4 <strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong>poezia 19 oqtomberi - 1 noemberi 2012goCa xaranaulierTxel kide amiare,erTxel kide Camiare!nu momarideb Tvalebs_ erTaderT gamosavals! _* * *Tu bedi ar momecara,TovliviT unda Segadne.SenTan mofrena mewada,guli gamiskda Senamde!Seni survilis qajebmacdunebis raSze Semsves,me Tvalebidan vxtebi damovelewebi Sensken!da rogorc yana umkeli,mzis rom axuravs jiRa,damxvdebi xvad mgels Zu mgeli,amiyiraveb jigars!da Tu Semrisxes zemodan...dinebas mivyev aRma,viT noe, SenSi Semoval,mere...moides warRvna!!!* * *vici, ufals niadag sayvedurebs uTvli,javri nuRar geqneba xarebis da guTnis.saxnisi maqvs foladis, nacadia garjiT,xnuls mivyvebi bolomdi, uxvad oflis xarjviT,guls ar gavatexineb SenTvis naRvels Sensas,Seni sevdis sasmurebs erTianad Sevsvam.mixme, roca genebos, mimsaxure ymurad,Seni mkvaxe Sexedva miCans saamurad.guTani rom moSiva miwas yamirs, qvians,avuyeneb oxSivars beltebs baraqians.xelebs davikapiweb, Cavudgebi kvalSi,Sublze Rrubels wavikrav,mzes davimwyvdev TvalSi...iWoriknon briyvebma, kekem, Tebrom, TaTem,dae yvelam mixedos Tavis saxnav-saTess!mimsaxure dilamde, gagilewo, qalo,Jruantelis eklebiT Seni grZnobis kalo!* * *vinmes xom ar dakargvixar?!RmerTo Cemo!ra kargi xar!Tvalebs vumzer namianebs,Sen gamaadamiane!erTxel kide momde brjRali,Seneuli ieridan,Torem rogorc naperwkalivqrebi Tvalsawieridan!* * *likas deda...modis TeTri fexebiT daurcxvad TamaSi muxlisTavebiT.maRizianebs likas dedis Tavdajereba,aseTi Tavdajerebadanayrebul irmebs sCveviaT.amitomac arafrad agdebs Cems Casafrebas.likas deda...modis da moaqvs baraqiani...ianvris Tovli, me rom ivlisisxanZars mikidebs....likunas dedikos...gaumarjos, vaJebo!!!* * *Rames ise velodebi, viT boCola jiqans,rogorc glexi yanis Semdeg civi RviniT Wiqas!hei, Cemo siymawvilev! sayeloTi Wamdi,Sxami wamlad Segirgia,Saqrad _ civi mWadi!Sen Tu ara, satrabaxo vis ra unda hqondes,niaviviT alaRebdi mindvrebsa da kordebs!ra sindisiT mimatove, visas dahyev nebas,me uSenod veRara vZleb, Sen rogor xar netav!ux, ra naRdi, ra marTali, ra alali iyav,ra namusiT unda iqce safiale Tixad!mainc Rames velodebi,viT yvavilebs qari,cal rqas unda vaxvnevino,rqas beberi xaris!!!* * *nu damayvedri Rimils,xerxs ar mimarTo nacads,nacris qveS Cumad vRvivi,Camouqrole nacars.nu dainaneb mklavebssiZunwe sul ar gSvenis,me unamusod mklavenmtrebi Cemi da Seni!nu momanatreb alerss,Sens guls marTals da alals,ar amimRvrio wyali,udabnos Sina myofels,gamixangrZlive wami,gamaZlebine sofels!!!* * *oqtomberi gavida, noemberi movida...me zamTari ar minda! gazafxuli mominda!mapatie poetis uwyinari codvebi,mwife leRvis totiviT Tu gsurs momewodebi.Seni mzeris Sexebis zogjer mtkiva atana,neta TeTri fexebiT gulze gadagatara!mTvare SeubRalavi Rrublis naviT mocurda,aRar vici aravin...Seni suli momwyurda!* * *mzis Svili var da mziT var Zleuli,sicocxle datkba Seni taniviT,sul Sen gekuTvnis es ganZeuli,Cemi jigridan amotanili!da dedamiwa xanmodgomiliisev gvapurebs ndomis wvenebiT,furiviTa xar kars mondobili,da sadacaa, moiwvelebi!roca gipove, grZneul raSiviTSemovajere mindor-velebi,rom mimatovo grZnobiT saSiSiT,xom haeriviT gamomelevi!samyaros jibrze magrad viTvrebi,davgme sicruec da sinamdvilec,gamoafine margalitebi,gulis tareba gamiadvile!!!* * *Tvalkamara da kvirtisxeleba,gazRaprebuli grZnobiT mabrueb,momelandebi eleT-meleTadda perangiviT gadmomabruneb!zvavad movardnil vnebiT gamTele,dammarTe sibrme,mere siyrue!inaxav Cemi siyrmis nafleTebs,kuTvnil sicocxles aRar mibruneb!nu amomglije guli mkerdidan,mogonebebis nu mspob isrebiT,sityva momeci!amieridanrom arasodes damesizmrebi!!!
