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6 Canawerebi literaturuli gazeTi * * * ...Cemi da Cemze erTi wliT ufrosi disSvilis, Sorenas saziaro sixaruli xaSuris pionerTa saxlis mxatvruli kiTxvis wrea, Tiniko koSkaZesTan, sadac erTad davdivarT da Tiniko maswavlebeli aTasnar leqss gvaswavlis gamoTqmiT. marTali rom vTqva, me xmamaRla leqsebis kiTxva ar miyvars, Sorenas ki SeuZlia, mTeli stumarmaspinZeli situaciurad, rolebSi waikiTxos. me ki ufro liana maswavlebelTan, liana tatiSvilTan misvla mixaria xolme, musikaze. Tavis droze dedaCemis daJinebuli moTxovniT daviwye xa- SurSi fortepianoze siaruli da paralelurad movxvdi liana tatiSvilis sabavSvo ansamblSi, romelsac CemTvis ucnauri saxeli `diskanti~ hqvia da romelsac me Cemeburad `niskartad~ `vTargmni~, Tumca vici, rom `diskanti~ sinamdvileSi biWunas yvelaze maRal, wkriala xmas niSnavs. gansakuTrebiT xuTSabaTi miyvars, radgan am dros liana maswavlebelTan Sin mivdivar solfejiosa da musliteraturis gakveTilze. am dros mTeli samyaro ixsneba CemTvis _ namdvili musikiT tkboba da sxva aTasgvari codna, romelsac lianas meti veravin gaswavlis. TviTon namdvili qariSxalia liana _ uniWieresi musikosi, romelic mxolod profesiuli uiRblobis gamo aRmoCnda xaSurSi da axla Tavs aq ise grZnobs, rogorc Wiqa wyalSi. is aris yvelaze araordinaruli adamiani, vinc aqamde minaxavs. arafrad agdebs `xaSuris kanonebs~ da mxolod musikis udides suls emorCileba. magram jadosnur samyaroSi SesaRwevad yovelTvis unda gadaixado raRaca safasuri da lianasTan xuTSaba- TobiT misuls ori dabrkolebis gadalaxva miwevs _ erTi misi yovlad saZageli finiaa, romelic mudmivad fexebSi metaneba da erTic kidev àucilebeli~ maTlafa wvniani. saqme isaa, rom ramdenime wlis win dedam daiCivla liana maswavlebelTan: Zalian uWmelia es biWi, ra ar viRone da pirs arafers akarebso da imis Semdeg liana wlebis ganmavlobaSi masTan misuls maiZulebs cremlebTan erTad vylapo misi gakeTebuli ugemrielesi, magram CemTvis mainc sazizRari supi. kidev erTi ram, razedac liana gamudmebiT miCiCinebs, Cemi siarulis ucnauri maneraa, romlis gamosasworebladac zogjer metad originaluradac irjeba: magaliTad, quCaSi Soridan momkravs Tvals, damiZaxebs, giorgio da Cemken zustad Cemnairad, ClaxuniT wamova. SemTxvevas ras uzam? _ qariSxali uceb SeiZleba yvelas daatdes Tavs, magram masTan vcdilob, Tavi vakontrolo... swored lianasTan movismine pirvelad edit piafis Zalian kargi Canaweri da mivxvdi, Tavisi ganumeoreblobis miuxedavad, vis hgavda yvelaze metad es ucnaurad sayvareli qalbatoni: is aris namdvili piafi _ xaSur- Si, beRura _ yinvis saSinel marwuxeb- Si... lianas mezoblad murad mTvareliZe cxovrobs. mas da mis meuRles, araCveulebriv eqims nana kakiaSvils ori Svili hyavT: patara TaTia da masze umcrosi mindia. es bavSvebi gansakuTrebulad miyvars da, ra Tqma unda, muradis deda qalbatoni evgenia, romelic gvarad lobJaniZea, gvenaTesaveba da amis gamo me `Jenia mamidas~ veZaxi. marTalia, murads amaze ironiulad eRimeba, magram `Jenia mamida~ namdvil mamidebze metad Tu ara, naklebad ar miyvars. muradi xom saerTod, Cemi idealia: araCveulebrivi