Cemi fanjrebidan
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Cemi fanjrebidan
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2 agvisto - 5 seqtemberi 2013<br />
Tali iyo. iwva, cdilobda, daeZina,<br />
ZilSic ki eSinoda gaRviZebis. naxulobda<br />
sizmrebs, eloda orsarTulian,<br />
SiferiT gadaxurul saxls, magram saxli<br />
yovelTvis moulodnelad modioda,<br />
rodesac Tavad miiCnevda saWirod<br />
maSin. an sulac SemTxveviT. misi neba<br />
iyo.<br />
iwva da itanjeboda. da is, rom camde<br />
marTali iyo, odnavac ver exmareboda.<br />
ratomRac umoqmedoba mainc<br />
gacilebiT ufro mtanjveli iyo, vidre<br />
is naZaladevi, mtkivneuli da uazro,<br />
yoveldRiuri, yofiTi sazarunavi. bolosdabolos,<br />
rodesac urCxuli<br />
mogdevs, nebismier SemTxvevaSi, sjobs,<br />
gaiqce, sadamdec gaeqcevi, vidre ase<br />
uZravad daxvde, felamuSis naWeriviT.<br />
cota xans kidev eloda saxls. icoda,<br />
rom tyuilad eloda, magram iwva<br />
da eloda. am bolo dros ukve ise eloda<br />
sizmris saxlSi wasvlas, rogorc<br />
saxelmwifo samsaxuriT gadaRlili<br />
moqalaqe eSureba xolme zafxulSi Svebulebis<br />
aRebas da agarakze asvlas<br />
dasasveneblad da sulis mosaTqmelad.<br />
da ara mxolod imitom, rom iq Tvali<br />
exileboda da yvelafers xedavda,<br />
arc imitom, rom cudi saxli iyo, saSi-<br />
Si da yovel wams SeiZleboda, rame momxdariyo.<br />
roca rame xdeba, Tundac<br />
saSiSi da saSineli, TviT amis molodinic<br />
ki gacilebiT ukeTesia, vidre<br />
rodesac araferi xdeba da am afTariviT<br />
pirdaRebuli araraobis winaSe<br />
dgaxar, xelebCamoyrili da ganiaraRebuli.<br />
mTavari is iyo, rom grZnobda,<br />
im saxlSi raRac xdeboda, raRac<br />
Zalian saintereso da erT mSvenier da<br />
saSinel Rames yvelaferi gacxaddeboda,<br />
an mTavari maspinZlebi daxvdebodnen,<br />
an piriqiT _ stumrad movidodnen<br />
an Tavad saxli etyoda da aCvenebda<br />
rames... rame iseTs _ mTavars!<br />
aba, ase tyuilad saxlebi sizmrebSi<br />
ar daiarebian. eg zustad icoda. SemTxveviT<br />
SeiZleba erTxel Semoxetebuliyo,<br />
orjer... mere ukve Saria. da<br />
swored es Sari iyo, rasac eloda da<br />
rac aZlebinebda. xvdeboda, rom iq<br />
raRac iseTi xdeboda, mniSvnelovani.<br />
an iqneb samudamod dasaxlebuliyo<br />
kidec am saxlSi. vin icis, sinamdvile-<br />
Si sad aris sizmari? aq Tu iq? vin daadgens?<br />
cxadi mainc iq aris, sadac xedav...<br />
mainc Zalian uWirda. adgoma yvelaze<br />
ufro metad, mere nel-nela, nel-nela<br />
imarTeboda, magram pirveli nabiji<br />
mainc saSineleba iyo. yvelaze mtanjveli<br />
da mtkivneuli, rogorc alesil<br />
samarTebelze gaiaro fexSiSvelma.<br />
sakuTari gamocdilebiT icoda,<br />
rom sjobda, wamomdgariyo, rogorme<br />
gaeZlo da Tu saxlidan gaRwevis Zalac<br />
eyofoda, mTlad ukeTesi, imitom, rom<br />
Tu sawolSi darCeboda, dRis bolomde<br />
garekavda da mere, mborgavi, ofl-<br />
Si gaxviTquli da nervebdawyvetili<br />
erTaderT nugeSad Zils, rogorc<br />
sikvdils, ise daelodeboda...<br />
wyali gadaivlo da SedarebiT ukeT<br />
igrZno Tavi, misTvis winaswar gamzadebuli<br />
TeTreuli da tansacmeli naxa<br />
da Caicva. verasodes itanda usufTaod<br />
da ugemovnod Cacmul adamianebs. Cacma<br />
magrad uyvarda, gansakuTrebiT fexsacmelebis.<br />
axlac ki xelis TiTebiT<br />
amowmebda fexsacmels da TiTqmis arasdros<br />