19 oqtomberi - 1 noemberi 2012<strong>literaturuli</strong> <strong>gazeTi</strong>nino sadRobelaSvilicxovrebaSemoqmedebaSida piriqiTarCil qiqoZe. moTxrobebis krebuli `amanaTi~beli Txrobis stilis, nacnobi cxovrebiseulimovlenebis Tu mravali sxvamizezis gamo, rasac am moTxrobebSigadaawydebiT), da swored amiTaa es mxatvrulisamyaro, es proza ZalianZlieri da sruliad TviTmyofadi. ise-Ti, rogorzec uyvarT xolme Tqma, rom`ase sxva aravin wers~.guram rCeuliSvilma SemoqmedebiTiafeTqebisaTvis Tavisi 26-wliani cxovrebidan4 weli ikmara da Seqmna samyaro,romelSic cxovrebam ipova Tavisiyvelaze idumali gamoxatuleba, daes didi da RvTaebrivi wami _ cxovrebisada Semoqmedebis gadakveTis wami,albaT im mziuri energiis matarebelia,romelic maradisobaSi cocxlobs danebismier dros, nebismier epoqaSiwaruSleli STabeWdilebiT zemoqmedebsmkiTxvelze. `Sig Sua cxovrebaSiCavardnils Tavze damemxo Semoqmedeba~_ wers guram rCeuliSvili dauyenebs sakuTar Tavs moTxovnas, gaiaroses rTuli da dramatuli gza, Seicnoscxovrebis da Semoqmedebis saidumlo,aqcios cxovreba Semoqmedebad.albaT amitomacaa, rom mis moTxrobebqmedebiTisuli.guram rCeuliSvili ki pirveli iyo,vinc swored am mZlavri vnebebiT momagonaarCil qiqoZis Semoqmedebam. aqac,arCilTanac, cxovreba da mxatvrulisamyaro mziani energiiT TanxvdebianerTmaneTs. aqac, misi moTxrobebis wakiTxvisas,gulubryvilod gagefiqreba_ is albaT iseve cxovrobs, rogorcwers... da piriqiT.albaT asecaa. sxvagvarad aseTmoTxrobebs ver dawer. ver gamoigonebda yalbic gamogiva. erTxel mainc Tuar gahyolixar xevsurs sanadirod, misiucnauri laparaki, pirquSi mzera dadidi tkivilis mmalavi Tvalebi Tu ardaginaxavs, ver dawer moTxroba `wasvlas~.am mravali ramis gamo Zaliankarg moTxrobas, Tavisi xevsuruli dialeqtissurneliT da Tavisi umniSvnelovanesisaTqmeliT. es moTxrobaimazea, razec, wesiT, ufro metic undaiwerebodes _ mTa rom icleba. mTa romuadamianod rCeba. saxli rom irRvevada fuZe.`isemc giqniaT, yvela wasulxarT dadaleulxarT, Tqve goTvernebo, Tqve-portreti 5Tavdapirvelad SiSi da naRveliiyo da isic, ufro mSoblebisgan gadmodebuli,vidre TviTnabadi. mere ki,Cvenc vipoveT Cveni sinaTlis wertilebida aRmovaCineT, rom nacrisfer,naomar, uSuqo da qronikulad depresiulTbilisSi gazafxuls TavisTvispatar-patara adgilebi SeerCia da Cr-Cilisgan amoWmuli Zvirfasi xali-CasaviT mainc gaSliliyo.es sxvadasxva adilebi iyo: (da axlaroca vixseneb maT, gegoneba aTasi weligasuliyos `viTarca erTi dRe~, marTlamgonia, rom zustad aTasi weli gavidada am uzarmazari manZilidan, Cemimegobrebis saxeliTac madlobasvwirav am adgilebs _ Suqiswertilebs), zogisTvis, Cemi tolebisTvis_ moswavle axalgazrdobis saxlida bevr karg `wresTan~ erTad erTi,yvelasgan gamorCeuli, CemTvis dRemdeauxsneli idumalebiT mimzidvelida dRemde popularuli _ SemoqmedebiTisaxelosno, Tavisi mSvenieri cisanamaswavlebliT; zogisTvis _ qalaqiserTi-ori baRi, ZiriTadad, eklesiisaxlomaxlo, sadac ar iyo (an sxvebTanSedarebiT cota iyo) mkvlelobaqurdobebis,kriminaluri