poeti, mecnieri, xaSuris rkinigzis mesame sa- Sualo skolis direqtori, romelic jer kidev Cemi mSoblebis sicocxleSi gavicani, roca Cemi ori leqsi pirvelad daibeWda xaSuris raionul gazeT `gamarjvebis gzaSi~. am leqsebis dabeWdva saerTod Zalian sasacilo ambavi iyo. muzam Zalze adreul asakSi Semawuxa gamomcemloba ìnteleqti” cota xanSi `Canawerebis~ seriiT gamoscems poetisa guram da mTargmnelis doCanaSvili giorgi lobJaniZis wigns `Cemi fanjrebidan~. manamde mkiTxvels vTavazobT ramdenime Canawers am wignidan. giorgi lobJaniZe Cemi fanjrebidan Tali giTxraT, me araferi maxsovs, magram rogorc axla TviTon gogi ixsenebs, rom ukiTxavs, aba axla ras kiTxulobo: miTqvams, gogebaSvilis mesame toms-meTqi. imas hgonebia, vityuebodi da CamZiebia, aba, ra weria mag mesame tomSio da me TiTqmis zepirad momiyolia gogebaSvilis pedagogiuri werilebi. kidev erTi fraza, romelic maSin sruliad paTetikurad wamomisvria da razec gogi dRemde damcinis, iyo is, rom SekiTxvaze, aq es da es saxe ase ratom giweriao, mimigia: ìci, ra, Cven, poetebi, sul sxvanairad vxedavT samyaros-meTqi~. imis Semdeg gogi, ramdeni Semxvdeba, sul amas gaiZaxis `Cven, poetebio~, magram marTali giTxraT, me eWvi mepareba, rom es fraza mekuTvnodes, radgan imdenad moridebuli bavSvi gaxldiT, amis Tqmas ucxo adamians verasdros Sevbedavdi. xolo Tu vTqvi, es imas adasturebs, rom im wuTas Zalian stresul mdgomareobaSi viyavi. ase iyo Tu ise, daitova gogim es Cemi dasta da iqidan ori leqsi aar- Cies, romelic 1986 wlis 11 ivliss gazeT `gamarjvebis gzaSi~ daibeWda. imave saRamos, soflis fostalionma, Jenia Zalom, sul frial-frialiT mogvirbenina gazeTi, romelmac moiara ojaxis yvela wevri da sabolood samudamod daido bina dedaCemis winsafris jibeSi. dedas ufro is uxaroda, rom giJi ki ara, poeti aRmovCndi... mamaCemisTvis poetobac didi veraferi SeRavaTi iyo, magram mainc welSi gaimarTa, radgan amiT Cems ucnaurobas ase Tu ise raRac patara gamarTleba mainc moe- Zebna... ufro didi sixaruli ki meore dRes meloda Turme, roca imave Jenia Zalom axla ukve depeSa mogvitana, maSindeli sruli wesis dacviT, kirilicaTi akrefili qarTuli sityvebi: äèäè ñèõàðóëèò öàâèêèòõå òêâåíè ëåêñåáè, àóñèëåáëàä ãíàõàâò. Ìóðàä Ìòâàðåëèäçå. `Cven yovelives vxedavT ara imgvars, rogoric aris, aramed iseTs, rogorebic Tavad varT...~ Talmudi nazia anu maSindeli pirveli saSualo skola yvelafers merCivna. saocrad miyvarda Cemi klaselebi da maTTan da- Sorebas verafriT avitandi. soflis skolidan gadmosuli, Tavis droze, am klasma Zalian kargad mimiRo da axla Cemi gogo-biWebis Tavs araferi merCivna. Tan morigi Seyvarebulic klasSive myavda da aba, imas muradSi rogor gadavcvlidi?! siyvarulebze cota ufro merec SeiZleba laparaki, magram mTavari mainc is iyo, rom saukeTeso maswavleblebi myavda. Cveni klasis damrigebeli Tamar gagniZe istorias gvaswavlida. skolis direqtori lia ebanoiZe germanuls, neli fcqialaZe _ fizikas, ciala beriZe _ rusuls, lili cxovrebaSvili _ maTematikas, meri xarabaZe _ biologias. Cemi gamokveTili interesebis gamo ki yvelaze kargad, cxadia, qarTulis maswavleblebs vewyobodi: mexuTe-meeqvse klasSi _ marina cicqiSvils, romelic