cdeboda. Savi saTvale gaikeTa.<br />
xeljoxi aiRo da saxlSive gaSala.<br />
Zalian kargi xeljoxi iyo, lamazi, mokle<br />
da Zalian kargi. rom gaSlidi, or<br />
metrze iSleboda, rac gamocdili da<br />
usinaTlobas miCveuli adamianisTvis<br />
sruliad sakmarisi iyo. erTaderTi,<br />
rasac ver Seegua, xeljoxis monotonuri<br />
da gulisgamawvrilebeli kakuni<br />
iyo. iseTi SegrZneba hqonda, TiTqos<br />
pirdapir mis nervebze ukravdnen da<br />
Tavidan lamis Rriali daiwyo. mere<br />
TandaTan mieCvia. isic daamxeca, rom<br />
joxi trotuaridan, asfaltidan an miwidan<br />
odnav maRla daeWira da mxolod<br />
drodadro moesinja win sivrce...<br />
es xeljoxi da kakuni bavSvobisas<br />
wakiTxul `ganZis kunZuls~ axsenebda,<br />
beberi brma mekobre piu, dametkil baraTs<br />
rom miutans Tavis kapitan bili<br />
bonss da is kidev daRunuli mezRvauruli<br />
kortikiT gamouxteba, magram<br />
moqnevis dros sastumros abras wamosdebs<br />
da beberi oxeri piu gadarCeba,<br />
gaaswrebs.<br />
eRimeboda, magram es mogoneba mainc<br />
didxans ver mihyveboda, ver arTobda.<br />
‘ras vifiqrebdi, rom bavSvobaSi mec<br />
beberi mekobre piusaviT vivlidi, Tan<br />
ise, rom dametkil baraTsac aravin gamatanda<br />
bili bonsTan – Seni kapitnoba<br />
damTavrdao. aravin icis, win ra elodeba<br />
da verc verasdros gaigebs, sicocxlec<br />
xom swored magiT mTavrdeba,<br />
SeucnobelSi wasvliT, saidanac jer<br />
ambavi aravis moutania da arc Sen ici,<br />
win ra gelis – gansawmendeli, sazvereebi,<br />
angelozebi, eSmakebi, kupris<br />
mdinare, sadac mxolod erTi bewvis<br />
xidia, Tu kargad moiqcevi da bevr<br />
sikeTes Caiden, Seni suli gamsubuqdeba<br />
da gaxval kupris mdinareze, Tu<br />
codvebiT xar damZimebuli, Cavardebi.<br />
saSineli, aduRebuli, kupris mdinare,<br />
romelic Tavis Sav-wiTeli cecxlisgan<br />
daxeTqil talRebs moagorebs da ubedur<br />
codvilebs abrunebs Tavis almodebuli<br />
zvirTebiT. kupris mdinaris<br />
mTeli kalapoti codvilebis moTqmagodebiT<br />
aris azrilebuli...<br />
kupris mdinare da zed bewvis xidi.<br />
ra sikeTe unda gqondes egeTi Cadenili,<br />
bewvis xidma rom gagiZlos? an kidev<br />
kupris mdinareze da bewvis xidze gacilebiT<br />
uaresi. araferi rom dagxvdes.<br />
sicariele. Savi, bneli sicariele, zustad<br />
iseTive, saidanac moxvedi... xo<br />
egreve mogenatreba bewvis xidi...<br />
`aravin icis, win ra elodeba~...<br />
amaze yovelTvis Tavisi Svilis<br />
naTqvami axsendeboda, romelic axla<br />
stokholmSi swavlobs da Zalian didi<br />
xania, ar unaxavs.<br />
maSin ki Svidi wlis gamxdari, awowili<br />
biWi iyo. raRac magari saTamaSo<br />
moutana. biWma Zalian gaixara, magram<br />
mere moiwyina da Tqva: `kacs roca raime<br />
sasixarulo SeemTxva, unda gauxardes,<br />
Torem vin icis, win ra saxifaTo ambebi<br />
moelodebao~...<br />
saxlidan gasvlisas kars arasdros<br />
ketavda. saSineleba iyo xelis cecebiT<br />
gasaRebis saketSi mortyma. axlac<br />
ubralod gamoixura rkinis TeTri<br />
kari da kibeze daeSva. aq ki uwevda xeljoxis<br />
kakuni. misi saxlis kibe iyo, zepirad<br />
icoda, magram mainc didi sifrTxile<br />
sWirdeboda. erTi-orjer mainc<br />
wamohkravda xolme fexs, an Caucdeboda<br />
veragulad Catexil safexurze. yvelaze<br />
metad am dros mezoblebTan Sexvedras<br />
ver itanda, gamoqandebodnen,<br />
