lia</strong>nmagari seqsi mqonda, mTeli Rame mecxrecaze angelozebs daxuWobanas veTamaSebodi...hop, hop, hop! moicadeT! Tqven esyvelaferi guram ki doCanaSvi<strong>lia</strong>r unda daijeroT, amwuTas spontanurad movifiqre daegreve Cavwere. Torem sinamdvileSi armiyvars me daxuWobanas TamaSi. bavSvobaSiise vimalebodi, ramdenime dRemSoblebi da policia erTad meZebdaxolme.sad gavCerdi?ho, bargi movisrole zeviT, mecnel-nela avbobRdi. rogori gamarjobacvTqvi, iseTive pasuxi miviRe:_ musikas xom ar davuwioT, xelixom ar geSlebaT?_ ara, iyos... momwons rac aris._ am raRacas The Rolling Stones qvia.amis Semdeg xma aRar amomiRia... Za<strong>lia</strong>nkargad vicodi, rac iyo. mTelibavSvoba, mamaCemis gadamkide magismeti araferi mesmoda. mere gavizarde,Tavad daviwye musikalur labirinTSigarkveva, magram misi mosawoni maincveraferi movZebne. mere mamaCemi gardaicvala...ai, axla amas ra mniSvnelobaaqvs? mainc xom unda Cametena CemSesaxeb raRac. icode, mkiTxvelo, eseckidev erTi Strixia, romelic ramdenadgamogadgeba ar vici, magram radganacvTqvi, eweros, kompiuteris RmerTmaase ineba.gavwminde aparati, yvelaferi kideverTxel gadavamowme. xval or saaTzeraRac gaxsna maqvs gadasaRebi. morigisavaWro centri an rame msgavsi iqneba,ar aqvs mniSvneloba.cali TvaliT qvemoT viyurebi, mainteresebsraze saubroben. albaT, Zvelinacnobebi arian an bavSvobis daqalebi(am sityvaze alergia maqvs) annaTesavebi an sayvarlebi an mkvlelebian... mokled milioni varianti arsebobsda SeiZleba yvela maTgani gamodgesmarTali. rogor miyvars tvinisgaWrialebamde fiqri, am yvelafersjobs, meore TvaliTac Cavxedo da gavigo,ra zomis mkerdi aqvs erT-erT maTgans.meores saerTod ver vxedav (CemqvemoT zis an wevs). mkerdis ra mogaxsenoT,saerTod araferi etyoba... mokledaqvs SekreWili Savi Tmebi, gawelilizeda tanis naxevars ufaravs dadid baTinkebSi Cauyvia fexebi (daviginebi,rom ramdenime zomiT didi aqvs).zemoT arc ixedeba, CD-is ukana mxareskiTxulobs. meore raRacaze ekamaTeba.raze saubroben ar mesmis, jageris xmasmiaqvs yvelaferi. Cawevasac ver vTxov,Tavidan xom vuTxari ar mawuxebs-meTqi_ axla gviania idayvze kbenani...rogorc iqna, waikiTxa rac rame eweradiskze da mopirdapire mxaresmoisrola. cota Cauwia magnitofons,zeviT amoixeda... me saswrafod gadavbrundida yursasmenebiT SeviaraRdi,viTom rames vusmendi damjdar iPod-Si.vici, rom daminaxa, patara bavSviviTgamomiWira. raRacnairad, TiTqos davarRviemaTi myudroeba, xeli SevuSaleor adamians, romelsac erTmaneTisTvisrva saaTze meti hqondaT. axlaaRar arian orni, ufro sworad arian,magram mec maTTan var. murmanis ekalirom gaamravlo orze da kidev raRacebidaumato, zustad egre vgrZnob Tavs.sulis mesameds mivyiddi imisTvis, romsxva adgilas gavCeniliyavi. vercCavdivar, verc vmoZraob, verc sxvagangadaval, normalurad verc vsunTqav.6 - 12 seqtemberi 2013SeiZleba, mkiTxvelo, gadaWarbebuladmogeCvenos Cemi aseTi gancdebi dagarkveulwilad marTalic iqnebi, radganSen Sen xar (Sen xom ar gaqvs msgavsiproblemebi), me kidev adamiani, romelicsasiyvarulo