meSvide klasidan meTerTmetes CaTvliT CemTvis sruliad gansakuTrebulma adamianma fati kurtaniZem Secvala. fatis maswavleblobamdec kargad vicnobdi. jer kidev meoTxeklaselis leqsebis Casawerad radiodan xaSurSi Camovida misi kurseli qeTevan (saqine) onikaSvili _ fereidneli gurji, romelic fereidnelebis pirveli Camosaxlebuli talRis Svili iyo, 14 wlidan saqarTveloSi gazrdili da Cveni universitetis filologiuri fakultetis kursdamTavrebuli. maSin Cven- Tan qeTinos fati kurtaniZec mohyva Tavisi 4 wlis giorgi kereseliZiT da mas Semdeg fati kurtaniZe da misi ojaxi Cemi meore ojaxic gaxda. ufro sworad, es Zia giorgi kurtaniZisa da maro deidas _ mariam konstantinovis didi ojaxi iyo: fatiT, darejaniT, giorgiT, murmaniT, mere ki tuxoTi da TevdoreTi... ojaxSi, ra Tqma unda, mTavari giorgi Zia iyo _ saocrad keTili, magram sityvaZunwi kaci, romelic mxolod 2 agvisto - 5 seqtemberi 2013 da ufro metad Seawuxa Cemi mSoblebi da debi, romelTac ver gaegoT, ra memarTeboda. ratom maZlevda sicxes Zalian xSirad da mere dro da dro ratom viketebodi da vjRabnidi raRacebs. mokled, sakmarisad rom vjRabne da leqsebis karga gvariani dasta damigrovda, Cemi debidan yvelaze moxerxebulma da yoCaRma gadawyvita, rom am ganZis mxolod ojaxis sakuTrebad datoveba aRar SeiZleboda da xaSuris raionuli gazeTis redaqciaSi gadamiZRva. raionuli gazeTis redaqtorma gagvacno Tavisi TanaSromeli gogi gogolaZe da gviTxra: ai, es kaci dagakvalianebTo. mec damsva `Zia gogim~ (rogorc maSin da merec karga xans veZaxdi) da didi moTminebiTa da siyvaruliT gamomkiTxa yvelaferi. mares nabaxtevis masStabebisaTvis ukve msoflio aRiareba iyo. àRiarebaze~ mTavari ki is aris, rom muradi amis Semdeg CemTvis namdvil maswavleblad iqca. Cemi _ pirveli skolidan_ gamosuli misi _ rkinigzis mesame_ skolisaken miviCqarodi da Tan axal-axali leqsebi mimqonda. murads SeeZlo udidesi sixaruliT ekiTxa es Cemi umwifari nawerebi da saa- TobiT esaubra CemTan poeziasa da literaturaze. axla mikvirs, rogor SeeZlo isedac uamravi movaleobiT gada- Rlil adamians ase moTminebiT, sixaruliT edevnebina Tvali Cemi nabijebisaTvis, ase yvelafriT dainteresebuliyo da CarTuliyo Cems bedisweraSi. mogvianebiT, erTxel SemomTavaza kidec, iqneb Cems skolaSi gadmoxvide saswavleblado, magram me kategoriuli uari vuTxari, radgan xaSuris gimmzeriT mogefereboda. aseTi mofereba marto Zia giorgis SeeZlo. arasodes dauwyia imisi mtkiceba, rogor vuyvardi. arada, yovelTvis vgrZnobdi da sul mindoda meyurebina, ras saqmianobda ezoSi. es mTeli siamovneba iyo: saqmeSi Cafluli Zalian keTili adamiani, romelic garSemo sinaTles asxivebda. Zia giorgis stalini uyvars da Cveni anu axalgazrdebis didi protestis miuxedavad, mainc personalurad svams xolme mis sadRegrZelos. qveyanaSi ki erovnuli moZraoba da zviad gamsaxurdias ideebi mZvinvareben da Cven Zia giorgis tuCsac ki vubzuebT: ra dros stalinia, magan dagvaqcia! `Cven unda vsdioT axla sxva varskvlavs, Cven unda Cveni vSvaT myoofadio...