garCevebis,gaupatiurebis da aTasi ukeTurobisfaqtebi, sadac dedebi an bebo-papebidilaobiT bavSvebsac daaseirnebdnenda rac ar unda iSviaTi yofiliyo, siyvarulisgangaciskrovnebuli wyvilebissaxeebsac waawydebodiT, isinic, ZiriTadad,patara gogo-biWebi iyvnen, patarebiviyaviT yvelani da es `pataraoba~gvaZlevda eniT uTqmel siTamames,vyofiliyaviT imaze kargad, vidre mTelidanarCeni qalaqi, da qveyanac, dakacobriobac...da iyo yvelaze mTavari _ patarawignis maRazia rusTavelis gamzirze,gamomcemloba `meranis~ gverdiT, ammaRaziaSi mxolod ori Taro ekuTvnodawignebs, danarCenebze iyidebodasamkauli, parfiumeria da aTasi sxvaram, Tumca es `sxva ram~ Zalian zedmetiiyo maSin, roca patara maRaziis orikedeli erTmaneTs axali wignebiTuerTdeboda da, kidev ufro sainteresoxdeboda cxovreba, roca daxlze(sareklamo adgilas!) Cndebodaliteraturul Jurnal `XX saukunis~axali nomeri.Cven mas `TabukaSvilebis Jurnals~veZaxdiT (redaqtori ki iyo zaal samadaSvili),da vicodiT, rom Tu arsebobsTavisufleba, misi wakiTxvac Sesa-Zlebelia, da ratomRac, yvelazemetad, am mdgomareobas es JurnalienaTesaveboda. TiTqmis yvela axaliavtori, vinc dRes ukve cnobili mweralia,am Jurnalidan gavicaniT. odesmeiqneb ufro bevric davwero am Jurnalze,Tumca axla sul sxva ramis Tqmaminda.Jurnals axal aTaswleulSi `axalisaukune~ daerqva da, ai, mis erTgulmkiTxvels albaT axsovs erT nomeri(yvela nomris damaxsovreba SeiZleba,ubralod, amas iseTi gansakuTrebuligarekani hqonda!) _ `axali saukunis~2005 wlis pirveli nomeri, daobebulipuris fotoTi garekanze (garekanisdizaini _ guram wibaxaSvilis). sworedim `purian~ nomerSi wavikiTxe pirveladarCil qiqoZis moTxroba. Jurnal-Si dabeWdili iyo misi `wasvla~.es wakiTxva im siZlieris STabeWdilebaaRmoCnda, romelic arasdrosdagaviwyebs Tavs.amxela Sesavalic, Cemi bavSvobis 90-ianebze da Suqis wertilebze, albaTimitom gamomivida, rom TviTon arCilqiqoZis prozam gamaxsena yvelaferi,ufro swored _ wamomayrevinatkivilebis da sixarulebis foto-negativebi,da damalagebina im sizustiT,rom maTSi sikeTe mepova.sikeTe, keTilSobileba, sizuste _es is cnebebia, rac arCil qiqoZis prozasyvelasgan mkafiod gamoarCevs. mismxatvrul samyaroSi TiTqos gamogonilicaraferia, aramed fotografiuli,gnebavT kino-kameris sizustiTaRbeWdili da gamJRavnebuli,Tumca am ostaturad SeniRbuli sinamdvilismiRmaa swored is mTavari danamdvili, risTvisac nebismieri <strong>literaturuli</strong>teqsti dawerila aqamdeda rasac, zogadad, Semoqmedebis saidumlohqvia.saidumlos, farulis, miRmurisgancda ar gtovebs am mkacrad `realuri~moTxrobebis kiTxvisas, amZalian tkivilebiani, xSirad tragikuli,martosuli, oRond raRacnairad,sicocxlis niWiT mainc mozeime personaJebisgacnobisas. arCil qiqoZismxatvruli samyaro imaze gacilebiTRrma da namdvilia, vidre es erTiSexedviT SeiZleba moeCvenos mkiTxvels(misive laRi da bunebrivi, Zaldautanesada novelebSi TiTqmis waSlilia zRvarirealur da gamogonil gurams,avtobiografiul da SeTxzul epizodebsSoris. albaT amitomacaa, romcxovrebaSi gaucemeli kiTxvebis piramidebimis SemoqmedebaSi wamomarTulan,raRac diadis, idumaliscodnadaunjebulni da, xSirad cxovrebisliandagidan elvis siswrafiTmqrolavi matarebeli pirdapir mxatvrulsamyaroSi Sezanzardeba, radganes gzebic _ es samyarosdroindeliliandagebic, uxilavi kavSiriTswored im miRmierSi mieqanebian, iq ganaxldebian...ase iyo mudam da ase iqneba,vidre adamianSi icocxlebs Semona.me amovbrundebi aq Tqven magivrad,qal Tu ar viTxove, Svileb Tu ar viyolie,marto vasofleb sofels... martodavxnav da davTesav, saqonsac martomovuvli, imad ro, aqaurobis met me saxliara maqvs...