da saerTod sawinaaRmdegosqesTan didi gamocdilebiT vermoiwonebs Tavs. universitetis Semdegimdenad iSviaTad vxvdebi xolme vinmes,saxlSi Cem orientaciaze eWvi eparebaT.davubrundeT saTqmels. yursasmenebimovixseni, naTura avanTe da wignsdavuwye Zebna. wesiT ki unda mqondessadme mimaluli, yovelTvis damaqvsraRac... Senc ar momikvde, mkiTxvelo,araferi msgavsi. davrCi xaxamSrali daar vici, ra vakeTo. gavide, sigaretimovwio da Semdeg drois gayvanismizniT davaTvaliero mTeli matarebeli?!gamcilebeli Sevaba da masTangaverTo?! mokled, ar vici, ra vqna. vwevarda vfiqrob. isini saubroben.erTmaneTze, megobrobaze, seqsze...ai, aq ki namdvilad yurebi davcqviteda movemzade mosasmenad. iseT dros daadgilebs axseneben, warmodgena armaqvs. ara da geografias skolaSi kargadvswavlobdi. 74-78 wlebi, litvalatvia...mokled, ver vxvdebi eseni amTariRebTan ra SuaSi arian, magrammainc. Tema xom seqsia da meti ra minda!erTmaneTs axseneben im uxerxul situaciebs,rodesac alkoholis gadamkidesakuTar Tavebs ver cnobdnen. SeiZlebalesboselebi arian, bingo! mgoni,magrad gamimarTla!* * *_ Sen ggonia, es yvelaferi sadmeaisaxeba Cveni gadaRebuli fotoebisgarda, sadme darCeba?_ me maxsovs, Sen gaxsovs. CemTvis esaris mTavari._ gaxsovs debi rom vegoneT sastumroSi?iugoslavieli turistebirom iyvnen da Cveni Sebma undodaT._ haha, ki rogor ara, egonaT TiTofirfitas Tu mogvcemdnen, aucilebladdavwvebodiT._ imitomac gaiRviZes ezoSi, xezemibmulebma....giorgi karanaZeCemiSeboWiliocneba* * *raRac sevdianad daamTavra winadadeba,ar momewona. etyoba mixvda, romzedmeti Tqva, radganac martoni ar iyvnen.saswrafod Secvales saubris relsebida cota xanSi dadumdnen kidec.Tavi damnaSave mgonia, SeviWeri sxviscxovrebaSi da avrie yvelaferi.matarebeli 10 wuTSi erTxel Cerdebada raRac sadgurebs mianaTebs moyvi-Talo fers. didi xniT rom Cerdebodes,ki gadaiRebda adamiani erT-or kadrs,magram gareT darCenis xibli aSkaradar mxiblavs. isev vwevar. gverdsac vervicvli, ise mrcxvenia.nel-nela CameZina. bolosken bebia-Cemi gavixsene, romelic yovelTvissaintereso istoriebs yveboda. yvelazedaujerebeli ki is aris, rom arasodeseleoda mosayoli ambebi. yovel-Tvis axal-axals acxobda. Tavidan megona,rom marTali iyo es yvelaferi,sanam mamaCemma bavSvobis yvela ocnebasTanerTad ar gamimxila saidumlo.erTi weli, Turme gamcilebladmuSaobda da iq dagrovil istoriebssaTavisod irgebda da mere sxvebs uyveboda.maSin es CemTvis Za<strong>lia</strong>n didi dar-
6 - 12 seqtemberi 2013tyma iyo, Tumca axla vfiqrob, misifantazia rom mqondes, es naweric gacilebiTukeTesi iqneboda. erTia, rodesacismen raRacas da meore _ rodesacimaxsovreb. bebiaCemis istoriebismeoTxedic ki ar maxsovs wesierad. yvelaferigazrdis bra<strong>lia</strong>. zedmeti daseriozulebisda Cemi gulmaviwyobis.mokled, axla jobs Tavi davaneboaseT fiqrebs da xvalindel dReze, CemsTavze da momavalze vifiqro. dablamyofi gogoebi saerTod ar maRelvebs,rac unda, is moyvnen da rac unda, isifiqron. CemTvis sul erTia! miuxedavadCemi Camoyalibebuli azrebisa,mainc miCndeba