~ ilia WavWavaZes viSveliebT da sxvisa ar vici, magram me piradad im skolis periodSi namdvilad ara maqvs ilia WavWavaZe kargad wakiTxuli. giorgi Zias Seupovrobis miuxedavad, kamaTi ar sCvevia da gviTmobs. Cumdeba, Tumca ise gviyurebs, am mzeraSi yvelaferi igulisxmeba... maro deida ufro aqtiuri sikeTe gaxlavT. Tu gindaT gaigoT, ras niSnavs, qarTuli sityva `javari~, amdeni xnis merec maro deida unda naxoT da zustad mixvdebiT, ra igulisxmeba ama- Si. xmauriani,mSfoTvare da daudgromelia. Cemi stumrobisas, xom aRar icis, rogor masiamovnos. sul raRacas akeTebs, misi TaTarberakisnairi Ta- Tarberaki ki, SeiZleba iTqvas, arsad miWamia! fatim pirveli Sexvedrisas rabindranaT Tagoris wigni maCuqa, SigniT raWuli yoCivardebiT Caxvavebuli. raWaSi Turme yoCivardas `kawarkuwuros~ eZaxian da mas Semdeg fatmansac SerCa Cemgan es saxeli. yvelaze sayvareli kawarkuwuroa am qveynad! Tagoris ydaze ki aseTi warweraa: `sicocxle niWad gveniWeba~ _ es sityvebi am wignSi Segxvdeba, ai esec: `Cven SecdomiT wavikiTxavT xolme cxovrebis wigns, vambobT kia, rom igi gvatyuebs. me mjera, ise icxovreb, sicocxles siyvaruliT aavseb da gaamSveniereb...~ raWuli kawarkuwuroebi gaxma, magram yavli ar gasvlia am rCevas: vcdilobdi mivyolodi... ar vici ki, ramdenad movaxerxe... * * * kurtaniZeebis garda, xaSurSi kidev erTi ojaxi da sami Tu oTxi kulturuli dawesebuleba maqvs, sadac xSirad vtrialeb. erTi mayvala xaCiZis saxlia. iq mayvala da misi vaJi giga cxovroben. giga Cemze oTxi wliT ufrosia da Turme eWvianobs, dedas eubneba, giorgi ufro metad giyvars, vidre meo. mayvala raionuli gazeTis redaqtoris moadgilea da uamravi saqme aqvs, magram iSviaTad naxavT masze ufro xalisian da mudmivi ZiebebiT Sepyrobil adamians. araCveulebrivad esmis poezia da TviTonac wers patar-patara marginaliebs, romelsac TiTqmis aravis uCvenebs. ise, mSvenieri Canawerebia. mayvalas uyvars yvela, gansakuTrebiT ki ori adamiani _ zura kiknaZe da tariel xarxelauri. zura misi Zvirfasi leqtori iyo, tarieli _ misi studentobis droindeli Zmadnafici. tarielis leqsebi swored mayvalasgan da gogisgan vici zepirad. mayvala ki dapirebulia, rom gazafxulze tarielTan simonianTxevSi wamiyvans da Cems sayvarel poets piradad gamacnobs. mayvalam Zalian artistuli Txoba icis. Txrobisas misi Cveuli frazaa _ àr vaWarbeb!~ _ magram Cveulebrivi, merkantiluri adamianisaTvis, ra Tqma unda, es monaTxrobi bevri ramiT hgavs gadaWarbebuls... marto me da mayvalam viciT, rom rasac axla da am wuTas miyveba, SeTxzuli ki ara, sruli simarTlea... is aseTia da samyarosa da, rac mTavaria, xaSurs aiZulebs, aseTi miiRon. diax, nu gagikvirdebaT: xSirad sam-
2 agvisto - 5 seqtemberi 2013 yaros moTviniereba ufro iolia, vidre xaSurisa da mayvalam SeZlo, am patara, yru da pirquS qalaqSi Tavisi wili poezia aeyvavebina... mayvalas patara binaSi TiTqmis mTeli xaSuris inteligencia ikribeba. aravis ulxins, iseTi droa, magram adamianebs erTmaneTis naxva da erTmaneT- Tan yofna jer kidev uxariaT. mayvalasTan TiTqmis ganuyrelad aris mzia maRaldaZe _ xaSureli poeti da mxatvari. ar vici, romlis ideaa, me mgoni, ufro mzia maRaldaZisa, magram erTxans es jgufi spiritualizmma `gaitaca~: TefSs atrialeben da arian erT ambavSi... mec, Cemi meocnebe naturis gamo, msgavsi ambebi Zalian mainteresebs da arcerT `TefSis