~ _ Rrialebs aryiTgabruJebuli, mTidan nanadirevnaTrevi,naxevrad brma xevsuri, uRrialebsTavis Zma-biZaSvilebs, ezoSi romgamofenilan da barSi Casvlis win gamosamSvidobebelsufraze Rreoben,magram aravin aCumebs mas, arc aravinewinaaRmdegeba, imitom ki ara rom isedacician, arsad amomsvleli arc esrom araa, imitom rom, sinamdvileSi,xmac ki ver amouRia naxevrad brma xevsursda es sityvebic, RrialiviT rommoesma TviTonve, sadRac mis SigniTCaxrialda da Caikarga kldidandagorebuli qvebiviT...da ra tkiviliTac es `wasvlaa~ aRwerili,es Sinidan ayra da masTan dakav-Sirebuli adamianuri vnebebi, imavesimZafriT eWidebian Tavis `Sin~-s,Tavis alags, moTxroba `amanaTSi~. esamanaTic ZvelqarTuli sityvaa da mosuls,araaqaurs niSnavs, patriarqaluryofas SeCveuli adamianebissazogadoebaSi ki Znelia amanaTadyofna, Znelia didi ocnebebis, idealebismsaxureba iq, sadac Senianad argcnoben, magram miT ufro sainteresoa_ sacxovreblad da, ukandauxeveli _sabrZolvelad. es moTxroba amwinaaRmdegobebzea, am faruli kanonzomierebisrRveva-aRdgenaze (`amanaTi~hqvia arCil qiqoZis moTxrobebisjerjerobiT bolo krebulsac). 18 wlisbiWi ucxo sofelSi bavSvTa saxlisaSenebas apirebs, aaSena kidec, Tumcasul SiSi hqonda, soflelebs ar gadaewvaT,Tavi veravis Seayvara, Seayvaraki arada, verc ki moawona, amanaTad miiCniesda jer Zalian Sorsa Cans maTSoris gaCenili ufskrulis amosavsebiyvavili... magram es biWi Zlieria, iseverogorc arCil qiqoZis sxva moTxrobebisgmirebi, TavianTi tkivilebis, xandaxanSeuZlebelTan brZolaSi daRlilida daclili sulebis, gamouvalimdgomareobebis miuxedavad _Zlierebi arian yvelani da, rac mTavaria,ocneboben, ufro swored, cxovrebasim mxridan umzeren, saidanac missazarel da pirquS wiaRSi ucxo ramsxivi mainc anTia.es sxivia saidumlo, kacs rom cxovrebasTanakavSirebs. es sxivia is wamic,cxovrebas sulac rom SemoqmedebaSigangacdevinebs da, amis TvalsaCinonimuSia moTxroba `kaxeTis matarebeli~.me mis Sinaarss ver movyvebi, isunda kargad, dakvirvebiT waikiTxo daerTdroulad bevr rameze dafiqrde,bevri rame igrZno... erTi kia, `kaxeTismatarebeli~ firosmanis amave saxelwodebiscnobili tilos gamo hqvia ammoTxrobas, pasaJebi aqac da arCilqiqoZis mTel prozaSi xSiradaa ferweruli,uzado gemovnebiT da rac mTavaria,Rrma Sinagani xedviT `naxati~epizodebi da personaJebi, romelbsacaqvT Zala, Tanaganmcdeli ipovonmkiTxvelSi.saerTodac, arCil qiqoZis moTxrobebSiraRacnairad `qarTuli~ Temebia.oRond, am qarTuls ise vambob _ nacionalurkarCaketilobaSi brali aravindagvdos arc mwerals da arc me, arcis warmoidginos, rom `qarTuli~ viwro,lokalur erovnul-eTnikursivrces niSnavs mxatvrul SemoqmedebaSida mets arafers.sworedac rom lokaluri erovnul-eTnikuriSinaarsis miRmaa arCilqiqoZis moTxrobebis saTqmelic daproblematikac. samzeri mSobliuri daTiTqos nacnobia _ es saqarTveloa,Tavisi uaxlesi warsuliT daRdasmuli,tkiviliani, uimedoc da imedianic; essaqarTveloa _ samSoblo, romelicliteraturaSi uxerxulobas ki ariwvevs, aramed piriqiT _ yvelaze bunebrivic,Semoqmedeba, am samzeridanmoCans; ucxo ki ar aris da saqiliko,ironiiT, gesliT dasagmobi (miT umetesdasasruli me-15 gverdze