amosdebdnen idayvSi xels da dafacurdebodnen.<br />
sikeTiT mosdiodaT, aba, ra,<br />
magram mainc Zalian Zneli iyo.<br />
Sua gazafxuli idga, aprili.<br />
rogorc iqna, daTba. ezos bavSvebis<br />
yiJina iklebda: `dedaa, xuTTeTriani<br />
Camomigde, dedaaa!.. pasi, ei, pasi Zmurad,<br />
au, Sen vina xar raaa!.. mama, ar<br />
literaturuli gazeTi<br />
hqondaaaaT!.. gool!.. SeiZleba, kidev<br />
viyido nayiniii! ar iyo goliii... araa!<br />
yeli gagicivdebaa! mTeli zamTari iweqi!<br />
ra ar iyo biWooo!.. dedaaa!..<br />
uceb Tavbru daexva. xmebi, gazafxulis<br />
suni, mze, romelsac mTeli sxeuliT<br />
grZnobda da isrutavda. igrZno,<br />
mTvraliviT rogor aeria fexi. saukune<br />
iyo, aRar daulevia, ukve didi xnis<br />
daviwyebuli hqonda simTvralis SegrZneba<br />
da axla yvelaferi datrialda.<br />
welSi gaimarTa, Tavi aswia da odnav<br />
fexareuli sakaifo rweva-rweviT wavida,<br />
rogorc adre Tavis biWobaSi dadioda,<br />
RviniT mTvrali...<br />
manqanis muxruWis Wriali gaisma!<br />
_ gadadi ra droze, to!<br />
_ wadi erTi, Seni dedac!..<br />
_ raa?..<br />
_ ver gaige? gagimeoro? _ Savi<br />
saTvale Seabruna iqiT, saidanac xma<br />
modioda.<br />
mZRolma mxolod axlaRa SeamCnia<br />
da xmis amouReblad daZra manqana.<br />
midioda welSi gamarTuli, Tavaweuli<br />
da fexareuli _ Savi saTvaliT da<br />
xelSi TeTri, lamazi xeljoxiT. eklesiis<br />
WiSkari mowyalebis saTxovnelad<br />
gamosuli adamianebis xmiT<br />
icno, mixvda, rom movida. pirjvari gadaiwera.<br />
jibidan specialurad maT-<br />
Tvis Senaxuli blomad TeTri fuli amoiRo<br />
da gaSlili xelisguliT gauwoda.<br />
_ Tqven TiTon aiReT, visac ramdeni<br />
gindaT da gWirdebaT.<br />
da rodesac igrZno, rom ukanaskneli<br />
xurdac aiRes misi xelisgulidan,<br />
xmebs, romlebic madlobas uxdidnen da<br />
locavdnen, calybad, keTilad gauRima<br />
da TeTri xeljoxis kakuniT ganagr-<br />
Zo gza.<br />
beberi mekobre piusaviT...<br />
orsarTuliani Cveulebrivi saxli<br />
ki iq idga, sadac idga _ qvis kibiT,<br />
umoajirod, SiferiT gadaxuruli, xis<br />
wiTlad SeRebili da axla gayavisferebuli<br />
iatakiT, erTmaneTSi gamavali<br />
oTaxebiT, gamSrali, gaxurebuli<br />
kedlebiT da <strong>fanjrebidan</strong> Sav, murtal<br />
sibneleSi gafrialebuli TeTri, WuWyiani<br />
fardebiT.<br />
fanjarasTan ki TviTon idga jibeSi<br />
xelebCawyobili da uyurebda manqanebis<br />
zrialSi, erTmaneTSi areul, gamwarebul<br />
da gadareul xalxSi, gamonabolqvis<br />
suniT da buRiT amomxrCval<br />
quCaSi mimaval sakuTar Tavs. rogor<br />
miirweoda welgamarTuli da Tavaweuli,<br />
Savi saTvaliT da xelSi TeTri xeljoxiT.<br />
rogor miikvlevda amden ucnob<br />
da ucnaur xalxSi gzas ise, rom veravis<br />
da verafers xedavda.<br />
fanjarasTan idga, jibeSi xelebCawyobili,<br />
uyurebda da eloda.<br />
e, marTla, netavi mag orsarTuliani<br />
saxlis pirvel sarTulze ra xdeba? jer<br />
iq aravin Casula. arc erTxel. da arc<br />
TviTon gamoCenila...<br />
Canawerebi 15<br />
giorgi lobJaniZe<br />
<strong>Cemi</strong><br />
<strong>fanjrebidan</strong><br />
dasasruli<br />
erTi kia, muclidanve raRac saswauliT<br />
gadavrCenilvar da amasTanave amcdenia<br />
ori uxerxuli saxeli _ serafioni,<br />
deda<strong>Cemi</strong>s mamisa, da ufro ki,<br />
erasti, mama<strong>Cemi</strong>s mamisa, romlis darqmevasac,<br />