trials~ ar vakldebi, Tan gulwrfelad rom giTxraT, am yvelafrisa Zalian meSinia. magram rogor ginda cdunebas gauZlo, roca mzia maRaldaZe Cabnelebul oTaxSi, ar meti arc naklebi, ilia WavWavaZis suls gamoiZaxebs da idumali xmiT hkiTxavs: rodis gaTavisufldeba Cveni tanjuli qveyana dampyroblebis marwuxebisagan? uceb tortmaniT daiZvreba sanTliT gaxurebuli lambaqi, jer m-sTan miva, mere a-sTan, mere l-sTan da bolos e- sac rom miadgeba, mTeli es spiritualuri sazogadoeba SvebiT amoisunTqavs: `male!~ marTalia, yvelas erTmaneTze epareba eWvi, rom TefSs swored is, sxva atrialebs, magram saboloo sixaruli imdenad didia, rom yovelgvar eWvs aqarwylebs: Cven didi ilias suli dagvelaparaka da gviTxra, rom male gavTavisufldebiT. xolo iq myofTagan me mainc imiTi ganvsxvavdebi, rom sxvebis garda, Cems TavSi ufro mepareba eWvi. dResac ara var darwmunebuli: iqneba imdenad viyavi monusxuli ideiT, rom lambaqs im wuTas saWiro asoebisaken swored me veweodi... faqti is aris, rom mec maTTan er- Tad gaxldiT CarTuli am yovlad mistikur saqmianobaSi, romelsac agdebiTa da iumoriT mxolod gogi gogolaZe da Tamaz lacabiZe uyurebdnen. gogi am yvelafers, saerTod, komentaris Rirsadac ar miiCnevs, Tamaz lacabiZe _ xaSuris mxareTcodneobis direqtori _ ki ironiulad gvekiTxeba saqmis detalebze. raio, mere ilia maRaldaZem? _ ikiTxavs da eSmakurad apaWunebs Tvalebs... erTxel, TefSma, roca saqarTvelos bedisweris gamo amjerad sulxansabas suli SevawuxeT, CvenTvis yvelasaTvis gaurkveveli sityva `mToema~ dagviwera. vkiTxeT, es ras niSnavso da sulxan sabasave leqsikonis stiliT agvixsna: èse ars ocnebai sanukveli, male axdenili~.... mokled, Cvens sixaruls sazRvari ar hqonda da me, eTer tabataZe da daTo wiqariSvili erTmaneTs gadavexvieT... xolo `mToema~ Cveni koduri sityva gaxda mamulis TavisuflebisaTvis imperiul elementebTan uTanasworo brZolaSi... Tamazi ki isev icinoda: raio,raio, sulxan saba maRaldaZem? Tamaz lacabiZe, marTalia, spiritualizmisagan Sors dgas da amdenad, CemTvis iseTi saintereso ar aris, rogorc vTqvaT, mzia maRaldaZe an eTeri tabataZe, magram cudi adamiani namdvilad ar eTqmis. Cven Soris yvelaze myarada dgas miwaze, magram Tef- Sis trialisa ar iyos, TiTo axireba yvelasa aqvs da misi gataceba imxanad momravlebuli Jurnal-gazeTebis Segroveba da akinZvaa. paralelurad, didi rudunebiT ikvlevs xaSuris raionis istorias da dimitri yifianis cxovrebasa da moRvaweobas. `spiritualistebs~ albaT yvelas sulis gamoZaxebas gvapatiebs, dimitri yifianis sulis Sewuxebis garda. ucoloa da xaSureli lamazmanebi misTvis dnebian, is ki xaSuris istoriul warsulzea Seyvarebuli da axlandelic mxolod imitom ainteresebs, rom aris perseqtiva _ momavalSi isic literaturuli gazeTi warsulad iqces... Cems das xandaxan TbilisSi sabuRaltro angariSebi aqvs Casatani da amitom, Cems Tavs, rogorc yvelaze sando adamians, swored Tamaz lacabiZes abarebs: cud asakSia, mainc yuradRebiT iyaviT, araferi daaSavoso. Tamazic, Sesvenebaze gamoiqceva da mamowmebs, skolaSi var Tu ara da iseTs xom arafers vafuWeb, _ magaliTad, sigarets xom ar vewevi. amis Semowmebis metad originaluri meTodi aqvs. skolis ukan