imis survili, rom yvelaferiSevcvalo, erT dRes fexebzedavikido aqamde ganvlili cxovrebada sadme wavide.albaT, yvelas aqvs is momenti, rodesacZilis win raRacaze dakvirvebiTocnebob, Tavs ajereb, rom fiqrob, magramufro fantaziis sferoSi iWrebi.Semdeg iwyeba saboloo dazustebayoveli wvrilmanis, Semdeg Zilic mogakiTxavsda amdeni nawvalebi sizmrebSiCaiyreba. Tavidan marto sakuTari Tavimegona gamonaklisi, Semdeg davZebne damsoflioSi bevri adamiani vipove. rasar akeTebs axali teqnologiebi! ra arSeuZ<strong>lia</strong>! cota adre an gvian rom davbadebuliyavi,gacilebiT bednieriviqnebodi, ratomRac es grZnoba Tavsar manebebs, axsna ki jer ver mipovia.ar dagaviwydes, mkiTxvelo, me isevkupeSi var da isev im pozaSi vwevar,ubralod Tavs viqcev aseTi fiqrebiT,aseTi maimunobebiT, rogorc Cemi mezobelimetyoda. yovelTvis gaocebuliiyo, Tu rogor SemeZlo saaTobiTmeyurebina erTi da imave sagnisTvis daTan Tvalic ar damexamxamebina. adredakvirvebul bavSvs meZaxda, mere SeCvenebulsda bolos xmasac ki aRar mcemda,ratomRac gamirboda. ar vici, ratom...literaturuli gazeTi* * *_ me ar mjera axali drois cvlilebis.adamianebi zustad iseTebivearian, rogorebic adre, ubraloddRes teqnikas abraleben yvelafers._ SeiZleba egrea, magram drois aCqarebasra vuyoT, ra vuyoT prioritetebiscvlilebas an imas, rom ramdenimewelSi robotebi Cagvanacvleben._ mosaxdeni mainc moxdeba. ubralod,imas vambob, rom Tavad adamianisarsi, rogorc masSi Tavis droze RmerTmaan sxva vinmem Cado, yovelTviserTi iqneba. misi Secvla Cveni jiSisgamocvlas niSnavs. es niSnavs, rom isevmaimunebisken Tu ara, ukeTesisken arwavalT._ nu amuqeb yvelafers, mTladegrec ar aris saqme. ramdeni rame gvinaxavserTad, ramden adgilas vyofilvarT.marto Cveni albomebi rom naxo,imdeni adgili da qalaqia, calke istoriisSeqmna SegviZ<strong>lia</strong>. miuxedavadamxela anomaliisa, mainc adamianebivarT da SegviZ<strong>lia</strong> gaviziaroT maTi Ti-Toeuli tkivili, grZnoba, miRweva damarcxi._ damkvirvebeliviT nu saubrob, armjera, xom ici, msgavsi raRacebis. gaxsovs,40-ian wlebSi rogori gulanTebuliiyavi, rodesac ibrZodi rasobrividiskriminaciis winaaRmdeg?! mxolodramdenime aTwleulis Semdeg moxerxdaes yvelaferi. pirvel mercxlad yofnagacilebiT advi<strong>lia</strong>, vidre Tavad am movlenebisgulis-gulSi yofna._ sxvebze adre rom grZnob cvlilebebs,es SesaZlebloba ki ar aris, aramedwyevla._ rac ginda is daarqvi, me, xom ici,ubralod faqtebs da Ria baraTebs vagroveb.* * *SeiZleba, es Cemi gagiJebis bolostadia iyos, magram rac movismine esaris. sityva-sityviT amoviwere da tvinisRrmulebSi amovtvifre. aseTi dialogicxovrebaSi ar momesmina. TvalebiSublze amivida. ise axsenebdnen amTariRebs da movlenebs, rom istoriisspecialistebs SeSurdebodaT. ise dawvrilebiTganixilavdnen meoce saukunispolitikur movlenebs, TiTqos iqveiyvnen gverdiT da yurs ugdebdnen stalinsda CerCils, an birTvul oms aridebnenmsoflios, an vietnamis omis dam-TavrebisTvis ibrZodnen. yvelaferi er-Tad, yvela movlena erTi piridan gamo-Tqmuli. es