rom ara wminda giorgis neba,<br />
Turme seriozulad mipirebdnen.<br />
irmas ki Cems mexsierebaSi ukavSirdeba<br />
kidev erTi mistikuri ambavi,<br />
romelic rakiRa olika qadagis ambebisagan<br />
gansxvavebiT, SesaniSnavad maxsovs,<br />
Cemze dRemde pirvandeli sicxadiT<br />
moqmedebs.<br />
raxan maSin me skolaSi jer ar davdiodi,<br />
ese igi, irma iyo daaxloebiT<br />
meSvide klasSi, ucnauri xilvebi rom<br />
daewyo. jer Tavidan mSoblebs ar umxelda,<br />
mere ki, roca Tavsdatexilma<br />
ucnaurobam Zalian Seawuxa, ra Tqma<br />
unda, dedas uTxra, rom saRamoobiT an<br />
gamTeniisas, viRac SavebSi Cacmuli<br />
kaci ecxadeboda da davalebebs aZlevda.<br />
deda<strong>Cemi</strong> morwmune iyo, magram<br />
Tavidan, etyoba, es yvelaferi irmas<br />
fantazias miawera. droTa ganmavloba-<br />
Si ki Cems das seriozuli SiSi rom Seni-<br />
Sna, daujeres, dasves da yvelaferi<br />
moayoles.<br />
irmam Tqva, rom maRali, wamosasxam-<br />
Si gaxveuli ucnobi kaci yvelasagan<br />
uCumrad modis da aSinebs.<br />
atyda erTi aliaqoTi. jer egonaT,<br />
viRac Cveni sofleli avazaki aSinebda.<br />
daudarajdnen, magram veraferi rom<br />
ver gaawyves, daiwyes eqimbaSebsa da<br />
mkiTxavebSi, ufro sworad, mlocvelebSi<br />
siaruli.<br />
Sors wasvla ar dasWirvebiaT. maSin<br />
jer kidev cocxali iyo mama<strong>Cemi</strong>s deda,<br />
olika babo, romelmac uebari Selocva<br />
icoda.<br />
hoda, daawvines es irma da olika<br />
babom koWobi gadmoabruna.<br />
vinc ar icis, ra aris koWobis gadmobruneba,<br />
imisTvis albaT saintereso<br />
iqneba am ritualis sagangebo aRwera:<br />
Sepyrobils an SeSinebuls mlocveli<br />
taxtze daawvens, gulze an TavTan<br />
wyliT savse xis varcls daadebs da<br />
gareSemo Semovlas iwyebs. Tan WinWars<br />
scems wyals da ferad-ferad magiur<br />
Selocvas butbutebs.<br />
ar vici, WinWris cemiT Tu ar vici,<br />
Selocvis ZaliT, civi wyali TandaTan<br />
xurdeba, duRils iwyebs da haerSi<br />
orTqlad ifanteba. <strong>Cemi</strong> TvaliT rom<br />
ar mqondes nanaxi, ver davijerebdi,<br />
magram swored ase moxda maSin da am ambavma<br />
Cemze Semaryevlad imoqmeda. mTeli<br />
varcli wyali erT saaTSi aorTqlda.<br />
babos saxlidan wamosulebs eWvi<br />
aRar gvepareboda, rom irma srulebiT<br />
ganikurna da is `stumaric~ marTla<br />
kargaxans ar gamoCenila, sanam erT<br />
dResac diliT samzareulodan irmas<br />
ganwiruli Rriali ar Semogvesma.<br />
samzareulo ezoSi gvedga. saxlidan<br />
saswrafod CavcvivdiT qvemoT da<br />
samzareuloSi irma davinaxeT, romelic<br />
idga da dafeTebuli Tvalebs atrialebda,<br />
xelSi ki raRac Savi naWeri<br />
eWira. mere hyveboda: isev movida is<br />
kaci, me Tavidan Zalian SemeSinda, magram<br />
Zala movikrife da saxidan naWeri<br />
Camovglije, rom damenaxa. is ki uecrad<br />
gaqra da xelSi es Savi naWeri Semomr-<br />
Cao.<br />
is naWeri babo<strong>Cemi</strong>s rCeviTa da<br />
locviT dawves da Cems das imis mere<br />
frCxilic aRar wamostkenia. xalisiani,<br />
CaxCaxa, cxovrebisa da siyvarulis<br />
ndobiT aRsavse adamiani dadga, romelmac<br />
swored am ndobisa da siyvarulis<br />
gamo imdeni ram gadaitana xorcSesxmuli<br />
adamianebisagan mere, rom albaT<br />
ymawvilobis droindeli xilvebi imas-<br />
Tan SedarebiT axla aRarafrad eCveneba.
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