gamixmobs da mkiTxavs: raRac, papirozi ver viyide da Sen xo ara gaqvs, erTi Reri rom momawevino! hoda, mec aba, Tamazs sigaretiT gamaspinZlebaze uars xom ar vetyvi.... xandaxan, gakveTilebis Semdeg muzeumSi avyavar da iq erTad vsadilobT. * * * biZaCemi meZaxis, givi Zia, sinamdvileSi mamas biZaSvilia, magram rakiRa erTmaneTTan axlos cxovrobdnen, amaT ufro uyvardaT, mgoni, ZmebiviT erTmaneTi. axlac Cemi mSoblebis sikvdilis Semdeg sul givi Zia da naTela Zalo irjebian. dRe erTia da aTjer meZaxian. xan naTela Semova da Semoitans Tavis gamomcxvar ugemrieles nazuqebsa da SoTis purebs, xan givi Zia Semoabotebs, rogora xaro, damxedavs. sul mamaCemze melaparakeba. aTjer mainca maqvs mosmenili, rogor gaabriyva ori kaci `vi- Rac cignis qalma~. sofelSi boSebi mosulan. mamaCemisaTvis oqros beWdebi SeuZleviaT iafad. iafobazec fuli saxlSi ar aRmosCenia, dauZaxia givi ZiasaTvis: `patiosani qali Cans, Turme uWirs da iafad unda gayidos amisTana oqrouli. modi, xelidan nu gauSvebo... givisac gamoutania sami Tvis danazogi samasi maneTi, CauTvlia `cignis qalisaTvis~ yalb oqroSi da venaxidan Sin mobrunebuli naTela ZalosaTvis uxarebia: naxe, inguSam ra pativi mca, ra iafad mayidina amdeni ganZio!~ naTela gagiJebula: ìs cignis qali gzaze Semxvda da gana ara! _ gamikvirda, ras garbis aseTi farTxafurTxiT, Tan ukan-ukan ras ixedeba-meTqi da, Turme Cemi ojaxi ar dauqcevia! movides aqa lili, mag inguSas aCvenebs seirsao!~ inguSa mamaCemia. sinamdvileSi ilo hqvia, magram raWveli papis, erastias, Serqmeuli saalerso saxeli mTeli cxovreba SerCa. is ki ara, Cemi debidan zogi dabadebis mowmobaSic ki inguSas asulad weria... mama vis ar uyvars, magram marTla iSviaTad SegxvdebodaT aseTi keTilSobili adamiani. saerTod, ar maxsovs misi xmamaRali sityva. ijda TavisTvis, saqmianobda da uxaroda da uyvarda yvela da yvelaferi... `ra moxda mere, kaco!~ _ Cailaparakebda xolme TavisTvis, roca viRacaze gagulisebulebi rames mouyvebodnen. Zalian maRali iyo da Sinisaken momavals, saxlidan rom gavxedavdi, Soridanve davinaxavdi xolme. dedaCemi, lili, ki misi sruli antipodia: tanmorCili, mkvircxli, sixalisiTa da sicocxlis siyvaruliT savse. inguSas flegmaturi bunebis fonze is namdvili mexia da vai imas, visac Tavs daatydeba. qarTuli enis TiTqmis dam- Srali nakadulebi lilis bageebidan uSreti CqefiT moedinebian. is namdvili sityvis ostatia da am ostatobas moferebisasac da brazisasac Sesabamisad iyenebs. axlac tyuilad ki ara daimuqra naTela Zalom, movides jera lilio! marTalia, mamaCemTan, ZiriTadad, siyvaruliT ganiaraRebulia xolme, magram aseT SemTxvevaSi sityvas mainc gadauSxivlebs. hoda, naTela ixsenebda: `movida meurneobidana lili, movuyevi es ambavi, ai, ase damaqcia Senma qmarma-meTqi da imana kideva, gana Cemi oqroebi iwuxa, ase miTxra: ra vuyo, qalo, marto inguSas SeiZleba egonos cignis qali patiosanio!