gamaognebe<strong>lia</strong>!didi xania, antidepresantebis dalevasTavi davanebe. ar mSvelis. rogorcCemebi amboben, Cumi depresia iseTia, arcTavs gabezrebs da arc gagaxarebs bolomde.mkurnalobas eqvemdebareba, magramramdenad Sedegianad _ kvlav Senzeadamokidebuli. Tu ginda, rom kargxasiaTze gaiRviZo diliT, unda Seecadoda gaiRviZo. Tu kvlav moJamuli saxiTCaixedebi sarkeSi, erTi galoni wamlismiuxedavad, efeqti nulis toli iqneba.mec egre var. Tu minda, dilis 7-ze Semovirbenyvelafers da meore dResacaRvuTqvam msgavs sportul aqtivobas,magram mere qars gavatan yvelafers. esmarto pirad damokidebulebaSi ki arvlindeba, aramed xasiaTis yvelazemcired gamovlinebebSic. enTuziazmicarciviT Camefxvneba xelebSi, rodesacpirvelsave winaaRmdegobas gadavawydebi.yovelgvari rainduli qreba da rCebainstiqti ukan dabrunebis, yvelafrismitovebis da ususurobis.ar vici, ramdenad `mwerlurad~ JRerses yvelaferi, magram aq gamogoni<strong>lia</strong>mbebis moyolas ar vapireb. saerTodar msurs sainformacio gamoSvebebsdavemsgavso.Rame gadatyda. matarebeli daRlilisiCqariT miikvalavs gzas daRrecilrelsebze da xandaxan Tavisi SeZaxiliTTavs gvaxsenebs. qvemoT siCumea. didixania, aravin saubrobs. axla mosawevadTu ara, minimum bunebrivi moTxovnilebebisdasakmayofileblad unda gavide.frTxilad vadgam fexs pirvel da meorelogins Soris gamoSveril sadgamze,sunTqvas vikaveb da frTxilad vaReb karebs.derefnidan Semosul SuqSi vamCnev,rom erTad wvanan, orives Zinavs dasaubari sizmris talRebze hyavT gadayvanili.Za<strong>lia</strong>n kargi, Cumad gaval, CumadSemoval, verc gaigeben. an gaigonTundac, me maTTan araferi maqvs dasamali.rogorc iqna, davbrundi. gareT araferixdeba. yvelas Zinavs... orad-oriadamiani vnaxe, romlebic simTvralisganerTmaneTs siyvaruls eficebodnenda telefonebis gadayraze saubrobdnen.saswrafod Tavi avaride daCemi kupisken aviRe gezi. Cumad avedimeore sarTulze da davelode gaTenebas.maxsovs, bavSvobaSi rogor miyvardamzis amosvlis yureba. sadRac wavikiTxe,rom rodesac mze ar amova, ma-Sin damTavrdeba dedamiwis arsebobac.mec gulis fancqaliT velodebodimis gamoCenas. bavSvobaSi rom damTavrebuliyoCemi cxovreba kidev ufromewyineboda. maSin megona, rom msofliosSemovivlidi, cnobili fotografiviqnebodi da Cemi sikvdilisSemdeg xarisxiani fotoebiT gaZeZgi<strong>lia</strong>lbomebi gaiyideboda. Cems biografiasaswavlidnen skolebSi da a.S.omis fotografia iseTi profesiaa,yoveli gakveTili SeiZleba ukanaskne<strong>lia</strong>RmoCndes.dakvirvebuli mkiTxveli aucilebladdainteresdeba Cemi saqmianobiTam kuTxiT, magram Cemda samarcxvinodunda iTqvas, rom mxolod erTgan varnamyofi, Tumca imxela efeqti moaxdinayvelaferma, sabolood aviRexeli am saqmianobaze. erayidan dabrunebuli,ramdenime Tve xmas verviRebdi, vgrZnobdi, Za<strong>lia</strong>n bevrivnaxe Cem asakTan SedarebiT. dRemdever mominelebia es yvelaferi....isini wvanan da sinqronulad sun-Tqaven, mTvaris areklil Suqze Semi-Z<strong>lia</strong> meorec gavarCio. mowiTalo Tmebiaqvs, ucnaurad Zinavs, TiTqos daxuWulTvalebs aqeT-iqiT