~ aba, maSin ki gaigiJa lilim Tavi, givim da inguSam Tqveni sabZeli rom gadawveso. eg rogor iyo-meTqi. me ar maxsovs eg ambavi da naTela Zalo sul keTili RimiliT mirakrakebs: `truba egdo aqa, Cven saxlTana. givisa virTxa Seumwyvdevia Siga. hoda, visTvis una daeZaxa. mouxmia inguSai. ra vqnaTo da ar vici, romelma moifiqra, magram uTqviaT: modi, virTxasa cecxli mivunToTo! gana patarebi arian _ daojaxebulebi arian, mara Wkua mainc arcerTs ara aq TavSi. hooda, amouglesiaT trubis cali piri, dausvelebiaT Cvari, miunTiaT cecxli da miukidebiaT virTxisTvina. imasaca uwivlia da ro ganwarebula, gaungrevia trubis amolesili piri, udurTia Tavi da Sevardnila pirdapir Tqven sabZelSi. agvistos Suaa da bze gvaq yvelas axali dabinavebuli. ro moedo am Tqven sabZelsa cecxli, veRaravin veraferi gaawyo. xuT wuTSi daiwva. sab- Zels viRa Cioda, guli gviskdeboda, saxlze ar gadavideso. lilic gamwarda, mara bzes da sab- Zels ki ar Cioda, mTeli sofeli imas iZaxda: giJia es qali, qmars eubneboda: virTxa ar SegecodaT, mxecebi xom ar iyaviT? cecxli rogor waukide- To?! ui, moispos amisi Tavio! _ gadaxedavs givi Zias, _ es ari, rac ari, Tore mamaSeni magas rogor gaakeTebdao... naTela da givi, ZiriTadad, sul erTad dadian. amitom mniSvneloba ara aqvs, romeli Semova pirvelad ezoSi, male iqve meorec gaCndeba, TiTqos gverdze sokosaviT amoezardao. givim icis yvelaze myrali gineba mTel sofelSi da Tavis codnas umTavresad naTelas uziarebs orSaurad, magram uerTmaneTod mainc ver Zleben da naTela Zalosac ise aqvs givis ginebaze yuri miCveuli, rom mgoni, Tavisi qmari daviT mefsalmune hgonia. me ki ra mogaxsenoT.. radgan Cvens ezoebs mxolod erTi orRobe _ `vanos gza~ hyofs, givis gineba mesmis 24 saaTi da ver getyviT, rom Zalian msiamovnebs... * * * xinca CvenSi, rogorc sofelSi amboben, yvelaze èSmakia~, anu yvelaze gonieria da moxerxebuli, me saerTod gulubryvilo var da amitom, bavSvobaSi Zalian iolad mabriyvebdnen. wyali dRemde miyvars, maSin xom mdinareze vgiJdebodi da daTbeboda Tu ara, fronidan veRaravis amovyavdi. erTxel, swored am xincas waqezebiT, TebervalSi tansacmlianad vibanave mdinareSi. raRacnairad Tbili Tebervali ki idga, magram xaSuris pirobebSi xom warmogidgeniaT, mainc ra sicive iqneboda. ubralod mzem daaWiata erT dRes da Cvenc mdinareze Casulma meore Tu mesameklaselebma gadavwyviteT, barem aq varT da vibanavoT kidecao. sxvebma tanT gaixades, me ki, ar vici, Cavvardi Tu veRar moviTmine da wyalSi tansacmlianad gadaveSvi. karga xans viyurWave, magram etyoba wylis susxma momafxizla da napirze rom amovedi, pirveli is gavifiqre, saxl- Si momklaven-meTqi. tansacmeli gavixade, gavwure da askilis totebze mivafine. TviTon ki riyeze Camovjeqi da Cemi WkuiT, sveli svitrisa da Sarvlis gaSrobas velodi. bedad, romeli- Raca mezobels davenaxe, CvenTan asuliyo da Cemi debidan umcrosi dis- Tvis, irmasaTvis, romelic im wuTas Sin daxvedroda, eTqva: Seni Zma riyeze tintrikela gdia da tansacmels iSrobso. Cemi da maSinve gamoqceuliyo da Tvali Soridanve movkari, riyeze Camoqanebulma, rogor Seatexa iq amosul tirifebs wkeplis ramdenime toti. aba, wkepla egre ar undao, tansacmeli mivatove da soflis Saraze gavi- Canawerebi 7 Weri. win me mivrbivar da ukan Cemi da momdevs wkeplis qneviT. mTeli sofeli Semovarbenine, sanam sabolood qanci TviTonve ar gamiwyda da saxlSi ar Sevvardi. dRemde maxsovs, im bavSvuri sircxvilis grZnoba: rogor gavrbodi soflis gzaze sruliad SiSveli da ara Tu maxsovs, es ambavi zogjer axlac ki mesizmreba. saerTod, Zalze susti bavSvi viyavi da xSirad avadvmyofobdi, magram ma- Sin, Cemebs rom egonaT, filtvebis an- Tebas ver gadaurCebao, araferi dammarTnia. SeiZleba imis gamo, rom soflis gzaze sirbilma gamaxura da sircxvili ki vWame, magram snebas gadavurCi. bavSvobaSi Cemi debidan yvelaze siRrmiseuli Sinagani kavSiri, swored am mexuTe dasTan, irmasTan mqonda. ma- Sin Zalian didi meCveneboda, sinamdvileSi ki 7 wliT ufrosia Cemze da miuxedavad, zemoaRwerilis msgavsi, perioduli sadamsjelo operaciebisa, Cven mainc yvelaze kargad gvesmoda erTmaneTis. garda amisa, irma erTaderTi iyo Cemi debidan, vinc bavSvobaSi araCveulebriv leqsebs werda da etyoba, poeziis siyvarulic gvaerTianebda, romelsac maSin, rasakvirvelia, ver vacnobierebdi. amas garda, swored irmasgan vicodi bevri ram, rasac ufrosebi saguldagulod mimalavdnen. magaliTad, imas, rogor sruliad alalbedze viyavi gaCenili. saqme isaa, rom dedaCemi Cemze 41 wlis asakSi dafexmZimda. es axlac da miTumetes maSin, sofelSi did sircxvilad iTvleboda. amitom didxans males es ambavi da bolos, dedam xaSurSi wasvla da muclis moSoreba gadawyvita. gamoewyo Turme erT dResac da is iyo Sinidan gasvlas apirebda, rom WiSkars zeda ubanSi mcxovrebi qali, olika qadagi mosdgomia. olika qadagi me ar maxsovs, amitom, ZiriTadad, irmas gadmocemiT vici, rogori iyo. jer albaT is unda iTqvas, ras niSnavs am konteqstSi `qadagi~. Cems bavSvobaSi sofelSi cxovrobda ramdenime qali, romlebic amtkicebdnen, rom wminda giorgim an romelime salocavma airCies msaxurebad da Tanasoflelebs am salocavTa nebasurvils amcnobdnen. es moxucebulic swored aseTi qadagi yofila, atocis wminda giorgis rCeuli da xeldasxmuli. irmasgan vicodi, rom ise Cveulebrivi arafriT gamorCeuli qali iyo, magram roca wminda giorgi alaparakebda, sul sxvanairi xdeboda: xma ecvleboda da saxe unaTdebodao. hoda, dauZaxia olikas WiSkris iqidan Tavisi xmiT, magram ezoSi Semosula Tu ara, qadagad davardnila da dedaCemisaTvis uTqvams: me wminda giorgi vlaparakob! axla orsulada xar, apireb, muceli moiSoro, magram eg ar qna, Torem daisjebi! biWi geyoleba da Cems saxels daarqmevo. dedas Zalian SeSinebia, radgan misi fexmZimobis ambavi mamaCemis garda aravis scodnia, da olika qadagis sityvebi uzenaes WeSmaritebad miuRia. ukve gamowyobili, xaSurSi ki wasula, magram eqimis magivrad, mamidaCems midgomia da yvelaferi uambnia. Tamara mamidas uTqvams: aba, ra sisulele dagipirebia. gaaCine eg bavSvi da Tu kidev gogo geyoleba, me wamoviyvano! an gogos vin gamoatanda, magram deda ukan daimedebuli mobrunebula. es ambavi rom daijero, sakuTari gamorCeuloba unda irwmuno. aqedan fsiqiatriul saavadmyofomde ki erTi nabijia. amas axla vacnobiereb, magram kargi is iyo, rom gadmocemis mistikur mxares bavSvobidanve distancirebulad vuyurebdi da yvelaferi, Tu mTlianad irmas fantaziis nayofad ara, mis mier xatovani aRweriT gamkve- Trebulad mainc mimaCnda. SeiZleba imitom, rom olika qadagi Cems moCitvamde gardacvliliyo da aRar maxsovda. XV
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