acecebs, etyobaraRacaze fiqrobs. wawvetebulicxviri, gawelili zeda da msgavsibaTinkebi. iseT kategoriaSi gadian,sayvarel cxovels musikosis saxelsrom arqmeven, standartuli samsaxurebirom aqvT, saxlis interieri romainteresebT da unaxavT Za<strong>lia</strong>n bevrifilmi. Tamamad SeuZ<strong>lia</strong>T ikamaToniseT sakiTxebze, rac ar ainteresebTda a.S. ramdenad aris es yvelaferi simarTle,ar vici da verc verasdrosgavigeb. Tu adamianTan saubari ar daiwye,sakuTari fantaziebi verafersgiSvelis.xmauri imdenad monotonuri gaxda,rom warmoudgenlad mimaCnia misgareSe cxovreba. vgrZnob, zRvasadRac axlos aris, TiTqmis misi myralisunic ki meca, magram ar Cans jer,xan saxlebi efareba, xan _ mTebi.proza 7arauSavs, adre Tu gvian mainc vnaxav.weliwadSi ramdenjerme gamowerilimaqvs msgavsi mogzauroba, TiTqosaraferi, magram gulis siRrmeSi bavSviviTeiforia mipyrobs, sul maxsendebapirveli gamgzavreba ojaxTan erTad,mari<strong>lia</strong>n wyalTan pirveli Sexeba... er-TaderTi dadebiTi movlena, romelicTiTqmis yvela ojaxs ganucdia. me esmomwons! momwons Cemi Tavi aseTi damiuxedavad amdeni saSineli Tvisebisa,romelsac ZiriTadad sxvebi amxelensajarod, me mainc me var, ujredebisaseTi ganlageba, romelic individualuriamTels planetaze. madlobaRmerTs, klonireba jer kidev fufunebaada xalxi SiSiT uyurebs am yvelafers.nel-nela inaTa da movida dro damSvidobebis.viTom Za<strong>lia</strong>n axlo megobrebivarT, viTom mTeli Rame inteleqtualursaubarSi an aseve inteleqtualurseqsSi gavatareT. jer moridebiTgadmovixede qvemoT, mere Tavicgadmovyavi da Cemda gasakvirad _ kupe-Si marto var!gamcilebelma gamomatanina CanTebi,kargi dasveneba misurva da gamistumramatareblidan. baqanze dabneulibavSviviT aqeT-iqiT vacecebTvalebs. mainteresebs, sad wavidnen.arc imdeni xalxia, rom wiTelTmianimainc ver davinaxo. vgrZnob, rom gamcildnen,maleve wasulan... ratomRacguldamZimebuli mivdivar gaCerebisken.es SemTxveva araferia, SeiZlebaxvalac ar gamaxsendes. Tumca, maincmrCeba gulSi naklulobis gancda..._ ukacravad, ver mogvexmarebiT?dabneuli ukan vixedebi. ori moxuciqalbatoni sabarguls ver xuravs,etyoba me meZaxian. mimovixede da nelinabijiT maTken wavedi:_ imdenad Zveli manqanaa, rom daaviwydaTavisi funqcia.es uxerxuli fraza ekideba CvensSoris._ arauSavs, axlave davxurav.meore cdaze yvelaferi gamomdis.jentlmenur Tvisebebs vaRviZeb CemSida jer erTs vuReb karebs, mere _ meores.ai, sul bolos ki Cemi yuradRebamaTma Cacmulobam miiyro, saidanRacmecnoboda.... Tumca, maSin amaze bevriar mifiqria, Cemi movaleoba movixadeda gaCerebaze dabrunebas vapirebdi,rodesac mzis dakvrasaviT raRac amewvagonebaSi, megona tvini gamiTxierdada cxviridan Camoiqceoda.Tvalebi gavaxile da samgzavro avtobusSivar _ orive CanTa Caxutebulimaqvs da fiqrebiT damZimebuli TaviSuSaze monotonurad exeTqeba. estkivili SvebasTan erTad modis...mainc saidan mecnoboda es yvelaferi?!sibereSi im yvelafris asrulebaiwyeba, rac mTeli cxovrebagaklda. aba, vin gagkicxavswiTeli Tmebis an SuazafxulSi baTinkebisCacmis gamo?..